Get your tissue boxes ready!! This chapter will probably be very emotional, depressing and any other synonym you can possibly thing for "horribly tragic". Okay, maybe that's an exaggeration, but really, expect to maybe cry! I based this chapter off a sentence by The-New-Nightingale. This one is based off of "Instinct". Check out "Inspired" though and read all of her sentences. They're awesome. :D

Disclaimer: I do not own Teen Titans. Neither do I own the general idea of this mini-story. That goes to The-New-Nightingale.

Type: Mini-story

Title: Bitter with Hate and Jealousy

Pairings: RedxRaexRob

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Note:Bold italicized refers to Red X. Bold Underlined refers to Robin. Imagine when you see those words that it's being said in a disgusted, "I hate him" voice (mostly when referring to Red X) or "I'm great and I know it" voice (mostly when referring to Robin).

Ivy, I hope you're not scrolling down to see if you're right. ;)

It was dark in the room, almost like his heart. Except there was one difference between this room and his heart: a light.

While his heart was pitch black, full of nothing but hatred, grudges, disgust, and many more horrible feelings, there was one shining beauty in this dark room. This light came draped in a navy blue cloak as a blue leotard hugged her curves in just the right spots. Her pale skin glowed with the moonlight as her amethyst orbs stared at him from the across the room looking colder than ever.

However, this did not faze him. Her cold attitude was one thing he liked about her. Not only did her seductive figure draw him in but her every action, word, emotion made him fall for this temptress. She was everything he wanted…too bad he wasn't everything shewanted though.

Shewantedhim. That lowlife thief who not only came and took his suit, but took his lady's heart as well. He would forever hate that thief, even when he saw him lying on his deathbed with that sickening peaceful, loving look on his face he would despise that thief. Hedidn't deserve her. Hedidn't deserve anything from her. Not her love, not her body, not her smiles, not her laughs, not anything. Those things were meant to behis. And his only.

What did that thief have that he didn't? Was it money? Looks? Charm? Or maybe…was it the fact he would give up his life for her? Yes, maybe it was that. When that gun was pointed at Raven, he had felt his heart stop but he had made no move to save her. He wanted to live, but he didn't want to see his Angel get hurt.

So when heall of sudden came out from nowhere and took that bullet from her, he was filled with a type of rage and hate he had never felt before. What was hedoing saving his Angel?Hehad no right to do such thing! So when he saw his Angel pick him up, scream his name, it made him see such a vibrant red he almost wanted to pick up the gun and shoot that damn thief until she would say his name no more!

But no, instead he decided he would win her over. That thief was able to win her over so it should be easy for him to convince her that she was wasting her time on him and instead should be spending it with him.

"What did you want to talk about Robin?" Ahh, how much he loved to hear her voice. It was the sound of a tortured soul yet you could hear the beauty in it. Beneath the pain you could hear the soft bells of her voice ringing.

"Raven," he started, moving closer to his Angel. The wind brought her scent to his nose and he inhaled it gratefully. She smelled like lavender. He finally had her trapped against the wall as he placed his hands on the wall to make a cage of him around her.

"Robin, what're you doing?" Raven asked, an uneasy tone in her voice. She knew something was up the minute they stopped in front of his room. Robin never let just anyone enter his room. It was his sacred place and when Robin had gently pushed Raven into his dark room she immediately grew suspicious of her leader.

"What does he have, Raven, that I don't?" Robin asked ignoring her question. His face was so close to hers and her full lips were oh so tempting.

"A lot of things," Raven replied as she tried to move out from Robin's arms but he only grabbed her. She felt his hands tightly grip her arms and she tried hard not to wince. What the hell was she doing? Why was she not using her powers? Was it because this was her leader whom she trusted?

"Like what?" Robin inquired, his voice low and husky. He brought one hand up to trace her lips, making her shiver. "Does he touch you Raven?" he asked, forgetting his other question. His hand moved to trace her body and stop at her thigh. "Does he touch you like that, Raven?"

"Robin, stop it." Raven said weakly as she felt his hand move to her back and tug at her leotard's zipper. She tried to push him away but for some reason no strength would come to her. Robin tightened his grip on Raven.

"Why Raven?" He whispered. "Why don't you love me?"

"Can't you see Robin?" Raven looked away from his masked eyes. "I love Red X. I will always love him, not you."

She felt her leader stiffen slightly and his voice turned cold, "Well then Raven, I guess if I can't make you love me willingly, then I'll just have to force you."

Before Raven could react to his words Robin grabbed her chin, forcing his lips on hers. Raven had a panicking feeling bubbling up within her as she started to fight back. She dug her nails into Robin's arms and tried to push him away but that only made him hold her tighter, kiss her harder. She felt Robin force his tongue into her mouth and doing what came to mind, bit down on it but it only seemed to turn him on more. She could taste his blood in her mouth and it took all she had not to gag.

Raven could feel him touching places she wouldn't dare let any other male touch. Raven tried fruitlessly again to get him off her but he pressed her harder against the wall, grabbing her wrists and trapping her hands against the wall above her hand. Raven wanted to scream, but she knew the others wouldn't be able to hear her. She knew that one of the reasons why Robin brought her to his room is that because he had sound-proof walls.

