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Chapter 3

Doubt

I don't think I did anything for the next minute besides sit there with my mouth gaping. I had a shooting pain when he mentioned the pack, but I was used to that now. Although I couldn't believe that the pack would go as far as to killing me. I wouldn't believe it. Alice had to be wrong, she had to be! Although when was Alice wrong? My own words repeated themselves in my head, "You won't find me betting against Alice."

I stared at Edward and saw that he was gripping the chair's arms so hard that any second they were bound to break. "Are you sure about this Edward?" Carlisle's question distracted Edward before he could break the furniture.

I looked up at Carlisle and saw worry and disbelief across his face. I myself could hardly believe that the pack, my friends, would go as far as cold blooded murder. The image of Sam, Embry, Quil, Seth, and the others actually killing someone was hard to do. Killing a cruel, sadistic vampire yes, but killing people? That went against everything they were doing! Not just anyone, but me. I had thought myself their friends, and they even came to my wedding. Sure there was that part of them that hated vampires, but the fact that they fought with us I thought they at least saw us as maybe not friends, but definitely not enemies. Also there was Jake…he might be hurt by what I did to him, but no way in this universe would he let his brothers kill me. "No I can't believe it. They wouldn't hurt me," I said positive.

Carlisle and Edward both looked at me, and I could see that they didn't know what to think. "Also Jacob wouldn't let them do that to me," I added feeling certain. At that moment Alice barged through the door.

"I know you already know what I saw, or well didn't," she said accusingly at Edward. She also looked concerned and guilty which didn't suit sweet, graceful Alice at all. I know she was worried about Edward going ballistic, and I knew he was restraining himself from breaking anything.

"Bella doesn't think she's in any possible danger," Edward growled between gritted teeth. I saw that his jaw was locked and he was pinching the bridge of his nose trying to calm himself down.

"Well I suppose Bella could be right," Alice murmured looking thoughtful.

Edward's head lifted and he stared at Alice through narrowed eyes. "What do you mean?"

"I mean that since I can't see anything about the Quileute pack I don't what they're doing or going to do. All I know is that they're going to be in Bella's immediate future. For all I know they can be throwing Bella a party, although I doubt it. I don't know what they're going to do!" She said frustrated. She was angry that she couldn't see the future when the pack was involved.

"Well do you know anything?!" Edward yelled while getting up out of his chair and turning to Alice.

"It's not my fault you heard the first assumption that came into my head!" She retorted back.

"Stop! Stop fighting! It doesn't matter because they wouldn't hurt me! I know they wouldn't," I screamed because I couldn't take their arguing.

Edward turned to me then. "What else would they want with you? Alice knew one thing at least. They wouldn't be throwing you a party. They know you're going through with the transformation so what's keeping them from getting rid of you now instead of when you're a vampire? It'll be a hell of a lot easier for them," he yelled. He turned away from me then seeing my surprised and hurt expression and ran his hand through his hair. I went to him and put my hand on his shoulder.

"I can't take any chances when it comes to your safety. You're safety is the only thing that counts," he whispered with his back still to me. He seemed calmer now but still wouldn't look at me.

"I know that, but you have to trust me when I say they won't hurt me. Also Jacob wouldn't let them and he's second in command. And how can I be in any danger when you're right besides me?"

"You're right about one thing Bella. You'll always be safe by my side. But you're wrong about Jacob," he said finally turning to face me.

"What are you talking about?" I asked confused.

"I didn't want to worry you Bella, but Jacob might not know what the pack's thinking and planning," he said with a sigh.

He had me extremely confused. "What are you talking about? Jake can just transform to hear what they're thinking and he practically lives with them so he would know what they're planning. I mean if," I continued but Edward cut me off.

"No he might not Bella," Edward whispered so softly that I could barely hear him.

Of course Jake could know what they were thinking unless…something was wrong with him. I was near hysteria now. My eyes grew wide. "Edward what's wrong with Jake? We just saw him yesterday! How can something be wrong…unless he hurt himself? Edward I told you not to invite him to the wedding! And if he hurt himself, or tried to kill himself," I couldn't continue because tears were about to spill out of my eyes, and if I said anymore I knew I wouldn't be able to hold them back. Then I would break my promise.

Edward turned to me by then and pulled me into his arms so fast and gently I barely noticed it. One minute I was about to collapse and the next my head was on Edward's shoulder with his arms around me. "Shh, shh. It's okay Bella, I didn't mean that. Jacob Black is fine as far as I know," he murmured in my ear.

I looked up at Edward. "But you said he wouldn't be able to hear the rest of the pack even if he transformed. But if he's fine why wouldn't he be able to?"

He sighed and the look on his face was indecisive. "Bella while the Quileutes were at out wedding I got a good look at everybody's mind. They were all worried about the same thing."

I was starting to get impatient. "Edward what is it? Whatever it is I can take it!"

He looked around avoiding my eyes and I looked too. I suddenly noticed that Alice and Carlisle had left. They must have left when I started freaking out about Jacob. "Edward, please," I asked desperately looking at his golden eyes.

He sighed again. "They were all worried about Jacob leaving."

This threw me. "Leaving? Leaving what, the wedding?" I let out a sigh of relief. I don't know why Edward thought I would take that news bad. Of course I wanted Jake at my wedding, but I understood if he didn't want to stay through the whole thing, and he didn't. A part of me ached at remembering seeing Jake walk away right after we danced.

"No Bella. Not just leaving the wedding, but the pack, the city… and civilization." Edward interrupted my thoughts and I had frozen stiff. The sudden realization of what he was saying hit me hard.

"You mean he's going to transform into a werewolf and not change back?" I said slowly.

"Yes that's exactly what I mean."