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Rating: Ma for later chapters

Paring: Seto/ Mokuba. That means man on man no like no read!

Summary: Mokuba loves Seto in a way he's not supposed to. Yet he loves him
that way anyway. So he tries to tell Seto but when he was about to, Seto
introduces him to his "girlfriend." What will Mokuba do now?

Trying Times

Chapter 3:

Mokuba's pov

I lean against the wall and look around the room thinking, planning. What
should I do? What could I say? What did he feel? I'm so afraid of what he
wants to say to me. I won't know until he says it though. What could he say?
"Hey I love you but want to have sex with her." That wouldn't be very
comforting! I hear a little knock and know it's time to open the door and
face it. Come hell or high water I would deal with it and be happy for Seto.
Nana's right I should have apologized and acted happy for Seto's sack. I
took a deep breath and let it out, then I opened the door with a small smile
on my face.

"I- I'm so happy for you Seto. I hope the two of you will be very happy
together, and I support you 100." I managed to say without doing what I
really wanted to do; cry. Seto stood there with his arms folded across his
chest with a raised eyebrow.
"What are you talking about?" He asked with a small smile. I wanted to shout
but held it in. "I'm talking about you and Lisa. Together?" I said. He
actually laughed a little! How dare he laugh? I was trying to fix things and
he just sits there and laughs! I was about to shut the door in his face when
he grabbed me by the waist and pushed me back a little into my room and shut
the door himself.

"Mokuba, I love you too. I love you so much but we have to go slow about
this. I don't want anything to happen to you." Seto said and slid down my
wall to sit on the floor. I sat down across from him. "Y-you love me? Seto I
don't think you understand what I mean." I started to say when Seto came
forward and kissed me; on the lips! It only lasted for about 30 seconds
though. "I love you and Lisa was just a cover." He said this as if it
explained everything. I was confused more than ever. What cover? What did he
need a cover for? Was he ashamed of loving me?

He seemed to guess what I was thinking because he said quickly "I thought
you had found out how I felt and was discusted by it. I was hoping that by
saying I was going out with her you would second guess yourself on my love
and just take it as brotherly love." I had not even guessed he liked me as
more than an annoying little pest he had to care for. All this time he loved
me like that too? "I didn't even think you liked me that much period, let
alone love me. Even if I had known or thought it I wouldn't have second
guessed myself. I'm far too big headed for that." I said trying to cushion
that blow. He looked at me for a minute before looking away.

Seto's pov:

"You didn't think I cared for you as a brother? Mokuba how could that ever
even cross your mind?! You should know I'd give the world for you! I just
don't understand how you could think that." I whispered the last part. He
whimpered a little before looking up at me to answer. "I don't know, I guess
that lately I just been really depressed and thought you didn't care for
me..." He trailed of slightly before just shutting up completely. I sighed
and pulled him nearer to me.

"I guess I haven't really been around a lot lately and I haven't really been
near you when I was around." I said then kissed the top of his head before
turning him to face me and capturing his lips in a light chaste kiss. I
stood up after that and said goodnight and left saying we would talk more
tomorrow. I would have gladly stayed with him but I think things are moving
a little to fast for him. I guess I was right as he didn't object to me
leaving. The door was almost all the way closed when I thought I heard him
say "we seem to be doing a lot of guessing tonight." Seeing as I wasn't sure
he was talking to me I just closed the door without answering. I stood there
for a few minutes and was about to leave when I heard something. I put my
ear to the door to listen. It sounded almost as if it was the window was
opening.

I waited a couple of minutes until all was quiet then opened the door. The
room was empty and the window was open. I wonder were he went. There wasn't
much I could do though. Oh well, he's old enough to make his own decisions.
That doesn't stop me from going and sitting on his bed to wait for him. When
he was younger and ran away I would wait for him in his room to make sure he
was ok. He was so stubborn sometimes, he would be gone for weeks making sure
nobody could find him. I would just lay upon his bed and wait for him to
return. I never asked where he was and in return the first few nights back
he wouldn't leave my sight. So again I wait for him.

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Ok so I know he's a little out of character but if you think about it, it
makes sense. Seto wouldn't be mean to his brother and he knew nana since he
was a baby. So he probably wouldn't yell at her either. I hope you liked
this chapter though. I'm thinking of making this a long fic so I don't know
exactly how many chapters there's going to be. Please leave a Review! I give
cookies and cakes to people who REVIEW! J