A/N: And yeah!! Here it is new chapter from Yun-chan and me!! Please do and ENJOY!! Though I will remind you that this chapter may make you upset, because I was too when I read that from Yun-chan... Um anyway, please read and don't forget to review!! And thank you so much for your review in previous chapter!! They're really beautiful!!

Disclaimer: Naruto is not ours and never will be...ah, the mysterious fortuneteller here is Luna-chan's, ok?

Warning: foul language, mysterious characters (I know you can guess who it is), sexual violence/rape (ItaSasu), and some shounen ai (NaruSasu, a bit SasoDei), reveaing some secrets...may cause surprises for you who catch them...

Saa, ENJOY!!

Candle of My life

Chapie 6: Aitsu no Unmei (His Destiny)

By: Lunaryu and Yunyun

The morning had just come. Sunlight crept between the curtain staining the dark room Deidara and Sasori shared together. Deidara was still sleeping peacefully. He rolled his body and tossed his hand aside to seek the warmth from the other boy who was supposed to sleep on the same bed with him. However, his hand never touched the warmth and he began to feel uneasy.

"Ngh…Sasori-danna…?" Deidara called him between his yawn and he opened his eyes slowly to find the spot behind him empty. Deidara stared at the cold spot for awhile. "Sasori-danna," he called again and walked off the bed. He searched him for awhile before spotting a note on the table beside his bed. Deidara took the note and read the letters printed there.

I will take care of Uzumaki Naruto.

You rest and wait for me. Be a good boy, Deidara.

SASORI

Deidara widened his eyes in shock at that. He quickly crushed the paper on his hand and stumbled out of the room to storage room. He tried to look for something in panicked face, but the items he seek were nowhere in sight. "No way…Sasori-danna…!" the uneasiness began to flow and wave around in his heart. His face showed how much he worried the other boy.

Deidara quickly stood up and ran to underground section. He knocked, no; he banged to a certain door at a certain room. "Professor! Professor, open the door!" he shouted in panicked voice.

Someone opened the door. "Deidara?" It was Orchimaru who greeted him.

"Proffesor, where's Sasori-danna!? Where's he!? His weapons are gone! Did you send him away!?" Deidara shouted and yelled at him in complete worry and panic.

"Calm down, boy," Orochimaru said in faint nervous smirk. "I didn't send him away. He wanted to do it alone, so I let him," he said.

"Why did you let him!? You know he can't use those weapons! He can die!" Deidara clutched Orochimaru's lab coat and screamed at him desperately.

"I had reminded him, but he didn't care," Orochmaru said. "He said it was better dying than living hell in this place," he added in a huff. "How rude, this place isn't hell!"

"No way…!" Deidara was about to explode at this. He didn't want to be separated from his Sasori. He wanted to be with him for eternity. "I will go and find him!" he said and was about to flee outside when suddenly someone grabbed his shoulders. Deidara looked behind and found the blond man who stared at him in sad look.

"Father…," Deidara called him slowly. The father shook his head in pleading look.

"Don't go, Deidara. He didn't want you to be there," he said in really sad look.

"NO! I want to be with him! I was made for him!" Deidara rebelled in really concerned face. The tears had begun to gather on his beautiful light blue eyes. "I love him…he's my one and only, my all…. I can't live without him, father…," he began to cry now. "I will die…if I'm not with him…. You said that yourself, father…," he said in pleading look to the blue eyed blond man in front of him. "Please…let me go…to him…."

The man in front of Deidara sighed in defeat. Then he whipped Deidara's tears with his thumb and kissed his forehead lovingly like a father to his son. He nodded in faint solemn face. "Be careful…Deidara," he said in his soft smile to Deidara and slowly released his shoulders.

Deidara looked at his father's caring eyes (yes, everyone called him father) and smiled back, rather bitterly. "Thank you…father…," he said, and then went away with his rushing run.

"Is that alright, professor?" Orochimaru suddenly came and asked. "He can die out there. He's one of our successful projects, isn't he?" he asked again.

The blond man didn't reply him, and just looked at the ground sadly. It irritated Orochimaru a LOT. "You have soft spot to all our experiment subjects, don't you? If it's really hard for you to kill your own feeling towards them, you'll never be a successful scientist, father (he refers him as father in priest position, but no, he's not a priest)," Orochimaru said in annoyance. The blonde still didn't give him response, so he rolled his eyes and now tried to annoy him instead. "Or probably…you can take all thefeelings those puppets have, so they will not behave that sentimentally which makes them weak."

The blond man snapped and looked angry at this. He glared daggers at Orochimaru as if he told him to shut up or he would make him puppet itself. Orochimaru smirked in satisfaction seeing him angry. "You sure have good expression when you're angry, father…," Orochimaru said and laughed while leaving the blonde alone.

The blonde sighed, and then he looked at the bright lamps which were stuck at the ceiling of underground section. "I'm sorry…minna (everyone)…," he said those painful words in full regretting face.

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"Ok, everyone, I'll list your presence today first!" Iruka said in his cheerful tone as always in the morning. Then he began to call the names of the students one by one and made sure they attended the class that day. However, strangely, he didn't call Naruto's name, and it had happened for almost five days after the incident. The students began to wonder, especially Sakura, the student council vice president.

