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I woke up to the feel of Edward's stone like chest under my hand. I sat up slowly recalling the previous day and stared down at my left hand where my ring was. "So it really did happen," I whispered to myself.

"If you mean us getting married and us sleeping together then yes," Edward smiled up at me.

I sank back down into the embrace of Edward's arm. "I'm still amazed though," Edward murmured. When I looked up questioningly at him he continued, "That I could be so close to you and not even harm you. You're so fragile and well…"

I interrupted him before he could say more. "That just proves that I was right. That you love me so much that you couldn't ever hurt me." I moved so my head was resting on his chest, just like I had done what seemed like years ago in our meadow. We stayed quiet after that and just laid together.

I knew that my new family would be getting back soon so we got up and I took a shower. I knew my transformation would be coming soon, but we hadn't really set an exact date. I was anxious to be a vampire and soon, but not too soon. I still had to say good bye to Charlie and Renee, and Renee left in three days. When I asked Edward about this he seemed surprised. "Bella you can change whenever you want. You can do it today or in five years. Of course you know what I want, but now this is about what you want."

I sat down on the couch and he joined me. I wanted to ask him something but I didn't know if I should. "Edward I know you don't want to talk about it and if you don't want to tell me it's fine, but… well can you tell me what to expect? You know during when I change and… what it's like," I asked hesitantly. I looked at his face and saw that his jaw was locked, and that there was hardness in his eyes. I knew I shouldn't have asked, but I really did want to know.

"I'll tell you Bella, but it's a hard thing for me to tell, and some of my memory is cloudy about during it," he paused as if to gather his thoughts, "It was dark and musty and the place reeked of death. Carlisle had to decide whether or not to change me fast because when he found me I was already on the brink of death," he looked at me waiting for my reaction and wondering whether to continue. "I do remember the fiery pain that came first. It was as if I was on fire only there was no way to put it out. It was unbearable, but I didn't feel it for long because I passed out. I did have nightmares though, of unimaginable pain and suffering. It's those nightmares I remember most vividly though. I had truly thought I had died and gone to hell," he said the end in a rush and I just barely got what he said. He had looked like he was in pain as he recalled this.

I hated myself for bringing it up, and making him think about it after such a great night. I put my arms around him. "I'm sorry."

He put his around me in return and made an attempt to sound happy, "It's fine Bella. That was a long time ago and your changing won't be like mine. We'll give you enough morphine so that the pain won't be so intense and we'll give you drugs to knock you out. Also I'll stay by you so you'll have pleasant dreams," he finished and attempted to smile. His words did give me comfort but I remembered the pain I had felt when James bit me and I didn't think any morphine or drugs would ease that. Also I couldn't bear to think of him being there when I went through so much pain. Although the thought also comforted me that he would be by my side.

"You still didn't tell me the second thing I wanted to know."

"What was that?" He said looking puzzled.

"What's it like? I mean to have super strength, super speed, super hearing, super… everything." I folded my legs under me and looked at him with such curiosity. He chuckled at me, pulled me onto his laps, and secured his arms around me like shackles.

"You're curious are you? Well you don't feel any different really, but is amazing when you first lift up a car or run so fast nobody can see you, and all they feel is a slight breeze. Then you feel like you can do anything. Although being a monster has done only one good thing for me."

I took the bait and asked him, "What's that?"

"Bring me you of course," he whispered in my ear. I twisted around and kissed him, but we were interrupted by the sound of what I knew was a yellow Porsche pulling in. I got up even though I wanted nothing more then to have more time with Edward, but part of me was happy that the others were back so we could talk about me becoming immortal.

"Alice!" I said in a normal voice knowing that even from across the house she could hear me. I walked across the house to where she was standing.

"Hi Bella! How was your night?" She asked with her eyebrows raised. I blushed not knowing how to answer, but Edward came in, put his arms around me and answered without hesitation or embarrassment, "It was great. Where's the rest of the family?"

"Oh they'll be here in about thirty seconds."

Just then we heard the engine of a jeep and soon the whole family was here. Esme came up to me, hugged me and stated, "I haven't been able to say welcome to the family yet Bella, but we always considered you as part of the family."

"I'm glad I can officially say I'm part of the Cullen family." Once I had hugged everyone and they all said welcome to the family I went up to Carlisle. "Can I speak to you privately Carlisle? I want to figure out the details about me really being part of the family." He knew what I was talking about of course.

"Bella you know you don't have to change to be part of the family. You've always been part of the family," he insisted.

"I know, but I want to be with Edward for eternity and it's what I really want."

I looked over at Edward and he shook his head in frustration, but he couldn't stop me now. I looked back at Carlisle and he only nodded. We started walking towards his office. I suddenly realized Edward had come too. "I'm your husband Bella. We're doing this together."

I reached for his hand and we entered Carlisle's office. He sat on the chair behind his desk and we sat in the two other seats. "What exactly would you like to talk about Bella?"

I took a deep breath and dove right in. "Well I want to ask if you could be there when I change. You know for medical help in case something goes wrong."

Edward turned to me and I could see he was surprised, "Bella nothings going to go wrong."

"Well you never know Edward, it is me. You know how I attract trouble," smiling I tried to make it a joke even though I was really worried about it.

"Don't worry Bella. I won't let any trouble within five miles of you."

"Well that's not even what I'm really worried about. Where am I going to be changed? Obviously we can't do it here. I don't want you guys in trouble with the pack because of me."

The hand in which was still holding Edward's suddenly went stiff. His hand went colder if that is even possible. "Edward what is it?" When he didn't respond I gave his hand a shake. "Edward!" I had finally got his attention and his eyes were wide. Carlisle had gone to Edward's side, and I was standing in front of him with my hands on his shoulders. "Edward what is it," I said anxiously.

"The pack," he whispered looking up at me. "Alice was looking in the future about you and she couldn't see anything. She thinks they're going to try and stop us from turning you into a vampire. Also… she thinks that they'll do anything to stop us, until you're either human or…dead."

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