Together Church and Inspiration, an instant star fanfic

Blue, I'm getting kinda close to you
Like a shadow I can't lose
Hey, you've been hangin' with me every day
Now you're gettin' in my way
I know you understand me
But don't ya think that maybe it's time to move on

"Jude." I looked up from where I was sitting trying to write a song that would possibly top the charts.

"Yeah?" I asked Tommy.

"Come with me." Tommy, of course, a man of few words; didn't speak just to hear himself talk. And how could I turn down Tommy? I was in love with him, and I couldn't deny it to myself anymore.

"Okay." I said reluctantly. He took me to his car and drove all the way over to the church this church that I had seen as a little kid, but never been into.

It was truly remarkable. The church looked so old, but yet in peak condition. The ceiling had to be 15 feet high, and there were rows after rows of benches just sitting there, beckoning anyone who was there to sit and pray.

"Wow." I breathed.

"Yeah, I used come here and think." Tommy said from behind me. I turned to look at him, and he was looking at me intently. "I thought it could do you some good to get away from G-Major for awhile."

"It's amazing." I whispered all the while looking deep into his eyes, and looking at his very strong, manly looking lips. I had kissed those lips before, although it had been along time ago; when I was sixteen. And for a crazy instant the pain of Jamie's death faded, and the stress of trying to finish this damn song that I couldn't seem to get right, and Sadie always checking in on me every five minutes when I was home AND at work, it all faded away. Nothing existed except me and this boy that I had loved ever since I started working with him at G-Major.

"Tommy," I whispered when he started leaning in.

"Huh?" He whispered it almost soundlessly, but I caught it none the less.

"I-" But it really didn't matter what I was about to say because suddenly Tommy's lips were on mine, and that was all I could think about.

At first it started out tentative, but it got hot and heavy in no time. His tongue swept into my mouth, and he started devouring me. His hands were everywhere on me. On my neck, my hips, my back. Stroking, caressing, and all the while in my head I was thinking YES! Finally! Finally I have Tommy!

I don't know how much time went by but suddenly I heard somebody clear their throat. We broke apart, both gasping for breath, both looking into each others eyes and trying to read each other's thoughts.

"This is a church, for heavens sake!" said the voice in exasperation. Tommy and I both looked toward the voice and found a preacher glaring at us.

I recovered before Tommy did.

"I'm sorry." Then, finally, Tommy taking my hand we left the church. When we got back to G-Major I knew exactly how to finish the song I was writing when Tommy had interrupted me. It was perfect.

What's up lonely
Seems you're my only
Friend who wants to share my pain
Tell me heartache
What's it gonna take
For you to leave me alone today
Just when I think that you're gone
You're in the mirror lookin' back at me
So what's up lonely

Sometimes, I wish you weren't by my side
Can't you find another shoulder, cause I
I wanna leave this broken heart behind
We been wastin' too much time
Find someone else to rain on
I'm really getting' tired of singin' this sad song

Don't wanna give you a reason
To hang around anymore
You won't be hurting my feelings
If you find another broken heart you can lean on