I don't own Life with Derek sadly I just like to have fun with the characters.
Summery: Derek and Casey both hate everything bout each other but they can't stop loving the other, what happens when during their nightly ritual something changes?
XOXOXOXO
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
(Casey's POV)
"Casey it's dinner!" I hear Lizzie scream from down stairs. Great, now I'm forced to eat dinner right across the person that makes me sick! The vain of my life! Well at least during the day. At night he's not too bad. I smile to myself at the thought.
I shake my head vigorously to myself. Why am I in such a big denial about how I feel? Why do I say I hate him more then I love him? I get up from my bed and look at myself in the mirror, I want to have a little fun with him when we're eating dinner. I was wearing my skinny jeans and a green tee-shirt that's tighter then all my other shirts. My hair was down and I had dark eye liner and mascara on that made my eyes look so intense. I looked hot!
I smirked to myself.
Time to put on a show that I hate Derek and I just want to watch him squirm.
Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet
(Derek's POV)
I heard her walk down stairs. I wanted to look to see her but I knew I couldn't. I hate her, or so everyone thinks. Truth is I do hate her, but despite my hate I can't stop loving her. I had to lie my ass off and I fucking hate it! The one time I don't want to lie, but tonight I wont have to lie that much, I can tell her the truth as soon as she falls asleep like I do every night.
"Casey why are you dressed like that?" Lizzie asked and I see her eyes look like they are going to pop out. I shot her a confused look and she gestured to her.
"Casey, um...um what's with...the look?" Nora asks and that's what got my attention. I turned around and my mouth hung open.
Damn! She looked so fucking hot! She was wearing cloths that looked like a second skin, and her eyes, her eyes looked so deep and intense. I quickly recovered myself and smirked.
"So what did you do, Case? Lose a bet?" and her smile faded as she glared at me.
"Shut up Derek, me and Emily are going to a party and I felt like dressing a little different, so sue me." She spat at me and I tried like hell to control my anger. She's going to a party,dressed like that, where there will be horny, drunk guys trying to get in her pants, I don't think so.
"Oh if you're talking about John Drake's party, I wouldn't get too excited." I smirked when she looked at me questionably.
"Why not?" she asked angrily
" Because even I can't go to that party. John is the biggest druggie at our school and everyone knows it. Dad and Nora told me there was no way I can go to it, guess they forgot to tell you because you never have any fun." Hell yeah victory is mine.
"Casey, Derek's right you're not going to that party. John is not a very good person so I think you and Emily should stay in tonight." Nora says and I try my best to hold in my laughter.
"Fine! I'll just stay hone like I do every other night!" Casey says angrily and just eats in silence.
Only when I stop to think about it
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
(Casey's)
I FUCKING HATE DEREK VENTUI!!!!!!! Why does he have to ruin everything for me! I just wanted to go to the party and actually have so fun, for once! It's not like I'd be stupid and actually drink or eat anything there! I'm not stupid, I could even have a water and it could have something in it.
Worse part is I didn't even get to make him jealous. I want to make him feel just as jealous as I am when he's flirting with all the fucking slutty girls at our school. I want to make him feel like his heart is going to rip out like my hearts feels when he kisses another girl.
I eat my dinner slowly not looking at anyone. They ruin everything. Especially Derek! I hate him. Suddenly I feel a foot playing with mine. My head stays down but I look up to see Derek smirk at me. He moves his foot up higher and I close my eyes and sigh as his foot reaches that special spot. I almost moaned. I try to control myself but my breathing became more hollow as I felt him push me harder.
"CASEY ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" I quickly pushed myself back up as Derek moved his foot. I coughed. Marti was looking at me giggling that she screamed so loud. Thanks kiddo.
"Yeah Marti I'm just a little tired." I lie to her as I glare at Derek who was smiling at me.
"You sure Casey you were breathing pretty funkey." Lizzie says making sure I'm okay. I forced a smile to her.
"Yeah kid, I'm okay."
I smirk at him, yeah I'm okay now.
Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet
Only when I stop to think about it
(Derek's)
After dinner I felt pretty good about myself. Casey glares at me for a second before smirking and shaking her head at me. I winked at her and she just went upstairs. God I love to do that. I wish I could just tell her that I love her, but I guess the only way I can do that is when she's asleep.
I was about to just go upstairs when I felt someone tugging on my shirt. I looked to see Marti pouting at me.
"Hey Smarti what's wrong?" I ask her. She's probably the only person in the family I feel most connected with. I love her, it's hard not to, she's just a great little sister.
I'd do anything for her, even cross dress.
"Well...I have no one to play with because everyone is busy." She says giving me the puppy dog pout. I laugh. That's my Marti, she just wants to have fun.
"Well we can't have that! Come on Smarti lets go have a tea party." I say and her eyes sparkle
"Thank you Smerek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you!" She says hugging me and I kiss the top of her head.
" Love you too Smarti, lets go!" I say excitedly as I put her on my back and we run upstairs and I see Casey smiling at me as she sees us pass by.
Yeah I felt great about myself now.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
(Casey's)
I hate him! Why does he have that big of effect on me? But God that felt good. I shake my head and smile to myself thinking of the wink he sent me. It always make me weak in the knees when he winks at me or puts his arms around me in public. Makes me think he doesn't just like me as a fuck buddy.
