"Let me guess a month old!" A dark haired green eyed man wearing blue jeans with a solid black t-shirt said pointing to Alivia who was sitting in her stroller bubbling. Brittany looked up at the stranger from the grass." Exactly Wow, you're good. Have kids?" The guys smile widened as he held up two fingers "Twin girls Justus and Julia." Brittany grinned. "Beautiful names how old are they?" She asked curious.
"Five." He answered taken his wallet out of his back pocket. Opening it up, he leaned over and showed the blonde his daughter's picture." Beautiful they look like you but their eyes must be Mommy's?" Brittany pointed out. Both girls had dark eyes while he had pretty green eyes. He nodded." They sure do. Let me guess this little one looks like daddy?" He asked looking over at the baby. The only thing the blonde had in common with the child was the blue eyes. Brittany shook her head." She looks like my wife." Brittany didn't think she needed to give this stranger anymore explanation but she did remember she had a picture of the three of them when Alivia was two weeks old. Taken the picture out of her wallet she held it up for the man to see" Beautiful family. You defiantly have a wife." Quinn had volunteered to take pictures so all four drove to a nearby park and the pictures to come out from that day were amazing. Quinn really had a talent.
"I am so sorry." The man said holding his hand out hoping he didn't offend the blonde too much." It's ok, you didn't know." He nodded a couple times." I am truly sorry she is beautiful. What is her name?" Brittany didn't know why she was continuing this conversation she rarely shared as much information she had already giving this stranger with anyone. She stood up to face the man." Her names Alivia and I'm Brittany." Brittany offered her hand which the man was pleased to accept." I am Phillip. Nice meeting the both of you beautiful ladies today maybe I'll see you again soon." Brittany agreed then she gave him a quick little goodbye before walking away.
"Hey Hun how was the walk?" Santana asked looking up from her lap top. She was sitting on the couch trying to do some research on a new target. He was very popular it seemed with the police in Kansas. The team would be flying out to Kansas for a few days this Friday. Brittany wasn't too thrilled but understood. She was going to stay with her sister and brother in law for the weekend." It was good. We went by the park, Alivia was very popular there." Brittany said proudly thinking about all the comments she had received while she sat there reading her book. Santana's eyes lit up as she unbuckled her daughter out of the stroller." Of course she is popular; she takes after her mommies" Giving the baby a kiss on the cheek." You are beautiful my princess." Brittany waited to continue her conversation until Santana was done greeting their daughter" Can't forget my queen. You are also beautiful." Santana said leaning over to place a kiss on Brittany's lips but Brittany backed away. Santana shot her a confused glare." I am still talking but if you don't want to hear I guess you can continue whatever you were doing before I came in." Brittany threw her hands up in the air frustrated and walked quickly past a very confused Latina to rush upstairs.
"What was that?" Santana shook her head. Her wife's mood swings were really giving her a headache." Let's go up and see if we can do damage control. Ok maybe just me. She still likes you as far as we can tell." Santana said in a baby like voice making her daughter giggle. Laying Alivia down in the nursery she turned on the baby monitor and took the other part with her placing it on their dresser before walking over to where her wife laid on their bed with her head under a pillow." Brittany, please look over at me?"
She could hear her wife sniffling Brittany was crying the worse thing in the world. She hated when her wife cried it was like a blow to the stomach for her" Baby talk to me." Santana begged. Brittany slide the pillow off her head and she sat up slowly still healing from her C-section." What is going on lately with you? I mean since we got home it's like you are angry with me but won't say anything. Britt, this is eating me up inside I need to know." Brittany began to cry harder. Brittany didn't know what was going on with her she was ok for the most part until Santana was around then she was moody and distant.
Taken a few big breaths Brittany calmed herself down enough to talk" I don't know, I am sorry. I have been trying to figure out why I feel this way towards you but I can't." Santana looked down at her wife's shaken hands." Do you want to go back and talk to missy?" Brittany huffed she should be able to figure out her own stuff herself" So no?" Santana asked trying to get on the same page as her wife." Are you mad because I am working still?" Brittany shrugged." Is it deeper? Is it because I told you no in London or that I wasn't able to be in the delivery room? Britt give me something to work with here I am trying. I have been trying to get off early and be here for you and the baby. I got off early today and came home to an empty house, which is cool I am glad you're getting out and doing things but you didn't answer my texts or calls." Santana was just laying it all out on the table she needed her wife to hear everything.
