For the next few days I studiously avoided Tommy, and kept a smile plastered on my face. I know I wanted myself to believe that I was an Independent Women, and that even though Tommy had crushed my heart, I could still survive; but the truth is, its way easier said then done.
Every time I was around Tommy it seemed that my heart broke a little more, but at the same time the sun came out of the cloudy skies surrounding me. And even though I was doing a damn good job of acting happy around him, I was miserable. Although through my pain I managed to write a great song.
"Jude. Sing." I looked up at Tommy who, I hadn't realized had been telling me to sing for the last five minutes.
"Okay." I said with a smile that made my cheeks hurt like hell.
Hear
me
Hear me
You gotta be out there
You gotta be
somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are
these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my
dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?
Hear
me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside
down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting
loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear
me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
I
used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so
lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to
hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you
listening?
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn
my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's
getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to
please
Hear me
I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I
try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm
lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've
got
Can you hear me?
Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm
ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost
inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm
screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear
me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
I opened my eyes, but didn't allow myself to look at Tommy. I got up and left the studio.