"I wonder what happened to Naruto…. He hasn't attended the class for almost five days now…," Sakura asked in wonder and somewhat concern.

"What is it, Sakura-big forehead? Do you miss him?" Ino asked while winking at her suggestively.

"It's not like that, Ino-pig! I mean…it's the first time he's absent for this long! Usually, he will tell one of our classmates to copy him notes of the lesson right? But now he didn't even give a call to everyone, and teacher didn't say anything to us either about he's being. Yesterday Temari-senpai stormed to our classroom and demanded Naruto's presence too. He didn't ask any permission to Soccer Club, isn't that strange?" Sakura explained long about her worries.

"Well, indeed it's a bit strange if he's gone suddenly without trace," Ino said, agreeing her while thinking hard. "Hey…talking about missing people…Neji-senpai's cousin, Hinata-chan, hasn't been found either," Ino said suddenly.

"Oh yeah, I heard she has been missing for almost a week now," Sakura said in concern. "If it's a kidnapping case…why didn't the culprit demand the money? If it's not then…why is she missing?" Sakura asked worriedly.

"Great, and now Naruto is also missing…does it have any relation?" Ino said again in curious face, like a detective.

Naruto…where are you…?

Sakura thought in reaaaaally worried face.

Meanwhile…Uchiha Sasuke was…dozing off.

"I don't need your presence in this world! Disappear from my sight!!"

Sasuke shut his eyes in pained face whenever he remembered those painful words he had said towards his beloved Naruto. It became more and more painful each day, and Naruto's disappearance didn't help either.

He had not shown up since that day when I said…, no way…! Did he really buy my words and disappeared as I said? Is it my fault?

Sasuke began to feel scared at the thought. What if Naruto really disappeared because he told him to? What if Naruto really did believe he was a nuisance to Sasuke and disappeared to ease him? What if…!?

Sasuke didn't know how to think anymore. As long as he thought about it, bad and worse thoughts and questions came and spun in his head. Sasuke began to miss him. He missed the cheery look on Naruto's face. He missed those beautiful blue eyes and his spirited self. He missed his laugh and Kami…he missed his touch. Those warm fingers and arms he ever gave to Sasuke…he really missed him so much until it felt painful.

No…don't Sasuke! If you really do care about him, stop thinking like that! Because…if you let your feeling take over…, he will die in your brother's hand! -Sasuke thought bitterly at that. But…his sudden disappearance is indeed really weird…. I wonder what happened to him after that day….

Then Sasuke remembered that Iruka was Naruto's guardian. If he wanted to know about Naruto, he could always ask him. However, he felt rather strange to ask about other people remembering how he treated his classmates the moment they met. I hope he didn't feel any suspicion about it….-Sasuke thought hard about it. His pride and worry battled on his mind, but well, his worry won anyway.

After Iruka had finished his lesson, Sasuke stood and walked behind him, following him to teacher lounge. Iruka was aware of his presence and stopped walking. He turned his face to Sasuke. "Can I help you, Uchiha-kun?" Iruka asked while smiling friendly at him.

Sasuke opened his mouth, but he closed it again. He didn't now how to ask. Iruka understood this and said, "Let's talk in teacher lounge." He motioned Sasuke to follow him.

Sasuke felt grateful at him. He really did know how to treat people as his character. No wonder Naruto liked him so much. Sasuke coughed and walked again, following him.

As soon as they arrived at teacher lounge, Iruka motioned him to sit down. Iruka sat in front of him and waited for him to say something. However, the Uchiha teen didn't know how to ask, he simply bent his head and looked at the floor. Iruka smiled in sweat drop at him. "Do you want a cup of tea?" he asked suddenly to the boy.

Sasuke snapped and lifted his face in surprise look. "No, thank you…I just want to ask something," he said slowly. Iruka nodded.

"Then…what is it?" Iruka asked and motioned him to go ahead.

Sasuke began to open his mouth again, but his voice didn't come out. He inhaled deeply and then, "ISNARUTOALRIGHT!?" he blurted out suddenly and Kami…that was fast.

Iruka's face fell suddenly and he didn't know, no; he didn't catch what he was saying. "Um…pardon me?" Iruka asked again in sweat drop.

Sasuke blushed darkly at this. He didn't know that concerning about someone would make him this anxious. He even didn't know what to do or ask to know about Naruto. "Ah…I'm sorry…," Sasuke said while covering his flaming face. "I…I'm just worried…about Naruto…," he said slowly and lowly, barely heard by Iruka if he didn't lean his face closer to the boy. Kami…this is so embarrassing…!-Sasuke thought silently.

Iruka smiled at him softly. "So…you are concerned about Naruto?" he asked. Sasuke nodded slowly without looking at him. "Well…I'm afraid what I will say to you will make you worry even more, Uchiha-kun," Iruka said in solemn face. "Naruto is in hospital now."

Sasuke widened his eyes in shock at that. No…way…! It can't be…my brother…!!-Many thoughts about inerasable memories where his brother killed everyone flooded inside Sasuke's mind. Sasuke felt sick immediately. He stood and suddenly ran away from Iruka's room. Iruka was startled and was about to call him back, but the raven haired boy had disappeared from his sight.

