Things Happen, Things Change Chapter 10: Into the Ocean, a naruto fanfic

Hi guys, I am SO sorry it took me so long to update, but I hit a few bumps in life, and had a couple misshapes in my life. And I am depressed as hell right now. The girl I like, yea I just found out that she loves. Not likes… but loves a guy I really hate. So now I'm really depressed. Grrr.

NOTE: Hey guys, I am going to use jutsu's in English until somebody can email me the website address ors something. My email is: .Okay guys, its time to vote. 1St on eater killing Sauske or not.

A: kill

B: don't kill

C: other

Now on the bloodlines.

Naruto:

A: An eye bloodline that allows him to break down and analyze enemies, like Sauske. He can break down the Sharingan and form a way to defeat it, and also how to counter tie-jutsu, ninjutsu ect.

(B has two options, so when voting you votes B yes with fox or B no fox.)

B: A bloodline he gets from the fox, where he can use his Chakra to mold it into objects like kunai.

C: Other idea's submitted.

I will let you know when I will stop voting. And I will scrape C if I don't get any votes soon.

Disclaimer: I AM ABOUT TO OWN NARUTO!! Now to get my cookie dough me… OKAY WHO ATE THEM!!!!???? (Sigh) never mind…oh wait, I don't own the blue October song Into the Ocean.

You all know the key, so I am going to stop doing it.

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----( Hokage tower)----

Naruto stood there, relaxed and calm, in front of Tsunade. He knew he should be listening, but he just couldn't concentrate. His thoughts where on the events that had happened last week. It had hurt him a lot, to say that to her, but he wasn't going to be hurt like that again. He didn't want to know the pain. The pains of hate, betrayal, despair. He was brought out of his thoughts by a cough.

"Naruto, you weren't listening, were you?" Tsunade asked, and sweetdroped when Naruto looked down. She knew what had happened, but also knew that she shouldn't interfere. Sighing she tried again.

"Naruto, seeing as how you are a Gienin, the council has ordered me to test you. But they have not given me a description of the test. So I want you two be ready for anything, ok? Good, the test is in one week. You have till then to prepare." Tsunade said, to which Naruto nodded, then turned and left. Tsunade sighed, and took out a bottle of sake.

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Naruto Sat there, on the very hill where it all began. Where they got into that first fight, the one that turned his life drastically towards the way he wanted to go, then crushed it down. He didn't know what to do, how to think. Whether to hate, or love. He never had her, and then had her, just to lose her. And it hurt, it hurt worse than all the years of abuse, hate, scorn. That had nothing on this.

I'm just a normal boy
that sank when I fell overboard
my ship would leave the country
But I'd rather swim ashore

Naruto sat there and looked up at the sky, and wondered why his life had to be so damn painful, it felt like he was reaching for something he would never gain. Then just when he thought he had it, it when to the person he thought of as a brother, like it was taunting him to try even though he would never have it.

Without a life that's sadly stuck again
Wish I was much more masculine
Maybe then I could learn to swim
like 'fourteen miles away'

And sometimes, he couldn't bare it, he couldn't bare love. He loved her, but she loved another, and it was killing him. All those years it went on like this, but he kept up his happy face, and acted as if nothing was wrong. He sat there, and watched her cling to him, with nothing but love in her eyes. And it hurt to watch that.

You're floating up and down
I spin, colliding into sound
Like whales beneath me diving down
I'm sinking to the bottom of my
Everything that freaks me out
The lighthouse beam has just run out
I'm cold as cold as cold can be
be

Naruto looked up, at the stars, and thought of what life could have been if the fox wasn't there. If he wasn't like he was. All of this, he just wanted it to go away. He wanted it to be a nightmare, a dream. But he knew it wasn't. And no amount of hope and wishing was going to change that.

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down

"Damn it! Damn it! DAMN IT!" Naruto yelled into the night, trying to get rid of some of the pain, some of the hurt. What he didn't expect was a response.

"I'm sorry kit. I'm so sorry that had to happen to you." The voice said. Naruto had never heard it outside his mind before, and he knew who it was.

