I still don't own Naruto... Hmmm Wonder if its on ebay.

-------------------------------------------------(Sasuke P.O.V)

"How dare that stupid Sannin paralyze me! Once I get free I'm going to rip him limb from limp." I shout in my head.

I had already activated my curse seal to level 1 trying to use it to break free but It does not help. I tried to get level 2 but I couldn't activate the stage two do the to fact that I couldn't move at all. I glared about the room my furry getting the better of me.

Finally after what seemed like an eternity I hear the door open I turn and shout. "About fucking time let me out of this kami dam jutsu before I snap you neck you old man." I shout only to get a annoyed look from him.

"I'd watch your mouth Uchiha or I might make it permanent." Says Jiraiya as he motions Sakura to walk in behind him. I notice how badly beaten and torn her clothes look her blood all over them. I let my furry go as I look at her.

"Sakura... Who did that too you?" I ask actually concerned for she looked like hell.

"I did" She responds tears in her eyes.

"Why?" I ask not understanding why she would hurt herself she had always been the level headed one of our group the one that thought of reason before action.

"Because I want to die Sasuke but this dam mark on my neck won't let me." She shouts out as tears flood out form her. Her words seem to hit me like lead. "What seal... Why does she want to kill herself I'm back now I thought that's all she cared about?"

Jiraiya breaks me from my thoughts. "Uchiha before you blacked out what is the last thing you remember if you tell me I might just release you." He says in a concerned voice.

I try to retrace my memories everything is so hazy after I slammed my chidori threw Sakura.

"Well I remember charging at Naruto with a chidori. I also remember Sakura jump in the way causing me to miss his heart. After that everything's kind of hazy. Why." I ask in a hateful voice.

"Well that's not good enough for me to release yet you. We need you to remember exactly what happened up until you blacked out."

"What if I decide I don't want to tell you?" I counter his question. Only too feel Jiraiya smack me across the face.

"Sasuke you have changed. You really are just like your brother now." He says his voice strict and straight.

"You claim your not like him but how are you different. You didn't kill your whole clan but you did try to kill your best friend who was like a brother to you, always nice to you always trying to help you. You lust after power just like he does. How are you different than that man?" He says leaving me in a shocked state.

"I am different because I am an avenger." I shout out. He simply holds up a mirror.

"Do avengers killed close friends? Hurt people that are like family? Do avengers cause pain and suffering to everyone around them? Do they Uchiha?" He shouts out.

I watch my Sharingan activate in anger as I watch my eyes morph into the final stage of sharingan. I notice that the man staring back at me is indeed not myself. Not an avenger but a murder a cold hearted killer just like Itachi. I let out a scream of disgust as he pulls away the mirror.

"Help poor Sakura. Tell us what you remember Sasuke." He says in a soft tone.

I focus on my memories harder and harder.

--------------------------Flash Back------------------------(He telling it to Jiraiya)

I charge up my chidori slamming it threw Sakura trying to get to Naruto. I can feel my hand rip into and threw the back of her chest.

I then feel his Rasengan at a much slower speed impact my stomach. I notice the tears running down his face as he holds his arm threw Sakura chest. We both stand there our arms still inside her until I feel his Rasengan throw me across the ground slamming into the cliff. He slowly falls with Sakura in his arms he's was screaming out her name tears flooding his face. I remember noticing how lifeless her body looked.

That's when suddenly his body glowed not red but a bright yellow. All nine Kyuubi tails erupted from him the shockwave and chakra was enormous I almost blacked out immediately from the intensity. It was as if I was looking directly at kami-sama. He glowed so brightly and had such an enormous about of power to him. I could still see the tears falling down his cheeks they where no longer normal tears but tears of blood.

I suddenly noticed he was biting Sakura's neck... I know he was biting because it bled a little.

Suddenly the tails seem to vanish and she glowed. The intensity of the energy that was in the air dropped dramatically as the tension released I blacked out.

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"That's all I remember Jiraiya and its very, very fussy." I said in a sad tone looking at Sakura.