No way…! No way…! Are wa uso da (that's a lie)! Uso da (a lie)! NO! NOOOOO!!

Sasuke ran as fast as he could outside his school and he didn't even know where he ran off.

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Itachi looked at his paper and suddenly he felt the presence of someone in his room. He sighed slowly. "Don't hide there in the shadow. I can mistake you as a killer who targets my head, you know," Itachi said in cold and bored voice without even looking at the direction of the presence.

"Fu-fu-fu, as we expected from Akatsuki's leader, Itachi-sama. You're so cool as always," the presence said teasingly in alto voice. Yes, it was a woman from before, one of Itachi's subordinates and his spy on Sasuke and his surrounding.

"Stop your chit-chatting and give me your report," Itachi said coldly, not even bothering to respond to her teasing.

"You're so to the point as always," she chuckled slowly.

"So…what's about that Naruto?" Itachi asked slowly while signing the papers.

"He hasn't come to school for almost five days now, Itachi-sama. Maybe he has given up about Sasuke-sama and runs away," she reported while lifting her shoulders in underestimation.

At this news, Itachi stopped his work and lifted his head. "He has given up?" the older Uchiha asked in incredulous face now.

"Well, since he hasn't shown up anywhere these past five days, I couldn't think anything but that," she said again in her smirk. "Or maybe…that Sasori has ripped and plunged his heart to the dolls he brings," she laughed at that.

"Well, as long as he doesn't bother Sasuke again, it's ok," Itachi got back to his work, not really interested to hear about Sasori.

"But…don't you think it's a waste, Itachi-sama? You even had kidnapped that Hyuuga girl hadn't you? And you bothered to make her puppet and set her in school as her substitute…. Didn't you plan on making that Naruto's life some hells?" she asked again and walked beside the table to Itachi's behind.

"Ah, I indeed planed that, but it seemed that Naruto doesn't even have interest in her," Itachi said while thinking. "More importantly…you're the one who brought her to me and planned it. I just gave in because it seemed interesting," he continued slowly and then concentrated on his paper again.

"Ah, don't be so cautious to a small thing like that," she spoke while chuckling, and then she hugged Itachi from behind his chair lovingly. "Ne, don't you want to give me my reward for giving this information, Itachi-sama?" she asked in spoiled way to Itachi.

"You bother my concentration," Itachi said, still so cold, but the girl didn't give a damn for that. Itachi sighed. "Fine, you can take your brother home with you, since he has woken up and now he is playing with the sand behind the lab. You can ask Father for him," Itachi said again in defeat look.

When she heard this, her face lightened brightly and he hugged Itachi tighter. "Aah, I love you, Itachi-sama!!" she said and then kissed Itachi on his cheek.

However then, suddenly there's a needle flew to her direction. She caught the long needle with her left hand and glared at the door way. "Who is it?" she asked dangerously.

"That's really cheap for seducing Itachi-sama like that, senpai," another girl appeared in front of them.

"What…, it's just you, puppet Hinata," the girl behind Itachi said while smirking in underestimating look.

"Don't call me that!" the dark haired girl with pale grey eyes who looked exactly like Hinata hissed angrily at the girl behind Itachi who just laughed at her.

"A mere puppet like you even doesn't deserve a name, number 19," the girl behind Itachi replied again in sarcasm.

"Kisama (you-in very inappropriate way)," puppet Hinata hissed again and was about to shove some needles to her senpai's throat if Itachi didn't stop them.

"URUSAI (so noisy)," Itachi hissed in annoyed look. Puppet Hinata and her rival shut their mouth and looked at Itachi warily. "If you want to fight, look somewhere else, bitches," he said while frowning deeply.

Puppet Hinata and the girl '-eeep' –him and quickly fled away from his room after saying good bye and closing the door in scared look.

"Hooh, I thought I'd die just now," the girl with blond hair, who was puppet Hinata's rival, said while sighing.

"It's all your faults!" puppet Hinata shouted at her in annoyance. "AAAH, I want to hug and kiss Itachi-sama too!!" she whined childishly.

"Then work harder. You're new here you know," the blond girl said while scratching her hair in bored look.

"But…senpai…how can you pretend so expertly at school? I wonder why that Naruto brat never notices that you deceive him and watch him all the times," puppet Hinata said while wondering when they walked together away from Itachi's working room.

"Ah? It's simply because he is a moron and thick-headed person," the blonde said again but now she grinned as she talked about Naruto. "He's so ridiculous even, and I even more wonder why the girls like him so much."

"Hum…, but you look happy when you talk about him, Temari-senpai," puppet Hinata said while smirking.

Temari snapped and blushed at that. "It's just your imagination!" she said sternly and quickly walked ahead from Hinata's puppet.

"Ah, wait! Temari-senpai, where are you going!?" puppet Hinata asked while running after her.

"To my brother, Gaara's place! He has woken up and I want to see him!" Temari said in cheery tone at that.

"Gaara? Ah, that sand puppet…," puppet Hinata said lowly while remembering. "I saw him sometime ago in father's lab…so he's woken up…." Hinata thought for awhile, but then she shrugged and silently followed Temari.