"Kyuubi, why can I hear you?" Naruto asked into the night, know almost as confused as he was sad.

"When you where hurt that night, three months ago, the seal weekend, and I got to see the world through your eyes. And I tell you, I'm so sorry, I know what it feels like to be hated and to los…" Kyuubi was saying to Naruto, but Naruto had heard enough.

"BULL SHIT!" Naruto said into the sky, his call echoing into the air, his pain and hurt clearly heard in it.

Where is the coastguard
I keep looking each direction
For a spotlight, give me something
I need something for protection
Maybe flotsam junk will do just fine
The jets, I'm sunk, I'm left behind
I'm treading for my life believe me
(How can I keep up this breathing)

"That's bull shit. You don't know the pain of loss, of having to go through all those years, hated, of finally finding something worth living for, only to have that thing, crush your heart in so many ways. And don't talk to me about loss; you know nothing of what it is to lose something…" Naruto said, now looking at the earth tears silently falling from his eyes. There was no response.

Not knowing how to think
I scream aloud, begin to sink
My legs and arms are broken down
With envy for the solid ground
I'm reaching for the life within me
How can one man stop his ending
I thought of just your face
Relaxed, and floated into space

"Your wrong kit. I know the pain of lose, the pain of being so wounded, that you had to watch your whole family get murder, while you stand by unable to do anything." Kyuubi finally responded. Naruto looked up, he could hear the hurt in Kyuubi's voice, and it matched his.

"What do you mean?" Naruto asked.

"Kit, the reason I attacked Konoha, was because of him, Kaishi, or as you know him, Oujou sono Ijin. He Might have just appeared on your radar, but he has been moving his pieces and getting ready for far more years than just these last 3." Kyuubi said, "You see Kit. He was the one who cased me to attack Konoha."

Now waking to the sun
I calculate what I had done
Like jumping from the bow (yeah)
Just to prove I knew how (yeah)
It's midnight's late reminder of
The loss of her, the one I love
My will to quickly end it all
So thought no end my need to fall

"He attacked my den, right after I was wounded in a fight with the eight tails and seven tails. I was so exhausted; I could do nothing but watch. Then he put a weird seal on me, and attacked Konoha. You see, he knew I would be sealed. He has been planning this, for over 50 years, maybe even 100." Kyuubi said.

Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
Into the ocean, end it all
into the ocean...end it all

Zayra
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

"I know exactly what you went through, at lest the loss part. I am truly sorry kit." Kyuubi said. Naruto looked up at the stars, dried tears on his eyes. He smiled.

"Its okay Kyuubi, I am sorry." Naruto said, he knew he had been wrong. But the feeling that there was somebody else who shared his pain, it gave him comfort.

I want to swim away but don't know how
Sometimes it feels just like I'm falling in the ocean
Let the waves up take me down
Let the hurricane set in motion (yeah)
Let the rain of what I feel right now...come down
Let the rain come down
Let the rain come down

"Kit, by the way. You and Silent don't have the most powerful swords. Your swords have sister swords, ones that are just as strong. The Forbidden Demon Blades of Angles and Demons: Datenshi and Ekibyougami. You at your current strength are barley able to hold your own against Kaishi, but in a sword fight, with out jutsu, you can best him barley. You are the best swordsmen in the world. But otherwise, he can beat you. So, I will train you." Kyuubi said, to which Naruto jumped up, and punched the air. Kyuubi laughed at this.

Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(In to space)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
(I thought of just your face)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)
Into the ocean (goodbye) end it all (goodbye)

"When do we start?" Naruto asked. Kyuubi mentally shrugged.

"How bought after the test next week." Kyuubi said. Naruto jumped up, and punched the air. After a short talk with the Kyuubi, he got up, and walked away. It was going to be a long week.

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So how do you like the new chapter? I like it. Also, I am going to start on the next chapter now, so it will be up soon. See yaw. Also DON'T FORGET TO VOTE!!!

Thanks.