Her emotions started to really panic when Robin finally released her hands but started to rip at her clothing. Badly she wanted to hit to Robin but Fear had taken over her and paralyzed her. How she wished that Courage would come out and kick Robin's ass, but in the vision of her mind she even saw Courage cowering. "Robin," Raven managed to get out as Robin pushed her onto the bed. "Please…stop it…"

He paid no mind to her pleas and just kept on with his own desires. Whenever Raven tried to stop him she would be rewarded with a bruise or cut. She finally gave up when Robin violated, and hurt, her to the point where her mind just shut down. She didn't struggle anymore nor did she try to stop him. Inside her, Raven's will had died. She only softly cried and allowed Robin to touch her, violate her, rape her.

Her body became numb and inside a voice was telling her, How could you Raven?! How could you let another man do this to you?! How could you just betray X like this?! Raven closed her eyes, wanting everything to go away. She wanted Robin to stop, she wanted X back, she wanted to be someplace safe. She wanted her Angel to come save her…

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Raven didn't know what time it was, but she knew it was still night by the darkness coming from Robin's window. She didn't know how long ago Robin had tired and fallen asleep next to her, but Raven had been too terrified to move in fear that Robin would hear her and think of a "punishment" for her.

Trying hard to stop the tears that had been falling down her face for the past hours, she slowly got up from the bed, covering her pale, naked body her arms. She had never felt so dirty and worthless as she did now.

Raven didn't bother to pick up the fragments of her clothes. She only grabbed her cloak—which, thankfully, was still in tact—and wrapped it around her body, hoping that it was enough to hide her shame.

She quietly opened the door and looked out in the hallway. After confirming that no one was in sight, she ran off to her room as fast as she could. Fresh tears were still streaming down her face as she opened her door and closed it behind her. She collapsed in the safety of her room but she felt that with her in it, it lost its value. Raven leaned against the door and then slowly slid to sit on the ground. She buried her face in her hands and sobbed.

I'm tainted now, she thought. If I ever go back to X, he won't want me. Raven sobbed louder, thankful that she too also had sound-proof walls. I'm nothing more than a whore now!

"Love," a voice whispered.

Raven's head shot up, her eyes widened with surprise. Before her stood X, his green eyes soft and kind as he stared down at her. "X," she said. She stood up, not believing her eyes. Her feet slowly moved forward and then she ran.

She didn't act on instinct…

Raven sobbed, soaking X's shirt as he wrapped her arms around her comfortingly. "Is it you? Is it really you?" she asked.

"It is, Love," he said softly to her, taking her chin in his hands. He gently brushed one of the bruises on her face. "What happened?" Realizing what she was doing, Raven pulled away and hid herself with her cloak. Worried, X took a step toward her but she took a step back. "What's wrong, Love?"

Tears welled in her eyes again as Raven said, "You don't want me anymore X…I'm not pure."

X walked to her, taking her up in his arms although she tired to push him away. She firmly held her against his chest and whispered, "It's alright Love. I don't care if you're pure or not. I love you, and no matter what I always will."

Raven felt the hot streaks on her cheeks and said, "But…Robin…he…"

X stiffened slightly at the name. He looked at her face again. "He did this to you, didn't he?"

Raven looked at the ground, her face ashamed. "I should have been able to stop him. I don't know why I didn't…I just…"

"I don't expect you to be able to stop him, Love." X soothed. He held her face and made her look at him. "He is your leader, and you trusted him."

"Yes, but now that trust, along with my will and sanity, has died." Raven looked up at X. "X…"

"Yes, Love?"

"Do…do you still love me?"

X looked down at his love, his Angel, and smiled. He bent down and captured her lips, kissing her with such passion and love Raven could do nothing but return it. She held onto X tightly, afraid that if she let go, this would all disappear.

"Does that answer your question?" X whispered when they pulled away. He looked down at Raven, his eyes smiling.

Raven smiled tentatively at him and placed her head against his chest, never wanting to wake up from this dream—if it even was a dream to begin with. She yawned, her eyelids starting to droop. "Sleep, Love." X breathed in her ear as he led her to the bed and gently placed her down.

When he moved to stand up, Raven grabbed his hand, "X," she said as she blushed. "Can…can you please stay here with me?"

He smiled then kissed her forehead, "Of course, Love." He lied down next to her and took her figure in his arms. He watched her eyes close as she drifted off into peaceful slumber. A smiled graced her lovely face as she slept.

Red X smoothed her hair back and said to her sleeping form, "Don't worry Love. You'll join me soon enough." He wrapped his arms tighter around her.

…but she automatically flew to his arms.

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Ahem, I hope you're happy Ivy because you guessed RIGHT!!!! I can just imagine you dancing around right now as you shout about how right you were. :) To other readers, I'm glad you stopped by to read this and I hope I caused some of you to cry! But please, tell me what you think because this is the first time I ever wrote something like this. My hands were literally shaking as I typed it out.

Oh yeah, I told you X would be back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH RED X!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ciao,

Xaleria