Temari quickly went to the lab and after talked for awhile with 'Father' she went to behind the lab. Arriving there, she quickly scanned the area and spotted her brother, the read head on the pool of sand. "Gaara!" she called her brother and quickly walked nearing him.

The red head heard his sister calling her and turned his face at her. "Temari…," he called her slowly without expression.

Temari looked almost cried when she heard his brother calling her name. "Gaara…," Temari jumped to the pool of sand quickly hugged her brother before she cried over him. "Gaara…Gaara…, thank Kami…at least you opened your eyes again…," she said really in relieved face and she cried heavily while hugging Gaara tightly. "I miss you so much…my brother…."

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Meanwhile…in some kind of dark room, a girl was crying in scared look. "What should I-I do…? Toosan, Kaasan…Neji-niisan…I'm scared…," she sobbed and her body trembled. Yes, this was Hyuuga Hinata, the real Hyuuga Hinata who was kidnapped by Itachi's command because he wanted to make a puppet which actually an android clone of her to trap Naruto earlier.

Hinata kept crying there before suddenly she heard a 'click' from the locked door and suddenly someone came in. Hinata snapped in shocked and scared face. She didn't know what would happen to her after that weird surgery on her body. Now she's really scared at everything, even human scared her so much. Hinata shut her eyes and kept sobbing while trembling.

That someone (she didn't dare to look at him or her so she didn't know who it was) came nearing Hinata and knelt beside her. Hinata still kept her eyes closed until she felt that caring and warm hand caressed her head gently. Hinata was quite surprised and opened her eyes a little to look at who it was.

"Are you alright?" a blue-eyed blond man asked her in really soft tone and smiled reassuringly at her.

Instantly, Hinata felt safer when she looked at him. Hinata couldn't say a thing and suddenly hugged him and cried hard on his chest. She was so scared, so scared until she couldn't sleep at night. Then…now when she felt safe at someone's arms, she felt so sleepy and she fell asleep immediately because she's tired of crying.

Father looked at the girl in his arms in sympathy. Then he took the girl to his private room to save her from anything Orochimaru or Itachi planed on her later.

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Sasuke was furious. Yep, he was completely furious and angry with his brother. He couldn't believe that Itachi would lay a finger on Naruto. It's the first time he felt like this, a complete hatred to his brother. Yes, even after what his brother had done to his parents, his friends, Obito and even himself, Sasuke had never hated him like this. Now he hated him. He really hated him until the point he wanted to kill him.

Sasuke stormed into Itachi's working room in really furious look and was ready to punch, no; to kill his brother. He even had brought his knife Kakashi bought him some years ago after Itachi had killed Obito in front of Sasuke's eyes. Kakashi had ever told Sasuke to kill Itachi if he felt like it. Now he really wanted to kill him.

"Itachi!!" Sasuke shouted at his brother while gritting his teeth in full of anger.

Itachi looked up from his paper and saw his brother. His face lightened a LOT at the sight of his brother. "Ah, my dear little brother, Sasuke…. It's rare to see you looking for me," he said while standing, and then greeted him. "Come, come in," Itachi said and tapped Sasuke's shoulder. However, suddenly Sasuke took out his knife behind his back and slashed Itachi's hand while glaring at him deathly.

Itachi was so surprised at that and quickly pulled his hand. Blood dripped from the cut flash on his hand. Itachi looked at it for awhile before setting his face once again to Sasuke. "What is this, Sasuke? A knife as a present? That's dangerous; put it down," he said calmly, even didn't flinch at his injury.

"NO!" Sasuke thrust the knife on Itachi's direction in warning look while crying and panting heavily. "How dare you…how dare you hurt Naruto!! You-MURDERER!!" Sasuke screamed angrily at him. "Give him back!! GIVE HIM BACK TO ME!!" he continued to scream and ran towards Itachi with the knife still on his hands.

Itachi looked at him warily but still in calm face. He spotted Sasuke's opening and easily dodged his knife-attack. He caught Sasuke's wrist and stuck his hand behind his back. "AAH!!" Sasuke screamed in pain and was forced to drop the knife.

Itachi took the knife without even loosening his grip on Sasuke's wrist. "Such dangerous equipment…I wonder from whom you got this," Itachi smirked in knowing face. There's only one person who could do and was brave enough to do this in his territory after all. Itachi took note to finish this fellow later after he had dealt with Sasuke.

"Let me go!! Let me go, you-shitty BROTHER!! No, you're not my brother, you sick perverted PSYCO!! LET ME GO, BASTARD!!" Sasuke screamed and yelled until his throat felt burnt. He was so angry, so scared and was so mad. He couldn't control it anymore. He was going to go insane if he didn't vomit everything now! "LET ME GO YOU KILLER BASTARD!! I HATE YOU!!!" he screamed again hysterically.

Itachi widened his eyes when he heard that. He looked so shocked for a second before he smirked at him and licked his neck instead of releasing him. Sasuke jolted in shock and froze suddenly. "You hate me…?" he asked in low voice near Sasuke's ear. "Well, let's test if you hate me or not?" Itachi said while taking something from his pocket with his free hand. Then Sasuke felt that a cold metal wire was tied on his wrist.

