Crashing Down

Chapter 4

"Shar did you get that??" Ryan asked his sister

"Yup Come on he's coming" Sharpay said as her and Ryan ran out to the cafeteira.And they got seated next to their best friends.

"Guys what's up?" Chad asked

"What do you mean?" Sharpay asked

"Well what I mean is that yesturday you didnt eat lunch with us.You didnt tell us where you were.And we didnt see you till after lunch.And also right now why are you guys out of breath?And you guys are late.Lunch is already done"

"Oh see well me and Ryan just had something we needed to do that are parents needed for us to do.Thats all!!" Sharpay said giving a fake smile.

Chad and Gabriella looked at them for a while and they both knew something was up.They were hiding something.

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"Omg!!Ryan can you believe what Troy pulled out!!" Sharpay said pacing back and forth in her room.

"I know!!!"

"He was gonna ask Gabby to MARRY HIM!!!!!!!"

"And that rock was huge."

"Gabriella blew it.That was what he was doing for 3 months.He must have been working to buy that ring.Damn!!This sucks."

"We need to tell the others"

"We can't Ry"

"Why not.C'mon Shar if they found out than they will forgive Troy and everything will be back to normal"

"But that's the problem Ry.Their not gonna believe us."

"We show them the tape"

"Not yet Ry.We need to get more of Troy singing with his songs."

"Your right Shar"

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"Why did I not tell anyone that I was gonna ask Gabriella to marry me.I mean if I told them they whouldn't convince Gabriella that I was cheating or anything.GOD!!!"

Troy looked around his room to find his 'song' book.He opened it and started thinking.But he couldn't.He thought if he went to sleep he could think of something.But boy was he wrong.

In Troy's Dream:

"Troy your so worthless"

"Gabriella please...I have something to say!!"

"Like what huh??That you wanna marry me??" Troy nodded "Well you worthless piece of crap Keith already asked me and I already said yes.So to damn bad for you.I wanted someone to say they love me but you never did.I always said I love you.But you never said it back.And you expect me to say yes to marry you??Just go to hell Troy and stay there"

"But Gabs..."

"It's Gabriella to you.And I hope..."

:End of Troy's Dream

Troy woke up heavily breathing and sweating before he could hear what Gabriella was gonna say.

Troy was so lost without Gabriella.He had no where to go,no place that he belonged nothing in this world was for him.At lunch he never ate just went to the piano.He was always home alone since his parents went somewhere.They say it's a business trip.But Troy knew that they wanted to be with each other.Just with each other.Not with Troy.He had no friends,no family,no love.Well he did love someone.Gabriella.But she said so that she didn't love him anymore.

Troy walked into the bathroom and pulled his sleeve up to reveal new and old cuts.He took the razor and cut deeper longer cuts than he ever did before.He wanted pain.He needed pain.The pain was the only way he could forget bout his life.The razor and his notebook was his only friend.The razor helped him to forget bout his pain and life while the notebook listened to his patheic and worthless life.

He wished Gabriella was there.She whould always be there to help him out.He often thought his life sucked and Gabriella whould always say 'Troy it doesnt suck.You have friends,family,and me who love you lots.' To bad that changed so quickly.

Troy got out of the bathroom and looked around his room.Every time you whould turn around you whould see a picture of Gabriella.He walked up to the picture of Gabriella.She looked so pretty.She didn't have any make-up on and that's how he loved her.But I guess...she didn't love him.Troy was so hurt he threw the picture of Gabriella on the ground and the glass shattered.He fell on his knees crying uncontrolably.He was helpless.He was lost.He needed help.But no one was there to see his hurt.No one was there to see how much he went through.No one was there to see he was slowly dying.No one was there to help.

Troy crawled over to his bed and grabbed his notebook.And began to write how he felt at this very moment.Lost and confused and hopeless.

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Troy walked into homeroom.Gabriella was talking to Keith.Troy walked into the room like a little kid.Head down and holding his song book close to his chest.Since he was looking down he didn't notice who he was walking into.He banged into someone.He looked up and met Chad's brown angry eyes.

"Sorry" Troy said softly.But Chad didn't care.He picked Troy by the shirt so that they were face to face and eye to eye.

"Don't you ever!!!Do that to me again!!!You heard" Troy just starred at the ground but just got shoken hard by Chad "You heard me!!!" Troy nodded and got thrown on the ground.Troy got up and hurried to his seat while everyone laughed.(Except of course the Evens who looked at each other than the ground/

When was it the other way around???When was it that Troy lost his girl??When was it when his friend's hated him???Why was it that he wanted to die??He didn't care who was gonna kill him.Himself.Someone else.He just wanted to be gone

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Troy ran to the autorium as fast as he could.He was scared.Chad has been bothering him all day.Troy walked up to the panio.He sat down and began to play.

ohhh iiii ohhhh iiiiii ohhhhhhh iiiiiiiii

Living on the edge, out of control,
and the world just wont let me slow down,
But in my biggest picture, was a photo of you and me.
Girl you know I tried, I work hard to provide all that material things
that I thought would make you happy.
I'm confused can you make me understand,
cuz i try to give u the best of me,
I thought we were cool, maybe i was blind,
but never took time to see.

Can u help me?
tell me what you want from me.
Can you help me?
Tell me why you wanna leave.
Baby help me,
Without you my whole world is falling apart and i'm going crazy,
life's a prison when your in love alone.

Ohhh girl I love you,
l i need u to come back home,
you know, I dont wanna be alone

ohhhhh iiiiiii

Girl i put your love up on a shelf,
and i guess i just left it to die,
and now we're not together cuz,
i hurt you too many times,
and now your not around,
i wish for every moment of time
that got wasted we used it to make sweet love,
baby be my guide, please take my hand, want you to know
that i got ya if you need it,
dont wanna be on the outside, lookin in,
i gotta have you girl cant you see...

Can you help me?
tell me what you want from me
Can you help me?
tell me why you wanna leave,
baby help me, cuz without you my whole world is falling apart,
and with out you I think Ill go crazy,
lifes a prison when you're in love for love for long.
(oh girl I love you), need you to come back home,
(you know i need you), I dont want to be alone

Please stay dont go... give me another chance i
wanna be your man, girl you got me down here on
my knees cryin, begging, pleading
i'll do anything for your love ohhhhhhhhh would you...

Tell me, tell me what you want from me,
Can you help me?
I dont understand girl I'm just a man
baby help me,
without you my whole world is falling apart
and without you girl Im going crazy,
lifes a prison without your love.
Can you help me? Tell my why why why why why?
Can you help me? Girl Ill never stop, youre all I got
Can you help me? Help me understand why I cant be a man
It's driving me crazy (crazy crazy crazy)
ohhh baby, ohhhhhhhh no no
oh girl I love ya Said I love you
You know I need you
ohhhh ohh ohh I need you
cant live without you
I cant go one day without you
oh girl I love you
you know I need you
cant live without you
ohh girl I love you
you know I need you
cant live without you
oh girl I love you
you know I need you
cant live without you
you know I need you
yeahhhhh yeahh yeah yeah