-1Me: whoot! I'mma happy! BUT! There is a little thing I've been meaning to get out..

Attention all Readers/reviewers.

I would like to know if you would want me to make the story longer then 20 chapters.

Add a few more adventures, or a Christmas chapter.. I would love to have all of your input!

If I don't get a lot of people wanting me to continue, the story will end at 20, like I had planned, and I will go on to the next story.

Thanks to all my readers!

-Mekers

Chapter 18

Fake and Feeling mortified..

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Zexion had waited for Sephiroth to fall asleep before going to see Xemnas. Looks like he wouldn't be with Roxas tonight after all. As much as he wanted to be with the blond youth he didn't think after what happened between Sephiroth and him, that it was such a good idea. Zexion felt sick to his stomach for what he had done. Though he had expected it. Axel was free of Sephiroth he hoped, and now he had his own problems to deal with.

Zexion was lying next to Sephiroth, he could hear his faint steady breathing, and let out a sigh. His eyes darted to the alarm clock. It was 11:28 PM. Slowly easing over to the edge of the bed, he quietly swung his feet off the side, and stood up. Sephiroth didn't stir, and he was thankful for that. Bending over, Zexion took a hold of his boots, and hovered over the floor to the door to leave. If he was happy about one thing, it was that all the nobodies could glide in the air. Tuning the door knob, it made a tiny squeak sound. Zexion flinched closing his eyes half expecting Sehpiroth to be in near striking distance, but he didn't hear a sound. He slightly turned to look over his shoulders. He hadn't moved a muscle.

Zexion opened the door, and slid out quietly. Once shutting the door closed, he quickly and quietly glided down the hall. He hoped Xemnas wouldn't be mad at Saix. That was one thing Zexion didn't like to have to deal with. Xemnas. Saix was Xemnas' lover, and Zexion had no attraction what so ever for the man. But, maybe if he were lucky, he could keep them from doing anything. He didn't want to cheat Roxas for the second time, especially in one night. "..what have I gotten myself into.." He muttered, going up some stairs leading to Xemnas' personal office.

When he arrived at the door he gazed at it, for a long time. The door was huge, and rose so high. One would think it would be impossible to open, but the door was made out of a light substance. He had forgotten the name at the time, and decided to push the thoughts away, and knock on the door.

'knock-knock' Came a knocking sound. Xemnas looked up from his papers he was reading, and then glanced to the clock. "Come in.." He said somewhat curious.

Zexion gulped, and slid in through the door. He was surprised he was able to keep Saix's form for so long, he wished it didn't work, but it had too. "Hello, Xemmy-kun." He bowed slightly. "I'm done with my business, and now I am here, to be with you.." He said looking up as dark yellow eyes met amber ones.

"Saix, it's about time, I was getting worried.." He put the papers he was reading in a file, and laid it down on his desk. "I hope you didn't get too lonely without me.." Zexion replied, thinking of what Saix might say in a time like this. Xemnas scoffed, and then waved his hand at him in a jokingly manner. "Oh please, Saix. You know I can go a while without seeing you.." He leaned forward, resting his hand on his desk, and laced his fingers together. Saix smiled. "Well if that's the case.. I'm going to bed." He turned and started towards 'their' bed chambers. Xemnas stood up, slightly annoyed.

"Saix, I command you to wait for me." He said in a not so in charge voice. Saix kept walking on. Xemnas muttered, and followed him, not bothering to mess with his files. Xemnas walked in the room after Saix, and shut the door. "Saix, is something wrong?" ( I can't imagine him talking like he does in the game, xD it's just too weird. )

Zexion shook his head, and then plopped down on the bed. "No, I'm just tired that's all.." Xemnas crossed his arms and furrowed his brow. "Are you quite sure? Usually you come barging in ranting and raving going on about someone or something that didn't happen.." Zexion quickly glanced at him.

"..Well.. I think today.. Uhm, went a little better for me."

Xemnas smiled, "Ah! I'm uh.. Happy for you then." Zexion rolled his eyes, trying not to chuckle. "Xemmy, how can you be happy for me, when we don't feel?" Xemnas slowly walked over and sat on the bed by him.

"We may not be able to feel some things, but I do know if I could feel, I'd be happy for you." He pointed out bluntly. Zexion smiled, and turned on his side to face him. "Thanks, I guess.." Xemnas looked at him funny. "Are you sure your all right?" He poked at him. Saix never seemed to act this way, unless of course it was that he was tired. He never knew Saix to be tired, so that's why he must have been acting this way.

