Ok the reason I haven't been updating recently is because I want inuyasha to find out something about kagome but I m not quite sure as to how I go about it. I have two choices as to what will happen and I don't know which one I should choose.

Anyway I decided it wasn't time for that to happen yet anyway though I think I know what I want to do now any way.

Inuyasha does not belong to me.

Last time:

For the rest of the day I kept attempting to talk to her…. But she only spoke to me indifferently like I was….. Nothing. Maybe shes changed her mind about me maybe she never wanted to get to know me in the first place, no that cant be it, she really did seem to care….

With Inuyasha:

Lunch :

"hey kagome if you want me to leave then just say so" I say to her as I begin to stand up.

She obviously doesn't want me around so a might as well just go.

"Inuyasha no please don't go….I just don't want to…."

Great so she doesn't want to spare my feelings how kind of her.

"look you don't have to try and spare my feelings ok? I ll just go" its time for me to leave I know when I'm not wanted.

"no Inuyasha please don't I….its just, I cant ok, I cant see you anymore its not right"

Oh now it all comes out now, the little girl that didn't want to be seen with a hanyou. She is just like the rest.

"Oh I see so its because I m a hanyou? Heh and I thought you might be different but your just like everybody else. So what was this all for you know pretending to be my friend? Was that out of pity or was it some sort of sick joke?"

"no Inuyasha its not like that I meant me I meant myself its not fair of me to force my company on you if you knew then you wouldn't you wouldn't be saying those things you woul-"then she just broke down crying.

What should I do I cant just leave her she so sad what could she have done that was so terrible to make her feel as though she was beneath me?

"kagome what's wrong I cant help you unless you tell me what it is that's bothering you"

"no Inuyasha you don't understand",shes clinging onto me now treating me like I m her only support," if I told you….. you would hate me just like everyone else"

"Kagome it doesn't matter ok ,as long as you know I m here for you ok you don't have to tell me anything"

Later:

With kagome:

I ll always remember that day the day he held onto me and waited for me to stop crying, I will always remember it for it was the first time that I felt as though someone truly cared.

"hey kagome" someone shouts I turn around hopefully only to see koga.

"oh hey koga"

"Kagome you don't seem happy to see me"

"oh no its not that its just that I m waiting for someone"

"Inuyasha?"

"yeah…"

"look Kagome I know that you…like him but remember he doesn't know about well you and I just think that you should be careful. I don't want you to get hurt."

"thank you koga Its nice to know that someone's looking out for me" I say hugging him affectionately. Koga has always been like a brother to me I just wish he would just come to terms with that.

With inuyasha:

Shes hugging him…. I guess she really does like him after all maybe she… loves him? Maybe she likes him more than you? It doesn't matter if she likes him more than me does it?

At least shes stopped hugging him.

"Inuyasha whats wrong?"

"nothing just wondering how any person could date a guy like Koga"

"what are you talking about? Me and koga aren't together"

"really then why were you to just embracing?"

"he was comforting me, he was giving me advice"

"advice on what?"

Does he know about it has she told him but not me?

"look Inuyasha I don't want to talk about it ok"

"he knows" I stated

"knows what?"

"he knows whatever it is that your not telling me" it hurt to say it because it meant that she trusted him more than me.

"you would tell him but not me?"

"hes different Inuyasha"

"oh and why is that?"

"because he was there Inuyasha he was with me"

He was there? To share an experience like that…is something I will never understand. For him to know so much about it and me knowing nothing it makes me feel stupid, stupid to have thought that maybe….

"err look Kagome I have to be somewhere so see you later ok?" I have to get away, I need time to think.

"Bye then Inuyasha"

"yeah bye"

At Kagomes house:

With Kagome:

He left in such a hurry he seemed….. I don't know confused? sad? I don't know he also seemed hurt but that's only because he doesn't understand.

"Sis Sangos on the phone"

"come Sota"

I quickly grab the phone from him.

"hey Sango"

"hi Kagome"

"so you still up for going out on Saturday?"

"of course I am"

"good but I have another reason for phoning you"

Hmm this doesn't sound good

"well its about you and the new guy I was wondering you know weather or not you liked him"

"of course I like him his a good friend"

I can already see where this is going….

"yeah but do you like him?"

Now I m blushing.

"no I don't like him that way we are just friends"

"he must be important to you I mean you let him hang around with you, but me your best friend your force to stay away."

"Sango don't please I have tried I really have to keep myself from getting close to him, hell I m still trying but I- hes a nice person and as long as he doesn't find ou-"

"YOU HAVENT TOLD HIM?#!?"

"Sango he wouldn't understand not everyone is like you Koga and Miroku"

"I m sure he woul-"

"hes a hanyou Sango"

"…..oh I see look kagome I don't think it's a good idea you seeing this Inuyasha person because once he finds out…. I just don't want you to get hurt"

"you know koga said the same thing earlier look its okay Sango I ll be fine, you don't have to worry about me"

"Well if your sure…. So erm how are the lessons with kikyo going???"

"they suck I mean kikyos a great teacher but shes sooooo scary and it really does seem like she hates me or something"

"kagome I m sure your ½ sister does not hate you… I m sorry kagome but I ve gotta go kohaku wants me for something"

"see ya on Saturday kagome"

"yeah see ya"

Heh its been a while since I ve had a proper chat with Sango. I wish we could have them every day like we used to.

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