I seek my Lord though he was dead.
I touched His feet and it was warm.
It was with blood in which I cleaned.
Now I have his body and now I have his blood (John 6:55)
I bowed my head and prayed with love
For in Him I sinned so in him I repent.
My name is Theophilus.
You who want to know me must seek for yourself
When you understand my name then you'll know my name
I am with you and you with God and God with me and God with you.
For we are all the friends of God.
In the beginning was the word.
And the word was with God.
And the word was God. (John 1:1)
He was with God in the beginning. (John 1:2)
Through him all things were made;
without him nothing was made that has been made (John 1:3)
If a man is not from God, he could do nothing. (John 9:33)
And the word was made flesh... and dwelt among us
We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only,
who came from the Father, full of grace and truth. (John 1:14)
Who brought me to light, but I loved the darkness (John 3:19)
You are going to have the light just a little while longer. For life is short.
Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you
The man who walks in the dark does not know where he is going. (John 10:35)
I am that man.
Put your trust in the light while you have it,
so that you may become sons of light. (John 10:36)
Jesus has come into the world as a light,
so that no one who believes in him should stay in darkness (John 12:44)
I speak these words to you so that you may believe.
I fear the dark and wanted the light.
But then came the light to which I disown
And now I pay the price of being alone.
I had no hair nor perfume to pour
For without His grace I am nothing (John 9:33)
So I poured my tears instead of perfume
that I wiped with clothes instead of hair. (John 12:3)
My God forgive me of my sins.
You have come to me yet I did not believe.
My God relieve me from my pain
In you I trust and in you I rest.
Then I heard a voice from He who loves
"My child, why do you cry?" (John 17:20)
I bowed my head and wiped my eyes
I opened my mouth and humbly spoke.
When I had the light I didn't believe.
When I had darkness I did believe.
You lift me up but I pulled you down.
I am not worthy with your grace oh Lord.
He who loved me touched my eyes
and my eyes was with wet with cold and mud.
So I got some water and washed my eyes
and I opened my eyes then I could see. (John 9:15)
I saw the Lord in glory and light.
He touched my hands and we were silent
He smiled to me and asked:
"Now Do you Believe?" (John 11:26)
LORD I BELIEVE! (John 9:38)
From that day I'm free from darkness
And In him I rest my trust and fate.
and with Him I found my joy and peace.
Eternal Joy and peace in full and love . (John 15:11)
to be continued