"Yes, Xemmy-kun. I'm fine, and would you quit asking and get down here and snuggle with me?" Zexion tried to sound somewhat like Saix. Xemnas chuckled, and laid by him. "Of course my little elf.." Zexion twitched. Saix wrapped his arms around Xemnas and rested his head on his shoulder. Xemnas closed his eyes, and snapped his fingers so the lights would go out.

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Zexion woke up the next morning, not knowing where he was, until he saw the sleeping figure of Xemnas curled up beside him. He let out a sigh or relief. "..I need to go talk to Roxas.." He whispered to himself. Glancing at Xemnas, he slowly and quietly moved off the bed. Once in the clear, he teleported into Roxas' room. Quickly he changed back to himself. "Ahhh.. Man what a relief."

Roxas was curled up under the sheets, with the pillow over his head. Zexion smiled, thinking Roxas was the cutest thing. Then a sting of guilt shot through him. Or so he thought. All he knew was, it didn't seem right. How was he going to tell Roxas, about what happened? He deserved to know, but.. He just didn't want Roxas to hate him. Coming back to his senses he crawled into bed with Roxas, and removed the pillow from off his head, to find him sound asleep. Zexion leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, and curled up next to him. Maybe he'd tell Roxas when he woke up.

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Demyx awoke with a start. He could have sworn that he heard noises coming from the broom closet. Not just any broom closet. The broom closet in which Zexion and him, had ditched the sleeping Saix. Demyx had his covers pulled up to his chin, staring wide eyed at the closet door, in case Saix would bust down the door at any time. He let out a small whimper. Slowly pulling back his covers he raced to his door and ran out, heading towards Axel's room.

They may have been lovers, but once in awhile they liked to sleep alone. Though tonight, Demyx didn't need that. Demyx made it to Axel's door, and knocked rather loudly in his nervous state. He was bouncing on the balls of his heels, and was looking over his shoulder every so often. Not getting a reply, he knocked again.

"Coming…Coming…" He heard the voice of his red head companion. He heard the door knob turn, and Axel opened the door just enough to see who it was. Meeting the gaze of greenish blue eyes, he opened the door wider, to see Demyx's nervous form. "Demy?" Axel tried to conceal a yawn, but it escaped anyway. Demyx bounced more. "Axel! Can we sleep together in your room!" Axel chuckled. "Miss me that much huh?" His fine brow arched, in amusement. Demyx frowned at him. "Axel, I'm not playing around, I heard noises coming from my broom closet, the one that Saix is in, and I'm really scared that he's gonna bust down the door, and kill mee!!" Demyx said really fast, then took a gulp of air. Axel took him by the shoulders and hushed him. "Shh, it's alright, I'll be with you tonight. As for Saix, he's only probably dreaming. That's what you heard more or less."

Axel moved in, so Demyx could enter his room. "And who's smart idea anyway was to put Saix in your room?" Demyx laughed nervously as he scratched the back of his head. "Uhm, Zexion.."

Axel sighed, walking over to his bed. "Doesn't surprise me.." He pulled back the covers and crawled in his bed. He turned his gaze to Demyx and motioned for him to join him. Demyx smiled and pounced him. Axel purred playfully. "Well.. If that's how your going to be.." Axel pulled Demyx in for a rough kiss. Demyx turned a bright pink that wouldn't been seen in the dark. After kissing one another for a few minutes, Demyx rested his head on Axel's chest, listening to his breathing. He didn't hear a heart beat, which saddened him. Though as long as Axel loved him, that's all that mattered.

Saix slowly opened his eyes. It was completely dark. His neck hurt, and he felt as though someone had stuffed him in a closet. Well he wasn't too far off. Rubbing his head, he slowly made his way to stand up, only to it his head on a shelf, and have books and clothes fall down on top of him. "Shit! What the hell!?" He cursed, rubbing his head and kicking down the door. He stepped out, dusting him self off, looking pretty ticked. "…Demyx's room eh…" He's eye began to twitch. "Well…well.. Looks like I've got some beating to do…"

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To be continued..

Me: Mwahahaha! 3 Saix is baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.. But whats gonna happen with Zexion, and Sephy? OO and all de oders!?

Demyx: …dun let mr. Bad guy keel meh!
Me: ee;;; ehehe..