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then my Riku's Stalker one. I just wanted to thank all of those who are reading my fanfic! It makes me
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Marluxia: ..-sniffles- my beautiful hair..
Chapter 5
Truth..
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Roxas was in his room sitting on his bed, crying. He couldn't believe that Axel had been in love with Demyx, and not him. "What did I ever do to deserve this.." He whined, looking at the picture of him and Axel eating ice-cream together. His eyes were red from crying, he had never felt so close to any one before. "I mean.. I loved him first.." He said to himself, sniffling more. 'knock-knock-knock!' Roxas looked over to the door and frowned. "GO AWAY!" He shouted falling over on his side, facing away from the door.
"C'mon Roxxxie.. Please, allow us to explain..." Came Axel's voice, he seemed worried about him. "Roxas, we didn't do in intentionally!" Demyx stated. It was true, Axel never really thought he'd fall in love with a man. One especially like Demyx. Though he never thought he'd have another one of his friends love him, and feel rejected. Roxas glared at the door. "What do I care!" He wasn't being himself. He was more depressed and growing on the thought of having no heart, means not showing or having any emotions..
Axel was becoming more annoyed by the minute. "Arrrugh.." He groaned, and busted down the door to Roxas' room. Roxas jumped back, nearly falling off his bed. "No! Get Out!" Both didn't listen, they strolled right in, and cornered him. Demyx smiled sincerely. "Roxas, please, let us explain. Then maybe you won't hurt as much.." Demyx glared daggers of total hate at him. He was the one who took his Axel away. Axel beamed down at him. "Roxas, your acting foolish, now look at me and listen.." He kneeled down to stare at him in the eye. Roxas wouldn't cooperate and looked away.
Axel growled, and took Roxas' chin and forced Roxas to look at him in the eye.
"Look,
I never ever! Once thought that I could love someone, especially a
guy. At the time you told me you loved me. I wasn't interested in
men. If I seemed like I was; I was only kidding around." Roxas
sniffled and glared at him. "Is that why you kept avoiding me.."
Demyx cringed a little, remembering the night when Axel came into
his room trying to hide from the poor kid. Axel sighed, nodding his
head. "Yes, I felt akward around you after that. I still
considered you a friend, but..." He cursed. "I wasn't proud
to avoid you Roxas."
Demyx sighed, "It's partially my fault. If I hadn't of came onto Axel one night th--" "..You never came onto me. I came on to you.." Axel's brow raised at Demyx. Demyx slapped his forehead. "Right! That was a dream! Sorry..." He felt stupid.
"I stayed with Demyx one time to avoid you. We shared the same bed, but didn't mean to do anything. When I saw him.. sleeping, I felt something.. I don't know what, but when I kissed him, I knew he was the one." Axel hated telling Roxas this, because he was hurting the boy more. "..Roxas, I'm sorry for not telling you sooner, I just.. I didn't want you to get hurt." Roxas blinked, and looked away. Axel let go of Roxas' chin and stood back up. "Oh, and theres one more person who's here, and he wants to apologize for what happened.."
Axel
moved to the side to let Zexion come in. Roxas' eyes widened in fear,
and he began to cry again. "NO! GEt Him AWAY!" Zexion felt
a sting of pain, or at least he thought he did. "Roxas.. No. 13,
I'm sorry for doing..what I did to you. I was drunk, but that was no
exscuse.. For you see.. ever since you've came here, I've felt
something around you.."
Roxas shook his head. "No! No
you haven't!" "You may find it hard to believe, and may not
forgive me but--" "STOPPIT!" "I love you.."
Roxas looked up at him, shocked to have heard that coming from one of
the most silent nobodies ever. "...you do not love me.."
Roxas pointed to him, stnading up. "NO ONE CAN EVER LOVE ME!"
He ran past them knocking Demyx on the ground, tears were streaming
down his face. He didn't want to face anyone ever again.
Demyx looked at Axel. "Aren't you going to go after him..?" Axel shook his head, and out stretching a hand to help him up. "No, thats what he wants.. Let the person who really can care for him go to him.." Demyx smiled taking his hand and pulling himelf up. Zexion looked ashamed, and slowly walked out, going to go look for Roxas. "Well.. at least it went better then I thought it would." Axel explained, sitting down on the end of the bed. Demyx rubbed his arm where he had been ran into. "..I don't think it went well at all.."
