F
Fuck
He doesn't let me use the word unless it's while I'm underneath him with his cock in my ass.
"Fuck!" I dropped a bag of groceries right on my foot when I was coming in the door. I hurt my foot, I swear, it's just reflexive.
"You kiss your mother with that mouth?" He asked coming in after me.
"Yeah, so? Sucking you off is worse than swearing and I still kiss my mother."
"You're sick."
"So you'd rather I never suck you off again?"
"… that's not what I'm saying." He paused. "Ok, say it."
"Fuck." I smiled, dropping to my knees in front of him.
Forgiveness
He wouldn't talk to me. He wouldn't even look at me. All I'd done was talk to her! I would never do anything more then that. I would never purposely hurt him. I love him! I can't live like this! I can't live with him hating me. I found him in the library. (Strange place to find Sirius…) "Please just let me explain" I tried, but he wouldn't look at me. "I promise you nothing happened"
"I can't trust you anymore." He told me "I can't just forgive you"
"Please" I begged "Please. I promise I will never do it again. I promise"