Hey Guys! I know I promised to post a chapter a day and I'm so sorry I didn't get this out yesterday, some family stuff came up so I wasn't home all day, hence no new chapter. So here's the next chapter in my story, it's pretty short compared to the others. I'll be posting the final chapter hopefully today around like 7pm, but I may not be able to until tomorrow.
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Time seemed to have stopped as Sam was kneeled on the ground unable to breathe; it was as if when his brother stopped breathing, so did he. They were one, they always had been, and there was no Sam without Dean and no Dean without Sam.
Just as that thought ran through his mind Sam stood up. He wasn't going to give up, not yet, the doctors hadn't seen what they had seen, hadn't lived through what they had lived through, and he'd be damned if he let a bunch of doctors tell him that his brother was no longer alive.
This entire revelation happened in a matter of 10 seconds and just as fast as Sam had hit the ground, he jumped right back up, an odd sense of adrenaline pumping into him, and he ran over to where his, apparently dead brother, laid.
Everyone stood shocked at the sight before them. Sam was pounding on Dean's chest, literally pounding on it with his fists, as hard as he could.
"Sammy…wh-what are you doing." John's voice was one of a broken man.
"He's not dead! He can't be!"
"Sammy…stop son…please"
But John's pleas fell on deaf ears as Sam continued to pound on Dean's chest with everything he had.
"DEAN DON'T DO THIS TO ME…DON'T YOU DARE DIE ON ME!"
The doctors were speechless as they watched the young man before them, breathlessly trying to revive his dead big brother.
"Son, we tried everything we could, he's gone," said one of the doctors as he reached for Sam's hands to move them away from Dean's now beaten chest.
"SHUTUP…ALL OF YOU JUST SHUTUP, HE'S NOT DEAD!" Sam yelled as he swatted the doctor's hand away.
"Dean please…please…I can't lose you Dean…don't do this…don't do this..."
The tears were streaming down his face uncontrollably and as the seconds past Sam was starting to fear the worst, were the doctors right? Was his big brother gone? Was his hero dead?
This can't be happening, no this can't be happening. Dean can't be taken away from me, it isn't right. Sam thought to himself. Dean please…please, I'll die Dean, if you die, I'll die…Dean I swear to God I'll die. Dean why aren't you breathing, why isn't your damn heart beating…beat damnit…beat…please…beat.
Sam could feel his arms getting tired, he could feel the energy draining, his body seemed to be getting weak, shutting down almost, even though he continued to pound on Dean's chest. I think I'm dieing Dean…along with you, Dean if you don't wake up, I'm dieing with you…I promise.
As another doctor tried to intervene in what looked like Sam's assault on Dean's chest, John put his arm out to stop him. He could see that Sam was trying to connect with Dean, even if Dean was dead, Sam was trying to connect with him, talk to him, will him to…come back from the dead.
"Don't…he needs this…he needs to try…even if it is hopeless." John said as his heart felt like it was in a million pieces. He had just lost his eldest son and as he watched Sam he had this fear…this immense fear, that Sam was about to be lost to him too.
How had it come to this John wondered to himself. He had lost his eldest son, his Dean, and he had to stand by and watch as Sam was slowly dieing in front of him as he tried to save his brother. His sons didn't deserve this; they had done anything to deserve this. They were good people, amazing people, they saved lives everyday, and now they were about to lose theirs, it wasn't fair, it just wasn't fair.
At this point Sam was wondering if he was accepting his brother's death, and if that was the case, he knew what was next.
Dean you're not waking up…you're not breathing, I guess I'm coming with you Dean. Do you think we'll see mom Dean…wherever we're going, do you think mom's waiting for us? I hope she is Dean, I really hope she is. We can be a family again, me, you and mom. And maybe Dad will join us one day soon, after he's done hunting every evil son of a bitch there is. Then the four of us will be a family again. Maybe that's asking too much…do you think that's asking too much Dean? As long as we can be brothers in the afterlife, I'll be happy, it's always been us huh Dean. We were our family, we lost dad when we lost mom, and all we had was each other. This has got to be the oddest conversation I've ever had, but when has our lives ever been normal huh Dean. I know you can hear me dude, and it's okay Dean, if you're too tired to wake up it's okay, but I'm coming with you, someone's gotta watch your back, even in heaven…if we're going to heaven. Wherever we go, as long as we're together it'll be okay, it's always been okay when we were together. I love you big brother, you lead the way now, wherever you go I'll follow.
"I've never seen someone try so hard to save someone who's already…" the doctor's sentence was interrupted by a sound everyone in the room thought were their ears playing tricks.
Beep…beep….beep
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TBC- last chapter coming soon
