And it's been awhile

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

Tommy felt the familiar pull in his stomach, the desire that desperately wanted to take over. His throat grew tight and he tried to swallow, the sight of her body still able to make him weak. He thought she looked like a goddess. He noticed how much softer her body had become in only five weeks. He noticed the roundness of her belly and the fullness of her breasts. He watched as her fingers rested on her belly, wishing it was his hands there instead. He looked back at her face and noticed she was now staring at him through the mirror.

And it's been awhile

Since I could say I love myself as well

Jude looked up and realized Tommy was standing in the doorway behind her. "Tommy?" His presence, although surprising, didn't frighten her. Part of her wanted to move from his hungry eyes yet another part of her wished he would come nearer. To touch her like he used to. He looked different. His cheeks no longer smooth and hairless, but were now covered in dark stubble as if he hadn't shaven in days. His eyes no longer the electric blue she remembered, replaced by dullness. As she took in his face, she didn't realize Tommy had moved closer to her. Now standing behind her, without hesitation, Tommy placed a hand on her shoulder.

And it's been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

He slowly pushed his face into her hair, the soft vanilla scented hair he missed waking up to. He pulled her closer, wanting her body close to his. Her breath hitched in her throat as he bent forward and grazed her cheek with his, the stubble rough against her soft skin. She couldn't move, paralyzed by his touch. The touch she missed and craved every single day.

And it's been awhile

But I can still remember just the way you taste

He burrowed his face into her neck, inhaling the sweet scent of her perfume and began to kiss her softly. Moving downward, he placed feather light kisses along her jaw line and the sensitive area of her neck before removing the strap to kiss the creamy skin on her shoulder. Her hand somehow found it's way to the back of his neck, her fingers tangled in his hair. Removing one hand from her waist, he began to trace small circles on her swollen abdomen.

Why must I feel this way

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

He stopped, spinning her around to look into her eyes, both breathless. She watched as his eyes turned dark blue, clouded with lust and his lips moved in closer. His first kiss was soft. Gentle and timid. As if testing her reaction. When she didn't pull away, he deepened the kiss. The deeper it became, the harder they held onto each other. He swiftly picked her up and laid her down upon the bed. He explored her body with his lips, missing every piece of her, reclaiming her as his own. In that one moment, nothing mattered only that they were now in each other's arms.

And everything I can't remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me

Suddenly he felt her arms pushing him back. "Stop."

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

Song is 'It's Been Awhile" by Staind