Chapter 5

The Beginning

Authors Note: Great great chapter! Hope you'll love it. Very suspenseful. Hehe have fun!:D also sad:( plzplz R&R!

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Roxas was out of the hospital early the next morning. In the afternoon the gang headed down to see him.

"Oh I hope he is alright!" Selphie said kicking some rocks.

"He's going to be fine, I called his mom earlier today and she said he was resting." Riku said.

"That's good I still have to beat him at blitzball!" Sora said excitedly.

"I don't think were going to do that for awhile Sora." Kairi blurted out.

"Why not?" Sora pouted.

"Don't you remember what the doctors said?" Kairi asked.

"Nope." Sora said.

"They said he had-" Kairi got interrupted.

"Memory loss." Namine put in.

"Oh right." Sora said scratching his head.

"It's better if we don't bring anything up that will startle him" Selphie said.

"What if he really doesn't remember us?" Riku asked.

"Well all were going to have to do is stay with him and start again or maybe he will get his memory back but it's a bad illness." Kairi said.

"What is it called?" Sora asked.

"Amnesia." Namine said.

"Oh looks like were here!" Selphie said.

Before Riku rang the doorbell Kairi said.

"Remember guys be SLOW."

They all nodded and rang the doorbell. Roxas' mom answered with a big "hello" to everyone. The gang walked upstairs and was nervous to open the door to their long lost friend. They all had high hopes for Roxas and prayed that his memory will come back, maybe it will once they see them. Sora gabbed the handle swallowed hard and opened it to see Roxas on his bed looking at the sky through his bright window. He seemed like he was confused as he was looking out the window, it caught Namine's eye but no one else's.

"Hunny there is some friends that came to see you." Roxas' mother said walking in and pointed to them.

Roxas looked up from the window and all the faces he saw were not ones he saw before. Namine, Riku, Selphie, Kairi and Sora were terrified of what Roxas was going to say to them and were so sad for what was to come to try and relive his life all over again.

"Hi..." Roxas murmured.

"Hi!" The gang said.

The next thing Roxas' mother was going to say made the gang feel petrified and made everything true about what they had to do from now on.

"Well hunny introduce yourself." Roxas' mom said.

"Oh...Hi I'm Roxas." Roxas said.

Namine's head was going to explode. The man Namine knew a few days ago was gone and wasn't there anymore, and right now Namine realized he would never be the same again. The man she fell in love with was gone forever and she couldn't do anything! It felt like time froze and looking around the room at her friend's faces, Namine felt even worse. Namine felt her face heat up and she felt like throwing up. This was the worst moment of her life.

"Hi.." Everyone said except for Namine.

She was just staring at the floor, she knew she couldn't look at him, just not right now.

"So I'll leave you to it!" Roxas' mom said leaving the room.

When the mom left they all stood there just standing like statues and didn't know what to say or do. Everyone felt like crying especially Sora. He looked terrible, his friend for a long time longer then anyone here won't remember him. Everyone standing there in a big clump and looking at Roxas was as much as they could do. We all didn't know where to start off. Until Namine made a big mistake. She looked up, standing there with her face filled with anger.

"WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE YOU ROXAS WHY I HAD MORE TO SAY TO YOU YOUR FRIENDS NEED YOU AND THEN THAT BIG ACCIDENT HAPPENED - IM SORRY, SO SORRY ROXAS!"

At this point Namine was in front of him holding his hands and tears were streaming down her face. The gang was behind her and didn't want to do anything. They wanted Namine to let all of her feelings out on a stranger. Kairi and Selphie felt like crying.

"WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER! YOU TOLD ME ABOUT THE TRINITY THOSE BUNCH OF BEAUTIFUL STARS - GOD DAMN YOU ROXAS.."

Namine was punching his arms and Roxas was holding her up because she had let go at her knees. Roxas seemed so confused and sad at the same time. There was one last thing she wanted to say before she feel on the ground.

"ROXAS...I LOVED YOU."

Everyone in the room gasped. That's when she almost fell when Roxas used all his strength to lift her up and grabbed him in his arms. Namine was so out of it, her face so pale and red around the eyes. She was facing him almost nose to nose. Roxas' big blue eyes made her feel safe but she realized that everything she said the gang heard. Namine looked around the room at sad faces then looked back at Roxas holding her to his chest. She felt his warm breath on her neck and his tight abs to her chest. She looked down and Roxas said.

"Look umm girly, I don't know who you are but what you said to me - is that true?" Roxas said.

"Yes..." Namine said through her tears.

"All of it?" Roxas said.

"Yes." Namine said looking around the room to gasping faces.

"So how do I know you?" Roxas said confused.

"Long story." Namine said.

"Oh...so umm who are those people?" Roxas said breaking the silence and still holding Namine.

"Oh umm the first one on the left is Riku and next to him is Selphie and next to her is Kairi and farthest to the right is Sora." Namine managed to say.

"Oh I see." Roxas said smiling, the gang smiling back.

Namine was still crying. She cried even more when she had flashbacks.

"Don't cry stranger." Roxas blurted.

Namine looked at the gang and giving them a nudge to go outside the room. They got the memo and left.

"You know you can let go of me." Namine laughed.

"Oh right." Roxas said blushing.

They sat on the bed and Roxas asked Namine.

"Do you really love me?" Roxas smiling.

Namine seeing the old Roxas in that sentence.

"Yes Roxas...I love you." Namine said crying more.

"Don't cry princess!" Roxas said lifting her face.

Namine smiled and kissed him on the lips feeling him in her mouth and Roxas just going with the flow. His warm lips were amazing, she never had this experience with him before. She was pushing him down on the bed feeling him on her chest and his hands were trying to push her away. Roxas finally stopped it.

"Stop...Oh God...please stop." Roxas said pushing her off angrily.

"Oh my God...I'm so sorry Roxas." Namine said getting up from the bed.

"Look I think you should leave ok?" Roxas said acting mad.

"Ok...sorry." Namine said.

"It's ok...I just need to get my head on straight m'kay?" Roxas said.

"Ya of course!" Namine was saying opening the door.

"Bye!" She said.

"Bye.." Roxas said.

When she walked out Selphie and Kairi were all over her.

"Oh my God! What did you say to him Nami?" Kairi said.

"Ya and I heard some weird noises!" Selphie said shoving her.

"And...And-" Kairi and Selphie were going to talk again but got interrupted by Namine.

"Look guys...we were just bonding." Namine said winking.

"Ohh right." Kairi and Selphie said sarcastically.

That's when Namine knew she was going to help him remember everyone and everything because she had a plan.

Authors Note: Hey again! yea its really sad isn't it:( But I love it! don't worry I got some ideas if you do just write them in a review! cause I need them:( Thanks! (::)'s!