"Wha-!?" he even couldn't speak his shock when suddenly Itachi pulled his wrists and shoved him to his desk and tied him on it. He was suddenly pinned and kissed fiercely. Sasuke widened his eyes in shock and tried to struggle. He tried to kick and move violently, but Itachi's hold on him was really strong. Then he bit Itachi's tongue which invaded his mouth without permission.

Itachi pulled back and he twitched in pain a little. Yep, he only twitched when he felt his tongue bled. He smirked at Sasuke's fierce glare at him. "Such beautiful eyes…I love them so much…Sasuke…," Itachi said while creeping his hand on Sasuke's body.

"KEEP YOUR HAND AWAY FROM ME, YOU-SICK-PSYCO!!" Sasuke screamed at him angrily.

"Heh…let see until when you can scream like that, my little brother," Itachi said while smirking evilly at him and there's a predatory glint on his eyes. There's excitement and lust; his sadistic smirk really scared Sasuke.

"You FUCKING brother!! I hate you!! I really hate you!! GIVE MY NARUTO BACK!!" Sasuke kept screaming at him even if Itachi just ignored him and molested him.

"Your Naruto…? Since when has he become yours?" Itachi asked while undoing Sasuke's uniform.

"DON'T YOU DARE CALL HIS NAME!! YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO CALL HIM!! GIVE HIM BACK TO ME!! GIVE HIM BACK!!" Sasuke didn't even care to look or even feel what his brother doing. He kept screaming to him, demanding Naruto's being.

"What if I tell you…he's dead?" Itachi asked again while licking and kissing him.

"NO-YOU-..!?"

Itachi silenced him with his hungry mouth and again, Sasuke tried to bite him. However, the elder Uchiha had learnt from experience and used his hand to keep Sasuke's mouth open. Sasuke choked and coughed but Itachi didn't care. He tasted Sasuke's mouth and his body. He didn't care what Sasuke's screaming. He just wanted to do him right now and there.

"LET ME GO!!" Sasuke screamed again, but he was utterly felt shocked when he felt his brother erection pressed on his entrance. "Wha-…!?" he set his horror face when Itachi smirked at him and then…"AAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!" Sasuke screamed in so much pain when suddenly Itachi's member plunged inside him. Kami…he even didn't felt aroused. It's completely just pain like being torn into piece. "HAAAAA!!! AAAAH!! NOOO!!" Sasuke kept screaming painfully but he couldn't do anything as his brother slammed in and out him repeatedly.

Somebody…Naruto…! Help…NARUTOOOO!!-Sasuke screamed inside his head, but of course the blonde would not come. His blonde had disappeared and it was his fault, no; HIS BROTHER-THIS PSYCO fault!!

Naruto…please…forgive me…! –Sasuke couldn't help thinking like that before he lost his consciousness because of the over pain of what his brother did to him.

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"Hoaaah…," Naruto yawned slightly from his sleep. He stretched his arms above his head and walked out from his bed. "Oh yeah, today I will go home," Naruto said to himself and quickly went to bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth. When he looked at the mirror, he remembered what Sasuke said to him.

"I don't need your presence in this world!! Disappear from my sight!!"

Naruto clutched his chest again when the sharp pain struck him there. "Don't think…, don't think about him, Naruto…!" he said to himself and calmed his self again.

"You must have him no matter what! That's the consequence if you're in love with someone, Naruto! If not…you'll die…."

Naruto remembered exactly what Tsunade said. "I'm really in trouble…," Naruto said while sighing in pained face. "What can I do to have him if he's rejected me even before I say love to him…?" Naruto scratched his head curtly.

"Naruto…you're different from other people…. You have to follow the procedure if you want to live long…! Actually you're not allowed to fall in love! But…since it has been too late, you have no choice except having him soon, or you'll die because your heart will…!?"

Tsunade didn't say the rest of her speech because she couldn't restrain her tears anymore and cried. She couldn't say the rest to Naruto because it was too painful to tell him by her self and might be to Naruto too.

"What am I actually…baachan…?"

Naruto also remembered that he asked that kind of question to her.However, Tsunade never told him anything and just ignored him when he asked that way. That's why last night, Naruto wandered around her hospital and checked the laboratory. Then he found something so shocking there about his self.

No wonder I'm weird…if I'm really that thing then…it explains everything….-Naruto sighed weakly. After knowing this…do I really deserve Sasuke? I'm not even his kind…. Haaah, but if I just give up, I'll die in short time. I don't know what to do anymore….

Naruto walked in his room again and packed his bag to go home. Tsunade had been really bitchy these past days about his food and everything and it really annoyed him. He didn't want to stay any longer there or he would be insane in no time.

"Be careful on your way, Naruto," Tsunade said in concerned look.

"Hai-hai, jeez, I'm not a kindergarten boy anymore, baachan. Stop bugging me like that," Naruto said in complete annoyance.

"What did you say!? I'm worried about you, damn it!!" Tsunade yelled in annoyance too.

"Whatever; I'm going home," Naruto said and quickly fled from there before Tsunade could yell at him again.

