-Back by popular demand! I'm using ideas from two reviewers, xox.M.i.d.n.i.g.h.t.xox and what.you.see.isnt.what.you.get . The song is called 'Never Again' by Kelly Clarkson. Disclaimer: I don't own anything! Oh and those who liked the Bella x Jacob thing last chapter, if you wanted that to continue… sorry.
I hope the ring you gave to her
turns her finger green
The day of the wedding was well known to Bella, but she couldn't care less about him and his upcoming day. She felt it was sick and wrong that he even thought of inviting her.
I hope when you're in bed with her
you think of me
In another part of the country, Edward laid on his stomach trying to force the memories out of his thoughts. He turned to his fiancée laying next to him and desperately tried to cling onto what she was thinking.
I would never wish bad things
but I don't wish you well
The scattered thoughts that his sleeping bride-to-be were thinking weren't enough to keep Bella's face out of his mind. He got up out of the bed and put on a shirt to cover his pale, well muscled chest as he went out of the apartment. Edward started running back towards Forks.
Could you tell
by the flames that burned your words
I never read your letter
'cause I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
tryin' make it all okay
Bella held the invitation between her hands one final time before tossing it, and the note Edward had sent along with it, into the raging fire. The edges browned and curled before the entire piece of paper turned to ash. Even though the note had been destroyed the words still ran dangerously through her mind. 'Dearest Bella, it seems like so long since we've last seen each other that horrible night. I hope you can forgive me enough to come to my wedding. On a separate note, Emmett wants to know if you'd be up to coming to our next baseball game. I know I'll see you at the wedding; safe travels.' Bella stood and watched the flames for a minute until Mike Newton came to her side and wrapped an arm around her shoulders. Jacob had imprinted on another long ago and unlike Edward's day, Bella had attended the wedding.
Does it hurt
to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
And don't say
you simply lost your way
She may believe you
but I never will
never again
The blonde from the bar was content in her bed, thinking her love was still there. She had been more than happy to take him back after one look into his eyes. Her love on the other hand was in a world of misery, everywhere things looked too much like Bella. Everything seemed to have a scent close to her blood. Every blank mind made him think she was near, when she obviously was not. As Edward ran he thought through millions of things to say to her when he arrived.
If she really knows the truth
she deserves you
A trophy wife Oh, how cute
Ignorance is bliss
The blonde awoke about an hour after Edward's departure but thought nothing of it; he was always running off on little escapades for the wedding. After another minute, she thought angrily that he might have gone camping with his family, not knowing the true meaning of the term.
But when your day comes
and he's through with you
and he'll be through with you
She settled back down, and waited for another thirty minutes before standing. A note sat on the kitchen table, with Edward's script scrawled down onto it. 'I'm sorry, so very sorry. She won't stop plaguing my mind. I must go and be by her, no matter what the cost. Please, just forget about me. –Edward.' Sitting about a foot away on the table was the ring for the wedding, but she didn't, no, couldn't see it. To her, the only thing that existed was the note. She read through it a few more times before reality came back.
You'll die together, but alone
She thought for a second, 'I wish she would just die,' but then when she had calmed slightly, her thoughts switched to a new target. 'If she was gone, it wouldn't matter. He'd still love her; it's his fault. Go die Edward Cullen!' She broke down into sobs and sat down at the table with her head in her hands.
You wrote me in a letter
you couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
repent yourself away
Bella moved the ash from the fireplace into a dustpan and disposed of it out the back window of her home in Forks.
Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
And don't say
you simply lost your way
They may believe you
but I never will
never again
Edward crossed the border into Washington and slowed as he came up o the Swan house. He came up the steps and wrinkled his nose as he caught a whiff of Newton's scent. He knocked on the door and waited patiently for what seemed like days to him.
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
The door opened slowly and stopped half-way as its opener saw who was on the other side. "Edward," Bella hissed out at him.
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!
"Bella," He sighed out. A pain he had felt since he left ceased as he took her in. Before she could protest, she was in an iron-grip hug, struggling against his embrace.
"Mike!" Bella managed to shout before Edward silenced her with his lips. (A/N Those who think he's pulling a Jacob, just think, he's been away from her for a really long time and he's missed her. Also, he thinks her feelings still exist and haven't changed so yeah.) After all that time, he still intoxicated her. From behind, she could vaguely hear Mike begin to yell at the two.
Does it hurt
to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
And don't say
you simply lost your way
They may believe you
but I never will
Edward pulled back and looked into Bella's eyes that were out of focus due to the kiss, when she returned to her senses…
I never will
I never will
never again
She raised her hand and slapped him. It made her feel somewhat better for doing it but it pissed her off even more knowing it hadn't really hurt the beautiful stone face.
"Go away," Bella growled out before going back inside and slamming the door, leaving a shocked rock standing out on the front porch.
-Ok, well there you go, the wheels have begun to turn yet again, a new story unraveling, and another author really wishing she had more free time or that she had never started the story in the first place. Ja ne! (See you!)
