Fear of Fear
Dismember the body
Try not to think of Bella
I can not even bring myself
To look at her
To see the terror
In her beautiful brown eyes
Dismember Victoria
Cut up Riley
Combine the pieces
And burn them
Keep my eyes
On the work in front of me
Don't let them stray
To my Bella
Who is too afraid to move
I finish my work
And turn
With guarded eyes
To Bella
"Bella, love."
I take a few steps forward
Slow
Cautious
Palms held up
Trying to show
That there is nothing to fear
I convince her to drop the rock
She paused
before releasing it
No doubt
Wondering how else to defend herself
Against me
This is it
I have finally pushed
The limits of Bella's acceptance
Too far
"You don't have to be afraid, Bella."
I try to convince her
"You're safe. I won't hurt you."
She just stared at me.
So I continue to talk
Reassure her
That no harm will come to her
But I grow
More frightened by the moment
"I won't touch you. I won't hurt you."
Finally she blinks
"Why do you keep saying that?"
She asks
She takes a step forward
Towards me
So I lean away
Afraid
Of her being afraid
"What's wrong?"
She whispers
"What do you mean?"
Eyes fill with tears
"Are you-"
I choke
"Aren't you afraid of me?"
She takes another
Unsteady step forward
And trips
I catch her without thinking
She begins to sob
"Bella, Bella, I'm so sorry."
I hug her close.
"I'm so sorry. It's over. It's over."
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