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Zexion opened the backdoor to go outside. He could smell Roxas. Following his scent he found Roxas under an old willow tree sulking. "..Go away.." He mumbled to him. Zexion shook his head no. "..I may have hurt you, and I'm sorry for that. If you hate me. I understand, but I know what your feeling. I was once rejected by Marluxia.."
Roxas looked up, and slightly glanced at him. No Wonder Marluxia hated gay people, one had liked him. "..I don't know what I saw in him.. but when I came out and told him, it was like getting hit with Saix's claymore right in the face." Zexion moved closer to him, and sat down beside him. "Why, do you like me.." Roxas asked staring at the ground miserably. "Because your different from everyone else here. I saw something in you that I loved, and it was wonderful." Roxas turned red. "...I..uhm.." Zexion put his arms around Roxas and pulled him into a tight embrace. "Please.. give me a chance.. No one's ever loved me.." Roxas thought about it, and what had happened. The one he loved had found another, and never really cared for him in the first place. and here was someone he could learn to love.
"...Alright.." He said smiling. Zexion pulled him away looking at him in the eyes. "Your serious...?" He couldn't believe what he was hearing. Oh how he hoped it wasn't a dream. Roxas nodded, blushing more. "Thank you!" He pulled him close and held him there." Roxas could get used to this..
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"Aaaahahahahahaha! AAAhahahaaaaAAAa! OMG! LMFAO! What the HELL happened to YOU!" Larxene was laughing hysterically at Marluxia. He had been spotted trying to make it to his room, but sadly was caught by the number one person he didn't need to. "...Axel.." He simply muttered pulling his hood over his head, and glaring daggers at her. Larxene couldn't quit laughing. "Thats great! I'll have to give him points fer that one!" Marluxia hissed, and ran into his room.
Larxene finally quick laughing when she was about to puke her guts up. "Oh...oh.. that was funny.. I'VE GOT to get a picture of that!"
Xaldin was in the kitchen once again, using his lances to cut up vegetables. He stopped, when Saix made his way into the kitchen. No one ever entered the kitchen when Xaldin was cooking something. It was like an unseen law, but there that everyone followed. Saix walked passed him, and opened the refridgerator. Xaldin glares beams of hate at him.
Saix grabbed a can of beer, and shut the door, but before he could take a sip, a lance flew out of no where and pinned/crushed the can to the wall. Saix looked from the can, to a pissed of Xaldin. "What was that for! You wind bag!" Saix shouted. Xaldin twitched. "Look here, Mr. PMS, This is MY Domain! Anyone who enters it, without my persision will be stuck to the ceiling, like a pickle thrown up at the ceiling in a resturant left to dry there, and not come back down FOR YEARS!"
Saix's brow raied. "Personally I don't think Xemnas would like that.." Xaldin scowled. "Yea, we all know your fucking him, thats why your so Special, trust me. Will Xemnas was you if your Dick is cut off?" His lances sprang into the air. Saix's eyes turned solid yellow, and his hair went wild as he summoned his Claymore.
Lots of
crashes and banging could be heard. Pots and pans flying out of the
kitchen door, hitting any passer that may go by. Curses, and constant
shouting went on for hours. Until finally Larxene had enough. Rolling
up her sleeves, pulling out her kunai's, she martched straight in the
kitchen and -censored- there butts. If anyone asked why Xaldin and
Saix weren't present at dinner, Larxene would begin to laugh.
She
could be scarey at times.
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Axel and Demyx were in Demyx's room. Laying together on the bed, staring at each other, talking. "Do you think Roxas, and Zexion will get along?" Demyx asked him. Axel shrugged. "Who knows, hopefully though." He said stroking Demyx's back. Demyx sighed. "You know Axel, I think this is the longest we;ve gone without straddling each other." He chuckled. "Oh, so thats what you want to do eh?" Axel grinned pinning Demyx down. Demyx smiled at him. "If it's doing you. I'm always up for it."
Axel looked down at Demyx's crotch. "Apparently so.." He grinned kissing him tenderly.
To Be continued..
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Me: I loved this chapter! I think it
was pretty good! nn
Xemnas: Wheres Saix?
Me: ... you'll find
out in the next chapter..
Xemnas: but the bed is getting
cold..
Me: TMI!