"Brittany shook her head." I don't know I am just so tired all the time I can't seem to do anything right lately. You're mad at me and that makes me angrier and the thing is I don't even know why I am angry in the first place. I just want to feel normal again but I can't. My hormones are ever which way and to beat it off I am still a fat cow." Santana gave her wife a sympathetic pout." Baby no you're not a fat cow you have went down a lot since you had Alivia. You're beautiful sweetheart and I love your body." Santana said honestly. She couldn't stop staring at her wife's new hips and the fact she wasn't allowed to touch was torture. I think we should have a talk with your doctor this has to be more than just hormones Britt, maybe postpartum depression? We can get you back on your medicine maybe to help." Brittany started crying again." Brittany you're not bad person lots of people take medication." Santana explained hoping she could help her wife in some way." I am just one big screw up." Brittany sadly expressed out loud." Never Britt, you could never be a screw up. You're an amazing wife, mother, and friend. Everything about you honey is amazing.
"Brittany took her wife's hand in the middle of both of hers bringing the hand up to her lips she gave it a few kisses on top." I love you so much S, I'm sorry." Santana took her hand back she cupped her wife's face with her hands." I love you B." bringing their lips together for the first time since before Alivia was born Santana felt connected to her wife again. Lying back on the bed the Latina hovered over her wife careful not put too much pressure on Brittany's stomach. Brittany had her checkup appointment and the doctor has told Brittany she could have sex when she felt ready but her stomach was still painful. Santana was having a hard time she wanted to please her wife. Brittany had made sure all her needs were met when she needed some attention; she badly wanted to repay the blonde back. Kissing Brittany Santana tried to pour as much affection and love as she could into the kiss. Brittany hummed pleasantly." Baby lay down." Brittany whispered as she latched onto her wife's lips again. Santana lay down and watched as her blonde goddess took off her shirt and bra while straddling her. Santana's eyes glistened taken in the scene right in front of her" Your gorgeous babe." Santana said touching both sides of her wife's hips. Brittany bit her bottom lip as she looked down upon her wife." I have an ugly scar." she said sadly looking at it now. Santana shook her head." That scar is beautiful it's where our beautiful miracle came out of." Santana slightly brushed over the area with her fingertip admiring it. Brittany felt gorgeous in that moment as Santana's eyes explored over her body and a tear escaped. Santana caught it and wiped it away before it could fall off her cheek." Baby what is it?" Santana asked concerned." How do you do that?" Brittany wiped under her eye now with her hand." Do what?" Santana asked confused." Make me feel beautiful." Santana rubbed the inside of the blonde's thigh over her jeans." You are beautiful baby and you should never doubt it. I knew when I first saw you I was going to have to make you my baby's mama." Brittany giggled along with Santana at the Latina's ghetto voice." You did?" Brittany felt ten times better now." I sure did. You want to know a secret?" Brittany nodded. "Just between you and me every day I wake up to you in the morning beside me I thank god he sent me one of his angels." Brittany awed never hearing that before from her wife. Brittany leaned over and placed a couple hard kisses on the Latina's mouth." I am also a lucky lady. I have the world's cheesiest, hottest Latina out there with a rocking body that can change a diaper like a pro." Brittany winked as Santana gripped her wife's hips she started rocking into Brittany even with pants separating them Brittany felt amazing on top of her.
"Here let me help you get undressed." Brittany said working on taken her wife's top off." Anything you want my queen."
Brittany was the first to wake up to the whimpering. Looking to her left there laid her naked wife fast asleep spread out. She would really have taken the opportunity to appreciate this scene if her baby didn't need her. Glancing over at the clock it was almost two in the morning. After she showed Santana how much she appreciated everything and was sorry for how she'd been acting both went to sleep a little after midnight" Mommy's coming baby girl." Brittany sung as she walked into the nursery. Alivia calmed down right away hearing her mommy sing the 'I am coming to feed baby A' song Brittany came up with one night and Alivia calmed down instantly." I have lots of good milk for you." Brittany said in a sleepy baby voice. The baby latched on instantly to the bottle as Brittany sat in the rocking chair by the window as she stared down at her daughter. Brittany loved the gulp sound the baby made as she sucked the milk out of her bottle it always made her feel content" My beautiful princess." Brittany played with the little baby's black hairs by the baby's neck like she did with her wife's. The baby drunk all her bottle, she then changed the baby and laid her back down in her crib, asleep.
Brittany smiled before walking back into her bedroom where her wife was still spread out tangled with the blankets. Brittany laid down beside her taken Santana's arm she pulled it around her Santana instantly pulled Brittany closer until her head was into the crock of Brittany's neck" Good night my queen." Santana sleepy said. Brittany smiled loving being called Santana's queen.