Harry stepped back into the infirmary in a daze. It sounds as if Snape was gone, but Draco was moving around feverishly on the bed. Apparently Snape hadn't done a very good job at calming Draco down. In fact, he had seemed to upset him. Harry moved over and absently stroked his hair, humming him a song he had long forgotten the title of. It broke his heart, thinking about how as soon as Draco woke (if he ever woke), that he would have to break up with him. "So this is why you never loved me back. " He heard.
"Ron." He sighed, facing his best friend, to tired to deny the truth. "I'm really sorry, but I don't think I can deal with this right now. Draco might die."
"I'm not here to yell at you or anything like that." Ron muttered. "I'm just here to see if you're alright."
Harry looked down at Draco while shaking his head no. "Harry, I never knew that you cared so much about him." Ron said, pulling Harry into a hug. "If I had I would've never said…"
"It's okay Ron." Harry wrapped his arms around Ron, loving the feeling of comfort. He needed someone to hold him up. Why did he have to break up with Draco? Lucius was bound to have told Voldermort about them already.
'But what if he hasn't?'
He still had to do it. Actually, he had to do it even more now. He had to do it before Voldermort got his disgustingly snake-like hands of his boyfriend, so Draco wouldn't hesitate to do anything to save his own skin.
Ron smiled reassuringly. "Don't worry." He said. "He'll wake up soon and then you two…can be together."
Harry squeezed Ron's hand, knowing how hard it had had to be for him to say that, and wishing what he had said was true. He could never be with Draco. That was the disgusting truth.
"Are you in love with him Harry?" Ron asked suddenly. Harry could sense the tension in Ron's words. "I don't know." He answered honestly. "I don't want to be. I just…he grew on me."
He sank to his knees beside Draco's bed and laid his head on the other boy's chest again, tears silently dripping down his face and running down his cheeks. "I want him to be okay. I want him to be happy."
Ron's stomach churned. He really couldn't watch this. His heart hurt and his head ached. Harry didn't love him. Harry would never love him. Harry was so obviously in love with Draco that he wondered why he hadn't proposed yet. Who could watch the boy of their dreams crying over their long time enemy, the enemy they had laughed about together, back when Ron had thought he'd actually had a chance. Boy had he been dumb.
"I've got to go to the loo." He whispered, wondering why he'd even bothered. Harry had long ago stopped acknowledging his presence and was now trapped in a world where there was only him and Draco. Ron sighed and turned, walking quickly out the door so as to not barf all over his shoes. 'Though what does it matter? With the way they look, it seems as if someone already has…' he thought angrily.
The bathroom was empty and he threw up in peace then stuck his mouth underneath the tap to wash it out. He wasn't going to start crying. He wasn't that gay. He wasn't going to shed anymore tears over Harry, who never shed any over him. Ever…
'I don't need Harry. I've had enough of him.'
After staring into the mirror for long enough to get it frosted over from his breathing, he turned to leave, only to have a warm yet rough hand push him unto one of the bathroom stall doors. He crashed against it with a loud and forceful thump, his eyes gazing over.
"You know what I'm just absolutely sick of?" a sexy, hot voice whispered, closer than close to his lips. Ron stared up into the boy that was holding his wrists together above his head's eyes, breathing hard and heavily. "What I'm just totally sick of?"
Ron stared in awe at the incredibly gorgeous teenager hovering over him and seriously man handling him. His body was pressing harder into Ron's and Ron hardly had the strength to get any words out of his mouth. "What?" he whispered temptingly. The other boy pushed his hips hard against Ron's.
"I'm tired of girly, gay guys. I just am. They're all I ever get. Yeah, sure, they're pretty and hot and slender and good in bed and stuff, but I just want a guy, you know, I normal gay guy, with a normal body and normal hot good looks. That make any sense?"
