I stood up, "Shan Yu, let this man go he is to value for you. He is a mere soldier and his death will not bring you any closer to capturing China."

"Oh but he isn't a mere soldier. He has found your fancy."

"and you are threatened by that? I am your wife. He is nothing but a PATHETIC man." It stabbed Shang hard, and I knew it. But Hun women were just as powerful as the Hun man if the cards were played right.

"I saw the way you acted around him, I know you have feelings for him!"

"I felt sorry for the kid" I walked up to him, I knew this would hurt Shang a lot but I had to get him out of here. I wrapped my arms around him and kissed him passionately. "I don't go for mere soldiers that look like they are little boys" He looked into my eyes and saw that I was telling the truth. "just let him go, he's not even worth it."

He looked at me and then at him, "fine get him out of my sight."

"go back to bed and I'll deal with this pathetic wannabe soldier" I walked over to Shang and kicked him in the side hard and Shan Yu walked out heading back to bed. It had been a long night and the hangover wasn't going to well. When I knew Shan Yu was back in the tent I got some medicine for Shang.

"Get away from me. What were you doing just playing with my feelings? I should have known that you would turn and be happier here with HIM. why didn't you just let them kill me? You just want to torture me?" he turned away from me. I was so confused but I know what he was talking about. I walked up to him, knelt down and placed my hand on his shoulder and he just shook it off. "Will you just listen to me!?"

He make a stinging remark to me under his breath, but loud enough for me to hear "once a hun, always a hun." I smacked him not meaning to because he only sad that out of anger and he was surprised. "you know very well that I'm not a Hun. I was forgotten for three years. Everyone forgot about me until I showed up. I saved your-"

"I never asked you to do that!" he yelled at me. I knew that this wasn't the place to argue so I yanked him to his feet and shoved him out the tent. We walked about five miles up and there I cleaned his wounds while we yelled at each other.

We ended up walking back to the imperial camp. Shang had to rest and regain his strength after the horrific beating he went through and I had to explain to my brother why the other captain was in such poor shape.

The camp was in a frenzy wondering where their captain went. By the time I got there they were setting up search parties to look for the missing captain. I found my brother instantly. "I see that the captain hasn't been missing for 10 hours and you've already set up search parties, well you can forget them seeing that I have the precious captain right here"

Yong turned around and saw me. He turned around and smiled at me, then looked at Shang. He gave me a questionable look and kept looking from me to Shang. "don't worry I didn't do a thing. Pretty boy over here tried to get himself killed. He stormed my wedding and was sentenced to death in a couple of hours. I'd advise you next time to put a leash on him" I looked back and Shang was giving me a cold look and walked to his tent. I walked with Yong and talked to him about everything.

My life was split between where I wanted to be and where I was forced to be. I would never be happy and I felt that I was forcing Shang to feel the way I felt when I was with the Huns… miserable and hurt.

I ended up going into his tent to say goodbye and to explain my actions, but he was gone…

Sorry that was a short chapter but I really don't know what to write, and I felt bad because I kept getting e-mails asking to update.