Jiraiya ruffles his hand threw this silver hair. "This is very troublesome." Jiraiya looks to Sakura' neck then checks mine.

"They both look like curse seals and they both where given like curse seals. Except one isn't one was given out of an act of love and the other given out of a lust for power." Exclaimed the old pervert as he sits on his legs his hand locked in a thinking pose against his chin.

"If what you say is true then Naruto gave his life to Sakura Kyuubi powers and all. But I didn't think the Kyuubi no Kitsune still retained any of his angelic powers." Says Jiraiya as he yanks the scroll of his back unrolling it. I hear Sakura ask in a very confused voice.

"Angelic power... I thought he was a demon." Said Sakura.

Jiraiya nods his head. "He is now. But he's not an ordinary demon he is a tailed demon." Jiraiya bites down on his thumb running it over a seal on the scroll popping out a book.

"All tailed demons are fallen angels. Angels that have ether forsaken Kami or Kami has banished them to teach them a lesson. The number of years they have been banished equals the number of tails. Every thousand years they are away from heaven they earn a tail. Kyuubi who was one of the strongest angels in Kami's army has been banished for 9 thousand years. While in his demon state he was sealed into Naruto." Jiraiya flips threw the pages in the book before stopping on the one he wants.

"It was said Kami banished Kyuubi because he didn't understand human emotions. Kami sent him away till he could learn what the term self sacrifice meant. Problem is Kyuubi was a powerful angel so when she sent him away. She couldn't seal all his angelic abilities away. One was the ability to give up all his power to another." Jiraiya lets out a sigh as he closes his book. "From what I can make out of it the Kyuubi no Kitsune sacrificed himself by giving his powers to Naruto. Who gave all the abilities the Kyuubi had blessed upon him to Sakura including his strengths. Since the human body can't with stand such enormous power all at once he sealed it into Sakura in the forum of a seal. That is her curse seal the angelic seal of Kyuubi. There are no documents of the seal because Kyuubi never once ever gave the seal to anyone. Though the book I just checked did have recorders of other angelic seals. I'm positive on the fact that the seal Sakura has on her neck must be the Kyuubi seal of heaven." Jiraiya lets out a deep breath from his long speech.

Sakura turns to Jiraiya. "What about Naruto. You said Kyuubi sacrificed himself for Naruto."

Jiraiya shakes his head. "Hm I think Naruto just played the medium. Kyuubi had to release all his powers into Naruto because Naruto was his container. Thus Naruto gave the powers to you. He channeled it all into you. At a progress that wouldn't kill you. You where in the hospital for 2 weeks because of damage to your chakra coils they where on the verge of exploding and being torn apart." Jiraiya lets out a concentrated sigh. "That is just a theory... But it explains a few things including your healing abilities." He says again.

Jiraiya turns to me. "Sasuke, I'm going to remove your paralyze jutsu can I trust your going to go crazy."

I nod my head. "Yeah Jiraiya, I am not my brother and I will prove it my way the way of Sasuke Uchiha." I say thinking on my words. "I will do what Naruto gave up. I will protect this village for him." I say almost lying threw my teeth.

"For that lie I'm not going to release you." Jiraiya says letting out a sigh. "However I'll give you movement of your arms so you can eat." He quickly performs some seals and slaps his hand against my back. He turns to Sakura. "Please grab some things for Mr. Uchiha to eat then follow me I'd like to see Tsunade she knows more on your medical record at the hospital than I do." He says.

----------------------------------------(Sakura P.O.V)

"That's the whole concept by my point Tsunade-chan." Said Jiraiya to Tsunade as she shakes her head low. She turns to me with a sad look in her eyes.

"Sakura... I'm sorry for how I have been treating you regardless of this new information. You are my student. And you are like a daughter to me. Its just you foolishly led Naruto around by his nose and made him chase after Sasuke. Just for you. Yet not once you acknowledged him or thanked him for always being there for you. I'm sure your hurting as well over Naruto's death. You had barely got to see him after his return with Jiraiya." She says in a concerned voice.

