White Flag- moments before Bella finds out that Edward is about to commit suicide.

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?

I loved him. I love him still. Everyone knows it. Although I just had a fight with Jake his name was the only one running through my head.

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

If he came back… no I had gotten past that stage… he isn't coming back

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense

I always put his family in danger… now I know why he wanted to leave. His family is more important then me. There was a time though, that I though I was his family…

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And I suppose if we ever met, He still wouldn't love me, I would love him though.

And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on...

He would think that I moved on… but everyone else would know I haven't.

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door

I will always be in love. I looked up to see Alice.

"Bella" she choked.

"Alice what's wrong?" I cried. I put my hands on her face, trying to calm her.

But what I didn't know was I would be the one needing to be calmed.

"Bella," Alice whispered. "Edward won't call again. He believed her."

"He's going to Italy"

And right there I understood.

Edward Anthony Masen Cullen, the very Vampire who didn't love me was about to commit suicide over me.

I'm in love and always will be