I pick up my phone and dial Emily. I might as well tell her I can't go to the party, not that I was upset. I didn't even want to go, but I thought it'd make Derek jealous, especially if he was there watching me flirt and dance with other guys. Our bodies grinding together as we move in a fast passe. God that would show him.
"Hello?" I hear Emily's high pitched voice. It was so strange that I could be friends with someone so different then me. She didn't care about anything except being popular and wanting Derek. All I have to hear everyday is Derek, Derek, Derek. God you'd think she would give up since he's never been remotely interested in her. Unless he just flirts with her when I'm not around, or worse slept with her when I'm not around. God that'd crush my heart.
"Hey Em." I said coughing
"Hey Case you almost ready?" She askes
"Yeah, sorry but mom and George said I couldn't go." I say trying to sound disappointed but failing.
"Oh...well it's okay I guess I'll just go with Molly." Emily sounded upset but she'll get over it.
"Sorry Em. I'll call you tomorrow to ask how it went." I say before hanging up not letting her say anything else.
I plop down on my bed and look at the clock. It was only 8:30. I have about two and a half hours before I can go.
Before I can do the one thing that I look forward to every single day.
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me
(Derek's)
It was almost 9 when I got back into my room. I would never tell this to another living soul but I felt more like myself with my Smarti then anyone else in school, maybe even Sam. I mean Sam is my best friend and everything but he doesn't understand me. I understand him. I know every bad thing he's ever been through. Like when he was young his bad would hit and make him feel like a bad son, then when Sam was about six his dad got caught because someone gave the police an anonymous tip that there was a father hitting his child. Sam never knew that I was the one that gave the police the tip. I didn't want him to go through that, Sam's too good of a friend to go through such pain. Plus I don't think he'd even believe me, I was only six at the time.
I sit on my computer chair and just look at the screen. No one was online. God I'm bored. After playing with Marti for about an hour I have nothing better to do now but sit and wait till about 10 or 11.
That's when Casey would sneak into my room. God that was the best part of everyday. Being with her was like heaven.
I look at the clock again. Damn I'm such a sap.
I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me
(Casey's)
At exactly eleven o'clock I sneaked out of my room and went into Derek's room taking a deep breath. My heart is beating a mile a minute. His room was dark, like always and I feel a rush of contentment. This was the only time I felt like myself. I didn't have to hide around him and he didn't have to hide from me.
I close his door and get on top of him and start kissing his neck. He pulls me closer as I start to rock my hips on him. I feel him get harder which makes me rock in a faster passe.
"Casey." I hear him moan and he crashes his lips on mine. The kiss was deep and passionate but it held different meaning to both of us.For me it was a kiss of love for him it was a kiss of lust.
I feel his hand go up my shirt and he rips it off me. I yelp in surprise breaking the kiss. He's never ripped my cloths before and I liked that shirt. I see him smirk at me as he stares at my braless chest. I smirk back and he starts kissing in between my breast. God this keeps getting better and better.
"Derek." I moan and that makes him suck my breast harder. He moves up to my neck and sucks on it branding me. Not that he wanted me to be his, because in my heart he already was.
I unzip his jeans and pull down his boxers looking at his hard dick. It was huge and hard, just the way I like it. I squeeze it tight before I start to take off his shirt and kiss his chest. Then I move my way down and suck on his dick like a lolly pop having him cum in my mouth.
"God Case you're killing me." He groans as he takes of my jeans and my soaked panties. I smirk.
"Then take me, take me now." I breath heavily as our bodies rock together.
He doesn't waste too much time after that. He thrusts into me first soft and slowly before going harder and deeper making me want to scream. Whenever we get really aroused we kiss each other hard so no one would hear our screams.
With one final thrust he collapsed on top of me.
"I think we are getting pretty good at this." I says breathing heavily and I feel him smile on my neck.
"Yeah." He says looking at me. His eyes looked so soft I almost thought I was imagining it. So I smiled at him before wrapping my arms around me and closing my eyes.
After about fifteen minutes I still couldn't go to sleep, which was odd because usually I always just knock out.
All of a sudden I feel Derek move and kiss on my on my head before I hear him whisper." I love you." His voice was so tender. I felt tears form in my eyes. Was I dreaming? Only one way to find out. I opened my eyes and I sat up making him look at me in surprise and fear.
"Why?" I have to asks
"I don't know, everything in my mind is telling me to hate you, which I do I hate everything about you.." He starts to say
"But I can't stop loving you." We both say at the same time. I smile. He does love me. I wrap my arms around him in a hug.
"I love you too." I say tearfully as I hug him tighter
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
(My POV)
After that night Derek Venturi and Casey McDonald were happier then they've ever been. They confessed their love and no one could bring them down, because they had each other.
The told everyone in school and most of them didn't mind, in fact most of them saw it coming. Emily however got so mad so refuses to talk to either of them. It upset them because Emily was their friend but after a while of trying to talk to her they stopped trying. Sam didn't mind, he liked Casey but part of him knew how Derek felt about her, so he was really supportive.
When they were eighteen they told their parents and although they were furious to say the least they didn't care. They didn't need their parents blessing. It was insignificant.
It's funny how you can be so happy and feel so complete with the one person you hate everything about. Guess that's why some couples fight; you hate them but you can't stop loving them.
THE END
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