My Friends,
I hope you can forgive me for doing this. Ever since Fang died…life has just gotten so hard. I can never forget him. Just walking by his silent room everyday…I figured it would kill me, or at least before I killed myself. He was my friend. My lover. My partner. You may not know this, but I have loved Fang all my life. I knew that time could never ease my pain…and each pain was a horrid reminder that life would never be the same. Not now, not ever.
And so to you, my wonderful friends. My flock. Iggy, I guess you're in charge now. You have been a true saint, and a true friend. I will never forget you…in life or in death. Gazzy, you're the man of the house now. Take care of your little sister for me.
Nudge, my little speed-mouth sister. You're the best anyone could have, and I hope you know that. Please try to stay out of trouble.
And Angel. My Angel. My baby. I beg to you, please don't hate me for doing this. I had to.
By the time you read this, I will already be dead. I will have jumped off the cliff, waiting for the darkness to come. But it won't hurt, although I wish it really did. When Fang died, he just…he just took all feeling from my body. All food…it tasted like sand. I had to escape from it.
So this…this is goodbye. Please…just remember I tried to take care of you…I tried to make everything alright…just think of what I used to be. Not the mess that I have become.
Don't forget me.
Don't forget Fang.
Yours in life and death,
Maximum Ride