I look at the floor quietly starting at it. I haven't heard a peep out of my inner self since the valley of the end. I was beginning to think she had been the one that die in place of me. I shake my head.

"Its okay Tsunade-sama you have the right to hurt just like everyone else." I say in a low voice.

"Sure your actions hurt Tsunade-sama but I can't blame you. You're hurting as well. I just wish I could have told Naruto that I didn't care about Sasuke anymore..."

"Oh my Kami did I hear you actually say that."

"What the hell. You're back go away."

"Cha no. Admit it you have feelings for the number one loser."

"I am not having this argument again. Please I'm hurting enough."

"Hey, Hey I maybe your inner self and annoying but this time I'm here to help"

"Help in what rubbing in the fact that everyone only sees me as his killer and I didn't even get to tell him thanks for always being with me and how empty I feel without him."

"Whoa, whoa came down Sakura. I'm actually wanting to tell you in those last few moments you did tell him you loved him. You just didn't use words."

"What are you rambling about I'm the reason he's dead he killed himself for me."

"Hey, Don't play that card. He would have died regardless of you jumping in the way. We didn't know he would sacrifice his life for you. If you hadn't jumped in the way he would have died thanks to Sasuke. Least this way you got to show him how much he meant to you."

"Bu-but"

"No buts about it Cha. You know you jumped in the way to save him because you couldn't handle loosing him. He learned that too."

"How does that change the fact that he died because of me or how I feel."

"Because at least he got the one thing he wanted in the whole world before he died. He got acknowledge and he got the heart of he woman he loved you can't deny it ether."

"..."

"Sakura are you okay." Ask Tsunade in a concerned tone snapping me out of my battle.

"Hai. I'm sorry I was just zoned out." I say apologizing.

"Its okay Sakura you don't look so well you should go home and sleep." She says

I shake my head. "No... I can't go home... Not after what my mom said."

"What did your mom say." She quickly responds.

"She said...The only thing I seemed to have been go for was killing Naruto and with that done only good thing I would be left to is to marry to improve her status" I say as I feel the tears well up in my eyes. I begin to break down telling her everything that I had heard and did before running into Jiraiya

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"Dam that Sarah. Kami if she wasn't fucking around with Danzo I could have had her executed years ago. I'm sorry you had to over hear her real side." Tsunade says rubbing my back as she holds me tightly.

Her warm embrace reminds me of how Naruto used to hold me when I was sad during our Sasuke retrieval missions or when I was crying. It just makes me feel worse and worse. I finally pull away from the hug wiping away my tears. She lets out a deep sigh.

"Well Sakura dear. Naruto had told me if you ever needed a place to stay to take his. Its not much but its the best I can do for now. Odds are if you go back to your moms then she'll force you to sleep with some of the townsfolk's or shinobi. Don't worry I'll make a false hospital statement saying you can't have children anymore do to injuries you received during a mission." She reaches into a drawer of her desk. "This is his spare key he made for you. Jiraiya will show it to you." She says handing me the key. I wrap my hands around it squeezing it tightly. "Thank you Tsunade-sama."

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I arrive at a small trashed apartment the walls seem to be littered with cracks and holes. Everything has the appearance that it has been ransacked and destroy. I hear Jiraiya voice raise with temper. "Kami Dam it. They've already destroyed his place they are pretty quick to things. Well Sakura this is it."

My eyes gaze around I suddenly realizes why Naruto's apartment was never clean. He didn't clean it because he knew it would be trashed by the villagers.

"Sakura its now your place take care of it well. I'm sure he's probably left a few things hidden in here. I know he had emptied his bank account out while we where outside of Konoha and he bought a lot of stuff seems most of its not here so he probably has it stashed; Just figured I'd give you a heads up on it."

I bow to Jiraiya. "Thank you Jiraiya. I will keep my eyes out for it." Jiraiya nods his head.

----------------------------------------------------- (End of P.O.V)

(Reason: I was sick of writing in first person.)

Sakura looks around the trashed apartment. She shuts the door as Jiraiya vanishes his mind clearly wrapped in thoughts of today.

Sakura slowly begins cleaning up some of the clutter and mess. Starting around the bed and working her way outwards.

