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I believe this is my best smut yet!! YAY!! It's better than OMC...and I'm very happy. I'm getting really into it too! -lol- This is one of my fav chaps!! So I hope you enjoy!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Instant Star ( And I aslo do not own the title Whispers in the Dark from the song by Skillet (really good! if you like rock...you'll LOVE this song!!)

Chapter 8: Whispers in the Dark

Tommy stormed into the studio. He was so glad he got out of that apartment. He and Jude got into a fight about how he didn't contribute enough in his daughter's life. Just because he didn't want to have a stupid parent/teacher conference with Mr. Douglas, he was suddenly a bad parent. He came in Studio 1 and slammed the door. "Rough day?" A voice said behind him. That's when he saw Kwest sitting on the couch.

"Yea, you could say that," Tommy sighed.

"What happened this time?" Kwest asked. He seemed a little annoyed.

"Jude, just like always, blamed me for something and it blew out of proportion," Tommy said and sat next to Kwest.

Kwest rolled his eyes. "You know, it's not I always Jude's fault that you two get into a fight."

"But it seems like she always the one to start yelling. I don't know what her problem is."

"T, get it through you're head. She's not the problem. You…are the problem." Kwest got up angrily and left the studio. Tommy looked at the door that was slammed just a few seconds ago. Maybe Kwest was right. Tommy went to Darius's office saying that there was an emergency at home and couldn't work today. Once Tommy got home, he saw Mr. Douglas leaving. Jude saw him come in and cocked an eyebrow at him as Stephanie made her way to her room.

"What are you doing here?" Jude asked him.

"I was coming back for the conference, but I guess I'm a little late," Tommy shrugged.

"Just a little," Jude replied sarcastically. "So, what made you suddenly want to be a dad?"

"Jude, look I'm sorry," he started but Jude interrupted him.

"You're sorry. Wow, well I'm glad you're sorry for about the tenth time this week."

"Oh, my god, here we go again!" Tommy threw up his hands and walked over to their bedroom. Jude followed him quickly.

"Now, tell me something Tommy. How many times have you actually meant it, too?"

Tommy rolled his eyes and took off his shirt. He missed the studio for this? "Why must you do this? Can't we just make up?"

"No, we can't just make up!" Jude shouted and looked at him like he was crazy. "Tommy that's all we do. Our schedule is wake up, fight, come home, make up, and then start all over again!"

"So what do you want me to do?" Tommy shrugged and turned around to throw his shirt in the hamper.

"I want you to stop being an ass and act like a husband!"

"I would love to, but you need to actually want to be a husband before…" Tommy stopped himself. He turned around to see Jude's tear-filled eyes. God, why was he so stupid!?

"Oh," Jude croaked. "I-I see. So, you don't want to be a husband?"

"No Jude I…"

"So what was the past two years for?"

"Jude, I didn't mean it. I swear baby, I didn't mean it." Tommy went to her but she backed away and fell on the bed. Tears fell down her face and Tommy banged his head against the wall.

"So, um, I guess…we should get a divorce," Jude suggested. Jude was surprised at herself. That was the last thing she wanted.

"What? No, no, Jude, I don't want a divorce." He kneeled beside her and held her hands. "I-I'm sorry, just…just please don't do this. I didn't mean anything I just said. I want to a husband."

"Just not mine, right?" Jude laughed bitterly. She stood up and walked over to the door and leaned against it as her tears still fell.

"Jude, that's not true!" Tommy yelled.

"Then prove it to me, Tommy, please prove it to me," she cried.

Tommy stood there frozen. He knew he loved her, but he didn't know how the hell to prove it. Jude waited for him to say something, say anything. But he just stared at her. With every second her tears came down faster and faster.

"If you can't prove it to me, Tommy, then I'm leaving," she said in a whisper. Tommy again, didn't know what to do. His body wasn't moving even though his mind was begging him to.

"I'm sorry," he whispered and looked down at the ground. Jude shook her head and cried even harder. She walked out of the room. Tommy heard the front door open and close, and he collapsed on the floor.

Jude knocked on a red door standing in the rain with just a jacket and her car keys. The door suddenly opened. "Jude?" The person asked, shocked that she was even here. It was pouring outside.

"Hi, Kwest, can I come in…please?" Jude asked shaking a bit. Kwest nodded and led her inside. "I'm sorry for coming so late, but there was nowhere else to go. Sadie is in New York for two weeks." Jude sat on the couch next to the fireplace that was roaring.

"Um, it's not a problem at all. What are you doing here?" He asked.

"Tommy and I…got into it really bad this time. H-he told me that he didn't want to be a husband."

Kwest looked at her sadly. He then sat next to her and hugged her tightly. He didn't know what came over him, but his mind kept telling him to tell Jude. "He wants a divorce, Jude," he lied through his teeth. He hated lying to her, but he hated to see her hurt worst. He couldn't let her forgive Tommy again.

Jude pulled away and looked at him. "What?"

"He wants a divorce. He told me today. He's going to divorce you and go with…Cathy." Kwest felt some pain inside himself.

"So, something did happen between them. He lied to me."

Jude looked at the fireplace. Kwest was surprised she wasn't crying. Jude looked at him and hugged him again. They pulled away after a couple of minutes and stared at each other. Kwest leaned in a bit. "Kwest, don't make me do this," she begged.

"I won't make you do anything you don't want to do."