Ok, Naruto…for temporally times you just no need to think about Uchiha. Cool your head a little and forget him, ok?-Naruto made promise to himself, though…he doubted that he could do it. He sighed pathetically and quickly went home. However, suddenly a doll appeared in front of him out of nowhere.

Naruto stared at the doll incredulously and he jolted in shock when the doll suddenly SPOKE! "Uzumaki Naruto-sama, hajimemashite (nice to meet you), watashiwa Urara desu (I'm Urara). My master is waiting for you at abandoned field behind factory. Please come there and fight him." Then a second after the doll said that, it exploded.

Naruto dropped his bag and looked at the spot of the doll just now in bulged eyes and stunned look. It…it must be…one of them(he refers to Sasori and Deidara) again…. –Naruto thought in faint face. He sighed and walked on the other direction of his house. Even I have just come out from hospital, damn it!–Naruto regretted his showing off words that he would take them every time they wanted. Well, he couldn't take back his words though. A gentle man never did that anyway, so he gave in and went to the challenger place. Well, he kind of wondered how they found him actually. They might install bugs on him, and he didn't realize it.

Ten minutes later…Naruto had shown up in front of Sasori whose outfit was rather unique for Naruto's taste. He wore tight dark brown 'U-can-see' shirt and tight black leather pants. Something interesting Naruto was there so many wires attached to every inch of his clothes and the wires were connected to amount of dolls. He couldn't count them. They're too many to even count.

"Then…what is it about?" Naruto asked in bored look.

"I want to kill you," Sasori said calmly, "No, I will kill you," he changed to phrase and now he glared at Naruto, ready to fight.

"I don't know why you want to kill me suddenly…, but, ah, well, Sasuke has rejected me, so he will never be my boyfriend, you can feel relieved now," Naruto said, not that he making excuse, he just didn't want to waste time in useless fight.

"This has nothing to do with that anymore," Sasori said while lifting his full wires arms and crossing them in front of his chest. "I have no grudge towards you, Naruto…but I have to kill you to safe Deidara from his death!" Sasori glared at Naruto with full killing intent mode and suddenly the doll around him began to move. "Master Doll technique…Ventriloquism," he said and with his ten fingers and his whole body, he ordered and controlled the dolls to attack Naruto.

Hiiiih, that's really creepy weapon!!-Naruto thought while shivering when the mass of dolls suddenly made their way towards him, and each of the dolls brought sharp things like knife, small axe, scissor and many more, Naruto didn't even want to think or see.

Oh Kami…Naruto couldn't dodge all of them. If they surrounded him, he surely would die. This Sasori boy was so strong; no wonder he didn't give hand to Deidara back then. He's in high position since Deidara called him danna (master) anyway. Now…he's attacking Naruto in full force. Kami…this is the worst…!!-Naruto thought and once again regretted his choice to be targeted by them.

However then, he didn't miss a glance on Sasori either. The said boy was concentrating on controlling his dolls, and…, was that a pain on his face? Naruto was not sure, but it seemed Sasori was suppressing something so painful under his emotionless face. He looked so much in pain in Naruto's eyes. Naruto wondered why…. Gaaah!! It's not the time to concern about others!! I have to do something or the dolls would kill me!! –Naruto mentally slapped his face and quickly processed his brain to think something to get out from this situation. Then he found it suddenly.

The wires…. –Naruto smirked in victory when he caught a glance of the wires. They were not piano wires. They're simply fishing wires.If that's the case then….- Naruto jumped backward and suddenly grabbed his bag. He took a bottle of something and opened it. He drank its content, but not gulping it. He took a lighter, and then, after producing fire from it, he burst the liquid he drank earlier to the fire. Then a big fire suddenly flamed on the air, catching all the dolls and the wires there and burnt them mercilessly.

Sasori was so shocked at this. The wires were burnt and now the fire was running along the wire which attached to all parts of his body. He's going to be burnt along with it. Sasori closed his eyes and gave up because he had not had any plan on burning himself though.

Naruto quickly took another bottle from his bag and ran towards Sasori. Then suddenly cold water was poured to his head, flowing and wetting his head, his face and even his clothes. The fire was off when it reached the wet clothes, leaving Sasori unharmed, but wet.

Sasori couldn't help widening his eyes in surprise and disbelief. "You…what are you doing…?" he asked Naruto in humiliated face.

"I told you I will not kill people," Naruto said flatly.

Sasori gritted his teeth angrily and suddenly jumped him. He was about to punch Naruto when he felt something cracked on his chest. His fist was stopped instantly and the unbearable pain suddenly struck him. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!" Sasori screamed painfully while clutching his chest. He fell down to the ground while whimpering, and then he screamed hysterically and painfully. Then second later…he fell silent and didn't even move anymore.

Naruto was really shocked at this and quickly checked him. "Sasori? Hoy, Sasori!! What-…what happened!?" Naruto was panicked instantly and didn't know what to do when he saw the unconscious boy.

However then, suddenly there a horror scream was heard from across the field."IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)!! SASORI-DANNAAAAAAAAAA!!"

