Hey all just thought I'd apologise about my lack of updates, recently started doing a duel honours degree at uni and I'm afraid I was lied to whrn I was told 1st years had very little work. Anywho I'm still unsure when my next update will be, I'll try to do a few over Christmas as I don't think there are too many planned parts left. I hope you enjoy it. :) Mik x

"Keira, Ron's here with Potter" grumbled Draco as he woke me up

"What?" I asked in some sort of weird groggy shock. It's been another month or so since we joined the order and so far our involvement consisted of being aloud to sit in the meetings ... oh and make tea, can't forget about the tea meetings. And the only plausible explanation for Potter being here would be something to do with the order so it really was a strange situation.

"I'm not saying it again" he hissed and stalked off, I quickly got out of bed and followed him to the living room and just like he said Ron and Harry were here.

"What the fuck? It's not even daylight!" I screeched

"Keira, calm down!" Ron said gently. I was about to yell some more but the serious look on his face stopped me.

"So Potter what's so damn important you had to barge into my home wake me and my wife at quarter to four in the morning." Draco asked icily, glaring at Harry.

"And what a lovely home you have" Harry replied sarcastically

"Potter! Shut the fuck up and answer his question" I snapped.

"You can't order me around" he said arrogantly.

"I think you'll find I can" I replied and smirked as the look of realisation hit Harry. Ron stared curiously at his best friend while Draco did the same to me.

"Well we have a ... job for Draco" Ron said tentatively.

"Go on" I ordered dangerously.

"You see we need someone to go undercover and infiltrate the deatheaters" Ron finished looking at us both as if one of us would explode.

"Are you serious?" Draco chuckled looking shocked.

"Why are you laughing?" Harry questioned suspiciously

"Because it's an amazingly stupid idea you prat" I answered.

"Why's that?" he asked defensively.

"Because I don't have a fucking death wish." Draco spat "Think about it, I walked away from Voldermort and told you guys everything I know, the minute I go near a deatheater I'll be dead."

"We didn't think about that" Ron mumbled

"Yeah, well what were you thinking?" yelled Draco

"That we needed someone with no obvious ties to the order who maybe had a little experience with deatheaters" Ron explained quietly

"Keira could do it!" Harry announced gleefully.

"Keira could?" I asked looking at him like he was in desperate need of a visit to Saint Mungo's to get his head examined.

"Yeah" he said like it was the answer to life "Their marriage isn't very public and he can teach her all she needs to know and this way we know he'll definitely do it right because the life of his wife is at stake" Draco looked pretty much ready to murder Harry right then ... it made me feel all warm and tingly inside.

"Fine" I said with a yawn

"What?" Draco growled at me while Ron jaw hit the floor

"I said I'd do it" I replied simply and sighed exasperatedly when he just glared at me "Look I just want this war over and done with as soon as possible, I joined the order with a purpose and if this is how I can help I'll do it." I explained tiredly "So what's the plan?" I asked looking at the intruders expectantly.

"Errr ... we're gonna have to talk about this seriously and then we'll get back to you?" Ron said baffled like he was trying to work it out himself. By the time they left Draco... was still glaring at me

"Why?" he growled at me

"It makes me more valuable to both sides of the war ensuring that I won't be disposed of anytime soon. To the order I'll be their spy, they'll definitely want to keep me around and as far as Voldermort's concerned I'll be giving false information to the order and keeping them off of his trail, it's incredibly perfect" I laughed in amazement.

"But what side are you on" Draco asked frowning at me.

"The winning one" I stated and headed for bed knowing just by his face he wasn't happy with it.

"Oh Merlin! Your Playing with fire Keira!" he yelled after me.

"Yeah well I've always been a pyromaniac" I mumbled just loud enough for him to hear me and carried on up the stairs.

"Keira Oralee Malfoy, don't you walk-" he shouted only to be cut of by me laughing. "What?" he snapped.

"We're not really married, I'm not a Malfoy, I'm Keira Oralee Grey. I'd actually forgotten this wasn't real, it was nice" I said quietly slowly becoming consumed by my own thoughts. "This isn't going to work is it?" I asked beginning to panic "I mean your right, I am playing with fire, someone's bound to find out and we're going to have to go our separate ways. Then what? I mean what is there to keep us together. We might never see each other again! We won't be together! How am I supposed to sleep with out you there! No, no, no! No! There's got to be another way. There's-" suddenly my frantic rant was cut off by Draco's lips.

"Marry me!" he said as he pulled away breathlessly.

"What?" I asked in shock

"Marry me!" he repeated insistently "Lets do this properly, I love you and your right, this probably will go wrong and when it does I need to be able to know your still mine and always will be. That way when this war is over we'll know exactly where we stand with each other and then we can ... I don't know, have babies and grow old together."

"Your actually serious!" I laughed.

"Of course I am" he said frowning at me. "Do you love me?"

"Yes I love you, stupid" I said annoyed that he gad to ask.

"Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?" he asked quickly

"Scarily I do" I laughed nervously not actually believing this was happening.

"What's stopping us?"

"Nothing" I replied feeling my heart begin to race

"Keira, will you marry me? Tonight?" he asked seriously, looking me in the eye, his face only centimetres from mine.

"Yes. Yes I will"

In a way the ceremony was completely like and nothing at all like the way I'd imagined it. I never dreamed that we'd have to modify the minister's memory so he believed that we had gone through all the right processes and were ready to be married as well as the memories of some muggles so they'd be our witnesses. I never thought my friends and the people I though of as family wouldn't be there. I didn't have the fitted white wedding dress with lacy off the shoulder sleeves. There were no lilies. And yet everything felt as it should. I felt all the feelings that I thought I would, I was nervous, ecstatic, completely in love and so sure of it all. And of course I was marrying my Mr Right.