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Sawyer's eyes were fixed with the little blue ones staring back at him. He couldn't believe what he was seeing.

The little boy laughed catching Kate's attention, making her come from the kitchen to see what he was laughing at then she froze seeing what had caught his attention.

She saw Sawyer who was fixated on the small boy sitting on the floor, she didn't know how to go about the situation but however she would she was sure that it wouldn't go well when after all it was Sawyer.

She silently walked over to the giggling boy and picked him up never once looking at Sawyer it was too hard to do. This was too much to handle the little boy in her arms was a part of them he was theirs and that was what he couldn't handle, that boy was a token of when they were together on the island.

They weren't on the island anymore, times had changed they weren't living their little fantasy now they were living in the real world and in the real world things didn't always turn out how people wanted them to.

"Hey baby" Kate spoke softly to the small boy, who just giggled when his mother shown him attention. Sawyer was amazed by the way she acted with the small child her face full of light and laughter. He hadn't seen this side to Kate many times and some of the times were when she was with him.

She whispered some words into the boys ear which made him giggle even more and then she set off in the direction of his room, she placed him on his bed and then walked to the TV he had in his room, a small blue Disney one. She opened the DVD tray and placed a disk in there, Sawyer was watching her doing this not knowing what she was doing. Then he saw the TV light up and after a couple of minutes the film was playing.

Kate stayed with the boy for around 10 minutes settling him in there, and when she finally came out she saw Sawyer sitting on the sofa channel hopping.

"Hey" She spoke breaking the silence.

"Hey yourself" Sawyer's gaze never left the TV. He wasn't interested in what was on the TV but it was better for her to think that he was because if she knew what he was thinking right now he wouldn't know what to do.

He knew he was already a dad and he knew what a bad job of being a dad he did then to his daughter, hell she probably didn't even know who her father was. It was happening again he had another kid now but this time he didn't want to mess things up he wanted to be a part of his son's life but he knew that sooner or later he was gonna make a mess of things like he always did.

"Sawyer..." Kate began

"Don't Kate" He called her Kate, ok he was in a bad mood she could tell.

She sat next to him and took the remote from his hands switching the TV set off "Look at me."

He still refused to look at her until she put her hands of his face forcing him to look at her.

"Hey listen to me, I know you probably don't want to hear this but he's your son and don't tell me he isn't when we both know he is. I don't know if you want anything to do with him but I know I want you to."

Sawyer just listened to what she was saying taking it in, well it was a start she wanted him in their kid's life that was something.

"Ok" Sawyer replied flatly not hinting any emotions.

Kate then got up and went to the kitchen she defiantly needed a drink now.

While she was getting herself a drink Sawyer decided he was going to see what James was up to in his room, and when he opened the door he saw his son watching a movie 'The Lion King' to be exact.

"Hey sport" Sawyer spoke calmly catching the young boys attention who just smiled in Sawyer's direction. "What ya watching?" "Lion King" James spoke.

"Don't think I've watched that before ya mind?" He asked walking further into his son's room. His son just shook his head welcoming in the stranger.

James felt a knot in his stomach, looking round the room for the second time, he felt like he already knew this boy. He sat down on the bed and was amazed how James was already warming to him a complete stranger.

He picked the picture up off the drawer he had looked at early, to then find James crawling onto his lap pointing "Me, Mommy."

"Yeah well ain't ya momma a beauty" He pointed out, placing the picture back down.

He then decided he wanted to know him a better, he then started tickling his son and lifting him in the air.

Kate heard the shrieks coming from her son's room unaware of what was going on, she placed her glass down which had once been full with whiskey more than once.

She walked through to the lounge to find Sawyer gone and she hadn't heard the front door open or close so did that mean?

She quickened her pace to James's room to find him in Sawyer's arms being lifted in the air. She tried not to make herself noticed and it was working, seeing them both there like that was sweet.

It was as if he had been living with them for the 3 years since she got back off the island. James normally didn't warm to strangers so well, but Sawyer wasn't really a stranger so he must have felt a bond with him with his father.

They looked like they were having so much fun Kate finally decided to make herself noticed coughing so she was heard. This caused Sawyer to stop "Oh sorry I didn't realise you were there...I..." He put James back down on the bed who then began to protest moaning at the taller man to pick him.

Kate just smiled softly at him "It's ok, he needs to get to know you, that's if you want to you know be a part of his life that is."

"Erm...yeah" Sawyer blurted out not even thinking about it.

"You mind?" She asked her head pointing towards the lounge.

"Yeah sure" He followed her out the room and onto the sofa.

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