Naruto snapped and looked at the one who screamed and he found the shocked Deidara. The long blond haired boy hurriedly ran across the field to Sasori and knelt beside the unconscious boy on the ground. He quickly shook Sasori on his support.

"Sasori-danna! Sasori-danna! No way…no!! Please hang on!! Please…please DON'T LEAVE ME!!" Deidara cried hard, hysterically while hugging Sasori's body tightly on his arms.

"No…, don't…don't take him away from me…! SASORI-DANNA!! PLEASE WAKE UP!! DON'T LEAVE ME!! DON'T LEAVE MEEEEE!!!" Deidara kept screaming and didn't loosen his hug even a little on Sasori (it's a wonder why there isn't any even single person hearing those screams actually, but let's ignore that).

Naruto looked at tem in horror face. Why…why does Deidara act like Sasori is dead? –Naruto thought in shocked look. It can't be…he's really…!? –Naruto covered his mouth in complete horror and shock. He felt sick suddenly and collapsed to the ground, beside the crying Deidara. No way…no…!

Suddenly there's so much memory flooding into Naruto's head.

--Flash Back—

"He's dead, just give up…." A man wearing white coat said in giving up mode to a certain blond man.

"No…! I will never give up on him! He's my only son! How can you think I'll give up to save him!?" the blond man said madly to the white coated man.

"Dear…please accept it…. Our son has…!" Now there's a woman who smoothed and tried to calm the blonde.

"NO!! Definitely NOT!! I will never give up on him! Fine, if you can't save him, I save him myself!!" Then the blond man left while bringing a blond child on his arms.

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"Is it…your wish?" A certain long wavy dark haired woman in gypsy's clothes asked the blonde man.

"Yes," the blond man said certainly in determined eyes.

"It will require really much equivalent trade to fulfill this wish. Do you agree to pay it?" the woman asked again in serious look.

"Yes!"the blond man shouted without doubt.

"Fine…I shall grant it. Tadashi (however)…, it has to be by your hand,"the woman gave him more requirements. "You'll have your soul give him his live…. He will live not as human anymore even if he has human shape. He can't feel, can't experience human's feeling called love. If he does, he'll die in unbearable pain. Except his captive loves him back, he'll not survive. He'll have a certain forbidden condition which will make him die aside from falling in love. Do you consider that?" the gypsy woman asked again to the blond man.

The blonde was silent for awhile, but then he looked at the woman and shouted, "Yes!"

The woman narrowed her eyes at the man, even if she couldn't see, she could feel his aura. "Fine then," she said finally. Then she took something on the locker under her desk. It's a white paper. "Take this," she motioned the blond man. The man received it and looked at it in widened eyes.

"This-this is…," the blonde looked so much shocked at the paper until his hand trembled when he brought it.

"This paper is not from this world. This paper contains information from 'future' where you can make 'lives' without soul," the woman said in flattened tone. "You can fulfill your wish if you do what this paper says, but…the requirements I said before…will become his unmei (destiny) the moment he's created into this world…," she continued.

"His…destiny…." The blonde man mumbled and gazed at the paper without even blinking his eyes….

--End of Flash Back—

Naruto closed his eyes and then he opened them slowly. Deidara was still crying beside him with the unconscious or dead (?) Sasori. "I see…, so that's it…!" Naruto's tears dripped unconsciously from his eyes. Then he looked at Deidara and Sasori. He closed his eyes and whipped his tears. Instantly he understood everything; everything about him and these people. Naruto decided it the moment he understood everything.

If this is my destiny then…I'll carry it without doubt!

Naruto touched Deidara's shoulders, and the blond girl, err…boy, gazed at him in full of tears. "Don't worry, we can still save him," Naruto said without doubt on his eyes. Deidara widened his eyes when he heard this.

"Really…? We can still save him!?" Deidara shouted at Naruto in pleading and hopeful look.

"Yes," Naruto said it in certainty.

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Naruto came to Tsunade's hospital once more with Sasori on his arms and the panting and crying Deidara beside him. "He's the same as me, please save him!" Naruto told Tsunade that way and Tsunade understood immediately. She didn't know what happen, but if Naruto told her to save this boy, then she would grant his request.

Tsunade tried her best to fix the error heart on Sasori's body. It's tough, but she was experienced when she saved Naruto back then. Yes, even if the damage was different, it's still the same component of life. She could save him, no; she would save this boy!

Deidara and Naruto waited outside surgery room. Deidara sat beside Naruto in trembling body. He couldn't stop trembling in fear of losing the one he loved by his self. Naruto couldn't help but offering his hands to Deidara. He clutched Deidara's cold sweaty hands with his hand which had much more heat than Deidara. Somehow…Deidara's anxiousness lessened a bit.

Ten minutes passed. An hour…two…three…six…eight…and ten hours passed, but there's no news from inside the surgery room. Deidara was almost losing his hope and Naruto was about to go insane of waiting. However then…at the eleventh hour, the lamp on surgery room was off suddenly, and Deidara hurriedly stumbled and stood to greet Tsunade who came out from the surgery room, sweaty, worn out, and looked so much older than before. She was pale and looked so tired, but Deidara couldn't suppress his worry anymore and blurted out.

"Sasori-danna! How is he!? How is the surgery!?" Deidara asked her in so much hope that Sasori would survive.

