Temptation
Everyone knew not to disturb him. When he walked in this morning he didn't greet anybody. No wave hello, no smile. Just downcast eyes and a frown on his face. The only thing he said was that he would be busy for the rest of the day, then closed his door.
Tommy sat behind his large oak desk. The top filled with pictures and pictures of Jude. Jude smiling, Jude sleeping, Jude blowing him a kiss. Jude and him hugging. He reached over to the last one and turned it down. He looked at the stack of papers he had to go through but all he could think about was her. Her voice repeating the words "I Hate You" over and over like a broken record. He turned his chair around and walked towards the window. Down below he could see thousands of people walking, living their lives like he wished he could. He wished he could see her. Wished he could touch her, hold her, kiss her like he used. But most of all he wished he could be there for his baby. He wondered if Jude would ever keep their child away from him. Then a thought came to him and made him sick to his stomach. Would she get rid of it? Get rid of our baby?
He was so into his thoughts that he didn't hear the tiny creak of the door. Didn't hear the person quietly lock the door behind them. Didn't hear them tiptoeing behind him. Two hands reached out and covered Tommy's eyes causing him to jump. "Guess Who." Tommy could feel his anger rise as he turned around. "What are you doing here?" "I wanted to finish what we started." Tommy watched as she closed her eyes and leaned in to kiss him. He roughly grabbed her shoulders. She smiled up at him seductively. "Oh baby, if you wanted it rough all you had to do was ask." "Get out" he said growling. He then let go of her and sat down in his chair. This girl, however, didn't get the hint and walked over to him and sat on his lap. Wrapping her arms around his neck she said "Come on Tommy, you don't mean that." He took her hands off his neck "Yes I Do." She smiled "Is this because of that girl you were seeing." He stared at her "What do you mean by 'were'?" "I figured since you're in such a bad mood, she dumped you" then the girl began to twirl his hair in her fingers "Don't worry about her, I'm here." Tommy stood causing her to fall onto the floor. He looked down at her with such hate, she moved back in fear. "I don't want you. All I want is her, don't you get it. I love her and only her." He crouched down so he was now face to face with her. "You were a mistake. A horrible nameless mistake. One I wish I could take back but I can't. Now leave, before I show you rough." He stood back and watched as she frantically stood and ran out the door.
He walked over to the door and made sure it was locked. Not wanting to be disturbed again. He sat down on the couch and felt disgusted. Thoughts began flowing though his head
That was the girl I cheated on Jude with? What was I thinking. That girl could never compare to her in a million years. I have to figure out a way to get her back, a way to get my family back. But how? How can I show her that I'm truly sorry?
Then it came to him. Through song. He would write her a song. He quickly stood and walked to his desk for a pad and pencil, words already forming in his mind.
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