-------------------------- Several Hours later-------------------------

She manages to clean up most of the trash and broken objects. She curses herself for never asking Naruto about Kage Bunshin. As she begins scrubbing some of his floors "This is fucking gross they pissed all over the place as well. What are they animals." She curses to herself as she scrubs down his floors.

--------------------------Next Morning---------------

Sakura lets out a deep sigh. She had managed to clean most of the apartment It took her all afternoon and night. Lucky thanks to Jiraiya advice she didn't miss a genjutsu hidden scroll under Naruto bed. Very fortune the scroll was actually the list of how to perform a lot of his moves. She was extremely shocked to find the scroll until her inner self explained it was probably away for him to improve his jutsu without forgetting things and being able to pass them down to others if he chooses too.

Inside the scroll contained a refined version of his Kage Bunshin ones that lasted much longer and performed much better than the normal kage bunshins they could even explode making them dangerous in combat. Though they required much more chakra and Sakura was only to make 4 of the clones. Regardless they helped a great deal in cleaning.

"All that's left is to fix up the walls and maybe a fresh coat of paint." Sakura says with a slight smile. She had finished all of he mess up and cleaned the bathroom. She had sent one of her clones out to buy paint and putty for the walls. She had no clue how to fix walls but thanks to some of her D ranked missions that under went as genin she knew the basics and how to paint.

----------------------Several More hours later-------------------

"I like the new color. Black is perfect keeps the room dark." She tell herself she notices that she has basically painted every inch of ever wall black. The only white that remained was the kitchen appliances which didn't even work. The only working thing was the microwave. In the entire apartment the few things that worked where the windows which where now broken. The bathroom, sink and the fridge. She was surprised to notice most of the bed was perfectly fine for a queen size bed the villager had done nothing wrong to it. Though she knew she'd need to change the sheets later she didn't care. Naruto's scent seemed to still linger on the sheets and she found it strangely nice.

She was about to crash out on the bed when she heard a knock on the door. She thought it was odd for someone to knock on the door for she had not been expecting company. She opens the door to see her old sensei Kakashi standing in his ANBU outfit.

"May I come in Sakura." He says in a low emotionless tone. She just nods her head letting him inside. "I'm sorry I'm not done fixing the place up." She says as Kakashi shakes his head.

"Its okay. This is probably the best shape I've ever seen this apartment. It doesn't even smell bad anymore." Said Kakashi as he removes his mask placing it in his pocket he leans against the wall near the door.

Sakura turns around sitting on the bed. "Kakashi-sensei why have you come here."

Kakashi lets out a small frown. "I just wanted to see my students again. Why are you in Naruto's apartment."

Sakura frowns slightly. "Well... I've decided to move out of my place and Tsunade-sama said Naruto said that if I needed a place to stay for her to give me his apartment and I figured since everyone hates me anyways staying at his apartments won't matter."

Kakashi lets out a sigh. "No one hates you Sakura. We just miss Naruto... He changed all of us for the better and for the worse. You where the one woman he loved and the last person to be with him alive. No one can look at you without thinking of him."

"I never intended for him to give his life for me. You where at the valley you saw my blood everywhere. You know I tried to save him. I don't quiet understand what happened how I'm alive or anything but I do know he gave his life for me to live mine and I'm going to live enough for the both of us." Sakura says back.

"Least it seems I still have one smart student. If there is anything you need Sakura just ask I'll try to help you." Kakashi says as he replaces his mask.

"Actually Kakashi-sensei there is." Sakura says her hands fidgeting with a tread on her dress. "Can you help me become stronger?"

Kakashi nods his head. "I can help you become stronger but why?"

"Because. That's what I want. I need to become stronger so that like Naruto I can protect those I care for." She says in a nervous voice.

"Sure Sakura. I'll train you at night during the day you have to work at the hospital. But when your not working I'll train you to become as strong as I can and as fast as I can." Kakashi says as he opens the door. "I'm off to go see Sasuke."

Sakura nods her head. "See you tonight Kakashi-sensei."

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