Tsunade looked at him tiredly, but then she smiled bright. "He's ok now. He will regain conscious tomorrow," she said proudly of her success on saving Sasori's life.

Deidara widened his eyes in shock at the moment, but then the smile grew on his face and he couldn't help but jump and hug Naruto in happiness and excitement. "Thank Kami…! Thank Kami Sasori-danna is alive!! He's alive!!" Deidara cried again, but now he was crying in relief, happiness and excitement. However then…after some jumping and crying…Deidara fell sleep from exhaustion. He was worried all day and he's restless at those times. No wonder he's tired.

Naruto grinned widely at Tsunade who chuckled seeing Deidara. "Thank you for saving him, baachan," Naruto thanked her personally later in his soft smile.

"You'd better pay for that, brat!" Tsunade said in her wide grin too. They laughed together in relief and in relaxed self now.

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Naruto decided to leave Deidara in hospital, so tomorrow he could meet Sasori the moment that puppet master opened his eyes. "Jeez…they're so troublesome," Naruto muttered under his breath while walking to his apartment under the pouring rain. Yep, not so long ago, the rain suddenly fell and now it fell so hard that the blond teen had to wear umbrella in order to not get wet.

But…I feel kinda jealous on their closeness and affection…. I wish I could be like that with Sasuke though…. –the moment he thought abut that, the moment he felt the pain in his chest again.Kami…I wish I didn't fall in love in the first place!! –he thought while crying inwardly and literally for the pain.

Naruto was about to walk into his apartment yard when suddenly he felt a presence of someone behind him. He quickly turned his body to face the boy or girl or whatever there, -he couldn't see properly because of the rain as well as the darkness of the night (yep, it was night already). Then Naruto widened his eyes in shocked face when he spotted the figure there.

It was Uchiha Sasuke, still in his uniform, but the clothes were completely ruined. There're so much scars and blood on his body, and his face was dead blank and his eyes were dead even more. There're bruises and…were those wires on his wrists?

"Sa-Sasuke…!?" Naruto couldn't help setting his horror face at the horrible sight in front of him. Sasuke was beautiful as always under the pouring rain, yes, Itachi loved Sasuke's face, that's why he didn't hurt Sasuke's face even a little, well, except the blood which was flowing at the corner of his mouth though….

"Na-…," Sasuke tried to say something to the freezing Naruto, but he couldn't even produce voice. His throat was burnt of his screaming, so he couldn't even speak now. He was worn out and hurt badly, standing was miracle to him. However, his desire to find Naruto was stronger than any pain he suffered now, so he didn't care. He was in the darkness all this time. He's just trying to grasp a little light there. His light, his sun, the candle of his life, Uzumaki Naruto, the one who gave him the meaning of living; was it wrong?

Kami-sama…just this once…please…let me have this light…. –Sasuke prayed silently when he saw the blonde, his blonde. Tears dripped from his eyes, painfully, but somehow relieved. I don't care if he's a ghost or it's just a dream…please…don't take him away from me…. Kami-sama…please….

Between his prayers, Sasuke lost his consciousness and his balance. He stumbled forward and was about to fall to the ground if Naruto didn't snap and catch him in reflect. "Sa-Sasuke…!?" Kami…. "Sasuke!! OH MY KAMI…Sasuke!!" Kami…tell me it's just a dream…! "Sasuke, hang on!!" Oh KAMI…it's not true!! "SASUKEEEE!!"

Naruto shouted at the unconscious Uchiha, but the raven couldn't hear Naruto's voice anymore….

End of Chapie 6

Tbc…

A/N:

Lunaryu: "Yaaaay, I'm back to write this project again! And gosh…Yun-chan, I can't believe you make that raping to be so…graphic. Eww, gross…I hate it Yun-chan…even if I have made them only so slightly. It's really inappropriate for teenager…. What if some underage boys or girls read this?" So anxious about this.

Yunyun: "Luna-chan…you're too worried…," sweat drops.

Lunaryu: "Can you please stop torturing Sasuke now…Yun-chan? I beg you…" (ToT) cries.

Yunyun: "Ah, alright, alright…I promise not to make him suffer more. I promise really now! Please don't cry, Luna-chan!" Feels nervous now.

Lunaryu: "Really…?" sobs.

Yunyun: "Yes!! I pledge! From now on only Naru/Sasu! I promise it will be Naru/Sasu from the next chapter until the end!! Shouts in spirit of advertisement.

Lunaryu: "YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! Naru/Sasu the later chapters!!" Lightens 100 times.

Yunyun: Sighs. "Anyway…minna…please review and tell us what your opinion about this chapter is!" Smiles.

Lunaryu: "Yeah, yeah, tell us! Definitely! Ah, and so sorry for the cliffy. I didn't mean to do it this way, but Yun-chan said there will be surprise in next chapter, so we have to make it this way…." Scratches the back of her neck.

Yunyun: "Don't worry; we'll give you the best in later chapter!" Full of spirit.

Luna-Yun: "Well then…this is all for this chapter. Let's meet again next, thank you and LOVE YOU!!"

With so much love,

Lunaryu&Yunyun