Name:
Carried Away
Rating: M
Disclaimer: I don't Own Zac
Kirsten didn't know what happened, she had confused herself and she had no idea what she was doing. Just an hour ago she had declared Zac just a friend but now.
The door swung open hitting the wall behind it making a sound that said it had just cracked the wall. She kissed down from Zac's lips to his neck as he took off his damp coat. Kirsten wasn't at all self concious when it came to this kind of stuff. I mean before Josh of course she wasn't experienced by now she was like a pro.
She felt herself being pushed over across the room probably to a couch or chair or something, when she felt the edge of the couch she sat down with zac standing in front of her,
she watched his chest move in and out slowly his hair soaking wet and all over the place from her running her fingers through it. She smiled as he lifted his shirt above his head and letting it fall to the ground.
she sat there and ran her finger down the indented line in the middle of his chest all the way down to his buckle and from there she unbuckled it. Zac leaned forward placing the hands on the back of the couch for his support. he was face to face with Kirsten. Strands of wet hair were sticking to the sides of her face and her hair hung over one shoulder dripping on her lap.
He leaned in and kissed her hard as he put his hand on her back pulling her down on the the couch. she giggled in between kisses tickling his lips as he supported himself with one hand not wanting to put all his weight on top of her.
she kissed down his neck all the way down his chest and back up again the rain water from his hair was falling down his cheek and dripping on to her. she pushed back his hair revealing his eyes showing that he was searching her face. His blue eyes pierced right through Kirstens own eyes her brown color was no match for his blue color.
"you sure you want to do
this?" he asked as she lifted off her shirt revealing one of her
best bras (thanks mom for doing the laundry) she nodding biting her
lip and smiling
"positive' she said before kissing him
softly, resting both her hands on each cheek and he kissed back
feeling the warmth warm up his face drying all the cold rain water
from his cheeks.
Kirsten laid there arching her back as he kissed all the way down to her belly button, not one thought of cameron ran through her mind that night. It was like cameron was some distant friend, like a friend of a friend kind of thing. A person you don't regulary think of unless her name is brought up. That night Cameron was no longer a best friend she was just a girl and if she ever found out that's all Kirsten would be in her eyes too.
Kirsten woke up in a blind panic, she forgot to call her parents to tell them where she was (simply would of said camerons) and she hated to worry them. She felt her head move up and down slowly and realized her head was resting on Zac's bare chest, her cheek felt cold when she lifted her head and she got up quielty not wanting to wake him up.
She looked down at herself seeing that she only had a bra and her underwear on and when she looked over at Zac he only had his boxers on. Then she remembered they had done it three times last night. In the living room, shower, and bedroom where they slept for the night. The weird thing, she didn't feel dirty or ashamed she felt acomplished and she didn't even really know why.
She walked out in to the hallway failing to find her clothes in his bedroom. She walked out in to the living room where the sun had warmed it up to a comfortable temperature making Kirsten feel like at home in her own room.
She found her jeans and shirt on the ground in two sperate piles, she picked the up feeling that they were not damp any more and when she slipped them on she decided to leave.
She
didn't go back in to his room to say goodbye she just slipped out
making sure the opening and closing of the door wasn't too loud. When
she got out in to the hall she followed the throw rug that led down
the hallway and out the door. It wasn't until she got outside and
answered cameron's call that she felt disgusted in herself. Cameron
was the one seeing Zac not her, Cameron was his love interest and
Kirsten wasn't, so when cameron asked if she wanted to hang out with
her and Zac later on that day Kirsten said 'no, I have some things to
do'
and she did she wanted to hang out with Josh and tell herself
nothing had happened last night.
What happened last night was between her and Zac but to the rest of the world last night Kirsten sat in her room and read the required book for english.
Zac woke up feeling the sun burn through his eye lids, he breathed and and stretched out his arms then placing his hand down in the spot where he thought Kirsten was, she wasn't there but the spot was still warm meaning if she got up it was only a few minutes ago.
He pulled the sheets back and walked out in to the living room expecting her to either be in there or the kitchen but she wasn't, he called out her name but she didn't pop her head out of any of the rooms. She was gone, left, not there anymore and without letting him know.
Kirsten walked in to her room after telling her worried parenst she ahd stayed over Cameron's to study for some test on Monday.
She fell on to her bed and sighed as she watched the fan on her cieling spin slowly cooling down her room. she listened as a car drove by every once and awhile and she listened to the soothing sounds of birds chirping in the tree outside. She watched the light change around her room as they day went on. and the light disappeared as it set beyond the tree tops.
her cat came in her room and comfortably placed itself snuggled up next to Kirstens thigh, the whole time while laying there she tried to erase what happned just 24 hours ago, his face, his body, his touch that gave her goosebumps even now when he wasn't there. Last night was amazing and sadly better than with Josh and she felt a part of her go away, apart of her was Zac's and she couldn't get it back now that he was gone and now that she refused to see him.
