So I'm pissed tonight. So I'm just going to write and see what comes out, I hope its good.

My name is Yuffie, I'm almost 19, but I still looked like I'm 15. I always was that way, ever since I was kid. True I'm still very much like a kid. But I know, when to be serious, the problem is that the other people never could tell when I'm done joking. Cloud used to be the only one that took me serious, but then slowly he stopped talking to me; he stopped talking to every one. Only showing up when he found necessity. He said that when he was swallowed by darkness, it felt like he couldn't get out. He still trying to get his light back, he thinks it gone, but we see it. We see that his light is still there, it just needs time to grow. We all try to help, and we told that many times, but he won't let us, he won't listen. Me and Tifa are the only ones that won't give up. Even Aerith gave up, sure she there for him. She says she just respects that he want to be alone; but. I think she doesn't like seeing him this way; it hurts her, so she's putting distance between them. I understand why she doing it but it not helping him.

Aerith a sweet heart, she so nice, that I can't believe she grew up in the same time zone, same place I did. Aerith is two years older me, and I don't think a foul thought has ever crossed her mind. True, she can fight, but she doesn't like to, and she never aims to kill, only wound. She and cloud, were together and long time ago, but there just friends now. Sometimes when I watch them talk I see it again, but it's only from Aerith. I don't think she ever got over him. Cloud has another girl after his heart, her names Tifa. She loves him; she just doesn't know it yet. But I can see it, I see it in the way she talks to him, and the he talks to her, but lately he doesn't want to see her. Countless times I lied to for him, telling her that cloud was on the other side of town, we in truth he was only just round the corner. Tifa's tough, she fights with out mercy, but the minute the fights over, you would think she's a different person, caring and kind. She spends most of her time looking for cloud, and he spends most of his time running from her. Cid also lives here, he helps constructs gummi ships for us, and helps rebuild the town, I don't talk to him much, mostly because every time I try, I receive the bird and get told to go away. Squall, well I guess he goes by Leon now, anyways he drifts around town, rebuilding, and keeping watch. Sometimes I see him watching over Aerith more than the town, I see him watching her, and Aerith is watching Cloud, who's running from Tifa. This town has suffered a lot, and some crazy stuff happens here. Sora pops up every once in while to help where he can. We're trying to rebuild, and keep track of the heartless, and the organization XIII. We're doing this all while trying to keep the police out, we don't have to worry about getting arrested, they stopped trying to that that a long time ago. However after the town was destroyed, they pop in every once in while trying to where they can to help, there more annoying than help though. Even so we give them task; Squall…uh I mean… Leon says it better to have them on pointless tasks than putting us in jail. By us he means me. I was the only one they would arrest, it probably was because I'm so small, and they feel like they can control me still. See what I mean the town in a crazy state right now, and it not helping that the people who are trying to fix it, us, are in just as much if not more crazy state. You see at the center of the town, we have cid, he like the rock everything is built on. He's constantly, making updates on our and Sora's gummi ship, trying to keep the heartless and the Originations XIII in his view so we know what's going on, we don't get very much information on them though, but a little is better than nothing. On top of all that he is trying to reconstruct the town. This brings us to our next person, Squall, or he changed his name to Leon now, but he'll always be Squall to me. Leon helps keep the heartless inside the town under wraps, while also trying to rebuild the town. And when ever he has free time, he spend it either with or watching Aerith. He won't admit it, but I think he likes her. No I know he does, it cute how when the heartless attack she the first person he asks about, but I know it hurts him, liking her the way he does. Because while he likes her, Aerith has no clue, she only has eyes for Cloud. So Leon hides his feeling, putting the town and others before himself. It's a selfless act, which you come to expect him to do, but sometimes I think I'm the only one that sees how much it kill him inside. Next comes Aerith, the flower girl, or that what I named her, because she always so bright and happy, just like a flower.

But I know she not always happy, she just doesn't let any one know that. In truth, she's in pain.

She's trapped in the middle a tangled web and emotion and feelings, but what worse is she doesn't even know she in it. She knows nothing of Leon's feeling, she only know her own. Her own hurtful feeling that won't let her get over Cloud. She can't get over the past and she can't seem to move on. And so she sits a waits patiently for Cloud to find his light, and see her standing by his side again.

Now, Cloud is lost. I've said it before and I'll say it again. He's lost inside of himself and he spend every seconded of every day, searching for his light.
There's a man in town, Sephiroth, he attacks Cloud from the inside out, making Cloud feel like he alone, He's an evil man, I know that, we all know that. Sephiroth has been fighting Cloud for years. It's funny this man used to be Cloud hero, the one he would look up to but times changes and he became evil. I remember fighting alone side of Cloud, trying to defeat him, I was only 15 then. We though we killed him. But it hurt us, we lost a lot of friends. Next I remember Sephiroth coming back from the dead, and Cloud had to kill him again. This time I don't think, he fully healed. Then our world was scrambled, things changed.

Aris came back as Aerith, Sephiroth, was alive again, and Squall joined us. It's funny, blessing come disguised in troubles. Anyways there's nothing I can do about the new Sephiroth problem, I'm not strong enough, and even if I was Cloud wouldn't let me. He says it his battle, Cloud believes that defeating Sephiroth is the only way to get his light. So Cloud goes around getting stronger, and looking for his light, never realizing that out side of his own tangled battle in his head, he's mixed in the middle of the same web, Aerith is in. Cloud looks at Aerith as a friend, and nothing more, I feel as though he loves her as a sister, and that's something she can't or refuses to understand. But out side of Aerith, Cloud has Tifa. Tifa is one of Clouds best friends, or at least I think she is. They used to spend so much time together, talking and laughed, even in a fight they would make the other one laugh. But around the same time Cloud started to get lost in his own battle, he started to push me and Tifa out. At first Tifa and I would work together. But now, she spends most of her time following Cloud. I believe she would follow him to the ends of the earth. Like I said before, she love him, just doesn't know it yet. Cloud on the other hand, I think he knows he loves her, and that way he works the hardest to keep her away from him. I don't think he wants to hurt her. But he can't see how much she hurting already. My town is crazy, all kinds of problems happen here, but we deal with it, even though we already have too much to deal with. Sometimes I see myself as the glue that holds everything together. Sometimes I feel that if I wasn't here, to talk Cloud out of killing himself, or to tell Aerith not to run away, or convince Tifa not to give up that the whole town would crumble. Even Squall comes to me for help, well with him all I do is listen to his troubles of the past, but even so, it's still helping. I don't mind much, it give me other things to think about, other than how Sora doing or when the next attack going to be. It also gives me an excuse to go out and fight. Cloud was the one who taught me how to fight. But Leon was the one that taught me how to be stealthily. I guess you could you say, that in a way I'm a ninja, I attack from behind and by the time you realize I'm there, your dead. I don't like getting mad, hell I really never get mad, but when the stress of holding everything, everyone together, gets too much it's nice to go out and kill as many heartless things as I can. My town is crazy, sometimes I feel like I the one holding everything together, keeping every one secretes, and helping them though hard times. It's funny I can help every one sort out the craziness in all there head, I just can't sort out mine. At least I can't do it alone, but if I would put my problems out, like everyone else, I fear the town will crumble. I wish I could talk to somebody, have somebody tell me it would be ok, but I don't have that, so I have to be strong for every one else.