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"Tommy?" I asked looking at him closely. I was standing right in front of him, but he was looking right through me. I turned around to see what he was looking at. We were at somebody's funeral.

I looked inside the casket, and saw my body in there. Then everything went black.

I saw myself on the side walk bleeding, and screaming for Tommy. I saw the tears that were falling down my cheeks. I saw my eyes full of terror, terror that I was never going to be able to live again. Never be able to be with Tommy, and never be able to get married and have babies.

I didn't want to die.

Then everything changed I saw myself in the hospital bed, Tommy sitting beside it holding my hand and wiping tears from his face. I ran over to him, to tell him that I wasn't dead, that I was right in front of him! But I ran right through him and ran straight through the hospital wall and into the waiting room.

Sadie was there with Kwest, crying in his arms. My dad was there and so was…Jamie?

"Jamie?" I asked, my voice quivering.

He looked up at me with tears in his eyes too.

"Jude." I ran to him, hoping that I could feel his arms around me once more. And I could. He wrapped his arms around me and whispered, "I love you Jude. Find your way out." But I didn't pay any attention to his words, I just kept hugging him.

"Don't go." I cried into his neck. "Don't leave. I don't know what's happening." But suddenly everyone's image got blurry and I was alone is a dark corridor with numerous closed doors. "JAMIE!" I screamed. Where was I?

Suddenly a brilliant white light shot through the darkness. A white light that beckoned me to come into embrace, and I started walking. But right when I was going to walk right into it I remembered Tommy, and Sadie, and all the things I wanted to do in life. I couldn't. I couldn't go.

But the light was dragging me forward until I was almost engulfed in it, but I fought, I struggled, and I ran right out of the light and ran through one of the doors. And my eyes snapped open.

"She's got a heart beat. She's breathing." A doctor said above me. Then someone put an air mask over my mouth.