She smiled and closed her eyes. Soon, she brushed her lips against his and he kissed her. Both reacted fast and Jude deepened the kiss. Kwest twisted his hand in her wet hair and pulled her closer. His tongue touched her bottom lip asking for entrance. Jude quickly granted it and she sighed in his mouth. She started to unbutton his shirt. Kwest stopped her and stared into her beautiful blue-grey eyes. "Jude, are you sure? You're pretty vulnerable right now. I don't want to take advantage of you."

She smile once again and pecked his lips. "Yes, I'm sure Kwest."

Kwest smiled and let her continue until the shirt was tossed carelessly on the floor. Kwest took off her jacket and momentarily broke the kiss. Jude raised her arms and Kwest slowly took off her wet shirt and threw it next to the fireplace. They stood up and he led her upstairs to the bedroom. Once they reached the room, Kwest laid her on the bed carefully and kissed her. Jude could tell all the love and passion he put into it. He was proving that he loved her; something Tommy never did for her. Kwest went to her neck and sucked on her sensitive skin, careful not leave a mark. Jude moaned softly and nibbled on his ear.

Kwest's fingertips made circles on her stomach which gave her goosebumps. His hands finally made their way to the button of her jeans and he took her jeans off slowly. He didn't want to go fast. He wanted to make this special for her. Also, it would give her enough time to make sure she wanted to do this. He broke the kiss and looked at Jude in her black lacy boy shorts and see through bra. Jude grabbed his belt and unfastened it. Kwest stood up from the bed and dropped his jeans to the floor.

He went on top of Jude again and ran his fingertips from her swollen red lips, down her neck, to her right breast. He caressed her breast lovingly and felt her nipple grow hard. Jude arched her back a bit to let him slip his arm under her and unhook her bra. He took it off and threw it across the room. She stared into Kwest eyes and kissed him with so much passion it was almost overwhelming for him. He pulled away and place feather kisses on her right breast and he massaged the left. He then made it to her already hard nipple and bit it lightly. Jude moaned as he started to suck harder. He did the same with the left and soon made his way down.

Jude had no thoughts in her head except for Kwest. She loved the way it felt with him. It's been so long since she felt loved like this. His kisses were full of love, care, and passion. Tommy's were becoming empty and heartless. She felt Kwest pull her panties down and took them off. She leaned up and did the same with his boxers. She grabbed his almost full grown erection and started to stroke it up and down slowly at first. Kwest groaned in pleasure when she started to pick up speed. She also kissed his chest and scraped her teeth against his nipple. Kwest felt himself coming close so he grabbed her hand to stop her. "Lay back," he whispered softly in her ear. It sent shivers down her spine and she did as he said.

He kissed his way down her perfect body and then made it to her center. He blew cold air before opening her folds with his tongue. Jude gasped at the sudden contact and felt him work his magic. He stroked her clit up and down and Jude moaned loudly. "Oh!" she cried. Her hands held on to the pillows behind her as Kwest dipped his tongue inside her moving it in and out slowly.

Kwest suddenly heard Jude cry out and arched her back. He tasted her warm liquids as she orgasmed. He moved his tongue out of her and heard Jude whimper a bit. He kissed her, making her taste herself, as the side effects wore off. Jude kissed his neck and sucked lightly on the sensitive spot behind his earlobe and turned them around. She did the same as Kwest and kissed her way down. She lightly ran her fingers against his now full grown erection. She then bent down and took all of him in her mouth. She deep throated and moved slowly. She knew it was teasing him horribly. She scraped her teeth lightly against it. "Oh, god," Kwest groaned as he grabbed a handful of Jude's golden hair. "Jude."

"Hm?" she hummed and it sent a vibration through him. He finally came and Jude drank it like water.

Kwest brought her up to him and kissed her as he turned them around again. He put the tip inside of her knowing he didn't need a condom. She told him about her "illness" a while ago. He kissed Jude lovingly and thrusted inside of her. Jude broke away and cried out. He did it slow and soft. She loved the feeling of him inside of her. She never expected it to feel this good with him. "God, Kwest! Oh god, I want it harder! Please!" she pleaded. Kwest smirked a bit and pulled himself almost all the way out and slammed himself in her. "Ah!" she cried in pleasure.

Jude started to buck her hips towards him asking for more. She wrapped her legs around him and lifted herself up a bit to get a better angle. Kwest growled in her ear as she bucked her hips fast against him. He picked up pace and Jude grabbed on to the headboard. Kwest buried his face in the crook of her neck as he lost his rhythm. She felt herself coming close and held onto his shoulders. He lifted himself up and looked into her eyes. Finally, she cried out his name as she climaxed again. Her nails raked his back so hard, she was afraid she drew blood. Kwest did a few more thrust and he climaxed as well. He groaned loudly and collapsed on Jude. He kissed her neck and tasted the salt on his lips.

After their breathing got back to normal Kwest took himself out and rolled over. He looked at Jude and she smiled. He tucked one of her locks behind her ear and kissed her softly. "I love you, Jude," He whispered. She lifted her head up and put it on his chest. Soon, they both drifted off to sleep.

Sneek Peak-Chapter 9:

"Jude, are you okay with everything that happened last night?" Kwest asked truly concerned. He still felt like he took advantage of her. He didn't want to do that to Jude.

"Of course I am," she reassured him. She took her head off to look into his eyes. "Kwest you made me feel so special; so loved. I haven't felt that way in a very long time."

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Kwest suddenly stopped and sighed. "You're right," he agreed trying to keep his face straight. Jude looked at him confused. "I won't do it ever again." He was about to walk away until she pulled him back to her and kissed him passionately. They heard the door click open and moved away from each other as fast as they could. Jude's mouth was agape and she forced a smile. "Hi Sadie," her voice shaked. "What are you doing home so early?"