Ron looked up at Blaise, his eyes wide with confusion, as the other boy trailed his fingertips down his well-defined muscular chest. "They always end up crying, and they always want to be held and…"
Ron ignored everything except the feeling of Blaise caressing him, withering. "Are you gay?" Blaise whispered into his ear. Ron's body shot forward in an effort to get even closer and he moaned against Blaise's lips. "Yes I am." He said, not caring what Blaise thought. Plus, something about what Blaise was doing gave him a little feeling that he was too…
"Do you have a want as well?" Blaise asked, looking at Ron hungrily, at his deliciously blue eyes. They made him think of the ocean at night. How hot.
"Yeah, I wish I could have just one guy who liked me as much as I liked him and gave me his full attention." Ron murmured, locking his gaze with Blaise's.
"Hn? That was strangely specific. Maybe we can fulfill both our wishes." He smiled, casting a charm to lock the door over his shoulder. "You're not a girly boy, I can tell, and your hair is really quite beautiful. So…hot. Why don't we get better acquainted?"
Ron's breath was coming in short little puffs now, and every time he breathed, the air would fly up in front of his bangs. Blaise still held his wrists high above his head and he made no effort to fight the other boy off. He liked it rough. His fingers were up and under Ron's shirt, who thoroughly enjoyed being thought attractive.
"Do me hard, okay?" He pleaded, his voice desperate with lust. Blaise's eyes widened. "Wow, this will be the first time I actually get some since I've gotten to this school. Usually I'm not like this you know… I'm generally a lot shyer. I don't know what came over me…" he was breathless, and slightly scared at Ron's request.
Ron brought one of his hands down to caress the bewildered boy's face. "You're really quite cute when you stutter. I don't know what came over you either, but I'm glad it did. Just…do it hard. There are some things I just need to forget right now."
Something glinted in Blaise's eyes as he tilted up Ron's chin and forcefully kissed him, pushing his tongue into the other boys mouth. Ron wrapped his arms around the well-built boy's neck and brought his body upwards roughly; wanting feel ever inch of him, particularly the bulging bit right below his waist. Blaise moaned and he pulled back, eyes wide. "You're one naughty school boy." He whispered awe fully. Ron slowly ran his tongue up Blaise's neck then bit down on the soft skin there. Nipping kisses along his jawbone, he willed Harry form his mind, wanting Blaise's hands to release him from the world. "You'd be surprised just how naughty I can get." He practically groaned into Blaise's ear. Blaise reached his hand down to squeeze Ron's…problem, as they kissed ferociously, caught in a world wind of passion. Ron could feel Blaise's tongue, over his teeth, across his gum, swiping like a cat in and out his mouth. He wondered if Harry would ever kiss Draco like this, or if he ever had. 'No, must get Harry out of my mind.'
His problem had been growing gradually bigger and he didn't know how much longer he would be able to last. Blaise was sucking on his ear and at the same time thrusting hard against his hard lower body's organ. He sucked in his breath so as not to scream, which was hard. He was a screamer. "Enough teasing." He whispered, affectionately kissing lower on Blaise's neck, getting himself better acquainted. "Do it now."
Blaise smiled and nodded, beginning to unbutton Ron's shirt. "And Blaise," Ron gasped out, tangling his hands in his soon-to-be-lover's hair. "Hn?" Blaise said, already caught up with Ron's tanned chest. "Don't forget to do me, hard." Ron whispered, willing thoughts of Harry away.
Okay! Glad that's done! Man, work at school is killing me! Anywho, a bunch of thanks r in order here! Thanks dgirl 4 the double comment. Im not going to tell you guys what I am quite yet, I like to keep you guessing. Enigmus; thanks. Again. Its really awesome you're always there. Its reviewers like you who keep ppl writing! I hoe this chapie answers irridecentcloud's and njferrels questions. Thanks you guys a bunch for bringing that up, I totally forgot. Malfoys Only Chemo, that was an extremely heartfelt comment, and no I will not split them up. Ever! After al, ya'll came 4 H/D! overall thanks to everyone. Group hug! Whered everyone go? Oh well. Comments and suggestions gladly taken. Oh and if you guys don't ask, I wont give a lemon. Only if you want one!