songrainy day by oleander (joyride)
kagome just sits there at first her tears stop and she looks at inuyasha "do i have to" she says not wanting to look him in the eyes
inuyasha reaches over and lifts her head so that they are looking each other in the eye "yes you do i told you if you cried you would have to tell me whats wrong and you cried so you have to talk"
"why do you care you've made me cry so many times before and you'll probably make me cry in the future" she says once again holding back tears
inuyasha looks at her hurt by the words she just said completely caught off guard it takes him a minuet before he can say any thing "kagome i care because i care about you how many times do i have to tell you that you mean the world to me"
"if that's true then tell me how you feel about me tell me if you love me" kagome says a single tear runs down her cheek
inuyasha brushes it away "ill tell you after we talk i promise but if you don't start i wont be able to"
kagome looks at him takes a shuddering breath and starts "today is the anniversary of the day my father died/disappeared"
"what" says inuyasha 'this is the first time I've ever heard anything about her father'
"ten or eleven years ago my father went missing my mother thinking it would be easier if she on me told me that he died but a couple years ago i was going through the attic and i found some old newspaper clippings about my dad and how he disappeared when i confronted mom she told me how my father had went out one night to get something from one of the sheds and never came back"she stops to take a breath and to push the tears back and realize that inuyasha is in some sort of daze "inuyasha are you listening"
"of course I'm listening I'm just thinking about how yours is kinda similar to mine" he says 'to much alike for me'
"do you think you could tell me a little before i go on I'm pretty much done" she says hoping for a break to calm her self
"i don't know kagome I've never talked about it before"he says
kagome can see the sadness in his eyes she takes his hand "now is as good a time as any"
he takes a deep breath "today is also the anniversary of my mothers death" he says looking away kagome squeezes his hand as if encouraging him to go on "just like your dad it happened twelve or thirteen years ago (a/n just to make it clear inuyasha doesn't count the 50 years on the tree and they would both be 5 or 6 when all this happened to them) but unlike you no one tried to keep the pain from me the exact opposite actually they killed her in front of me and would have killed me to if it hadn't been for sessoumouru its the only time i have ever been happy to see him at that point in time i had no idea i had a brother and all of a sudden he was saving me he had known all about me and at first i was sad that my mom had died but sessoumouru actually stayed around for a little while taught me how to fend for myself and told me about my mom and dads relationship the night he left i stopped him and asked why had saved me cause i was young but not stupid and and it didn't take a genius to tell he hated me you know what he said 'i saved you because when you are older and stronger I will be the one to kill you not some low life filthy human' that was when i had come to hate him but not because he said he was going to kill me but because he made humans sound like a disease my mother was the most caring most beautiful person I've ever seen she used to take me in her arms and watch the rain as she soung a song" inuyasha stops there
kagome looks at him and sees that hes on the verge of crying "inuyasha are you OK" she says concern in her voice
"yeah I'm fine guess now you know why I'm so happy when it rains it reminds me of my mother now finish telling me about your father" he says wanting to drop the subject of his mother
kagome notices the subject change but decides he told her way more than exspected so she allows it "my father used to do the same thing with me when ever it rained he would take me in his arms and carry me outside to sit on the porch and would sing the same song every time" kagome takes a breath and starts singing the soung she had memorized since the first time her dad sung it :
Another rainy day
Sunlight in your eyes
I sleep the day away
Without you by my side
I wanna save the world
I wanna save myself
But I'm covered over gray
Another rainy day
inuyasha listened carefully loving the sound of her voice but also he recognizes the song with out thinking he starts to sing :
Raise my hand and wave goodbye
I tell myself I'll be alright
Another hour I'll be sky high
Doing my best to hold on tight
I close my eyes and come back down
Lose myself inside your smile
And stay there for a while
kagome had been so taken back by the fact inuyasha had started to sing that she had stopped singing (she also realized he was a really good singer) but soon she began to sing with him
Another rainy day
And all I have is time
I waste the day away
And watch the world go by
You wanna save the world
You wanna save yourself
But you're covered over gray
Another rainy day
they sit there staring at each other in a comfortable silence until kagome finally says something "how did you know that song" she says
"it was the song my mom soung to me when i was little" he says not looking her in the eyes"she sung it to me the night she died right before she put me to bed she had promised to be with me for a long time but that didn't happen"
"it was the same with my father and i was sure that he wouldn't break his promise that i screamed at my mom when she told me he died" kagome started to cry again this time inuyasha pulls her into a tight hug kagome doesn't cry as long as before and when she stops inuyasha lifts her head and looks into her eyes again but this time she giggles a little
"what may i ask is so damn funny that you start laughing NOW" he says a little agitated as he emphasises the word now
"its just that i was thinking about how even before we met you were comforting" when she sees the confused look on his face she continues "after me and my mom had that argument i went to the tree where we first met(a/n forgot the name of it sorry) and hid in the branches till i fell out when i fell asleep"
inuyasha couldn't help but smirk at this 'she can always make me smile when i feel like dieing' he thinks admiring her beauty as she stairs at the rain she turns and lays in his lap
"all this crying has tired me out" she says snuggling up to him
"um kagome" he says hesitantly
"yes inuyasha"she says tired
"i wanted to answer your question from earlier before we fell asleep" he says hurriedly like he was about to loose his courage
"what question inuyasha" she says when it dawned on her and she flew up suddenly wide awake "inuyasha you don't have to answer it its OK i..." inuyasha puts a finger to her lips silencing her
"i want to answer it " he says moving his hand away and getting closer to her "kagome the way i feel for you is hard to explain the only thing i can say is"he takes a breath their faces now mere inches apart kagome's breath had suddenly gotten very fast "kagome I..."
suddenly naraku bursts out of no where and grabs kagome "follow me if you dare inuyasha but some one will die to night its up to you who that is" and that's all he says before he disappears
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