A/N: Edited. I don't like this songfic that much. I know I should have written another part to it for it to make more sense. This could even be a beginning of a story. The song lyrics on in italics. The song is "Lonely" by Akon.
Music Box: 8: Lonely for You
Lonely I'm Mr. Lonely,
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely, I'm Mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
For my own
I'm so lonely…..
'She left….. I am alone now.
She's not here anymore….'
Roy got in bed and rearranged the pillows…
'I can't sleep at all…'
Woke up in the middle of the night
And I noticed my girl wasn't by my side,
Coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was feeling,
So I hadda take a little ride,
Back tracking ova these few years,
Tryna figure out what I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole life came crashin
'She didn't even say good bye. She left 5 years ago.
She left in the middle of the night and left a note on her desk.
It said,
"Dear Colonel,
I have resigned. I am sorry. I can't follow you any more.
Yours truly,
Elizabeth Riza Hawkeye"
I couldn't believe it, she just left me.
What did I do wrong?
Now that she's gone I can't do anything right anymore.'
Roy pulled on his covers and sighed.
'What did I do wrong?'
I'm so lonely (so lonely),
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl…
'I am so useless…..
Without her…..I can't smile anymore…
I don't have anybody…
She was the only one…..
Who I loved….
The only one….
For me….
She was the only one…
She cared about me… '
Roy closed his eyes, trying to forget it all…
Trying to forget
She's gone...
Can't believe I hadda girl like you
And I just let you walk right outta my life,
After all I put you thru you still stuck
around and stayed by my side,
What really hurt me is I broke your heart
Baby you were a good girl and I had no right,
I really wanna make things right, cuz without you in my life girl….
'I know I put her through a lot….
All those horrible missions…..
But she was always by my side….
No matter how dangerous….
She would come and watch my back…
She was a good girl
But
I never realized my feelings….
How could I let her leave?'
Roy rubbed his face into the pillow and opened his eyes.
He's trying to tell himself
It's all just a dream…
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl…
'I miss her…..
The smell of gunpowder and smoke
Reminds me of her……
There's nobody in the world like her.
I can't believe I let her slip away…
I am such a fool….
I am so lonely…..'
Roy got up and turned on the lights.
Then he sees a picture.
A picture of Riza and him smiling
At each other.
Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl
That can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come
Where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing you
Cuz ain't nowhere in the globe I'd rather be,
Ain't no one in the globe I'd rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
be so happy but now so lonely…
'There's nobody like Riza…
I can't live with her…
I rather be with her
Than anyone else in this world…
She always made me happy
Now she made me so sad and
Lonely….'
Roy lifted the picture to his face and stared
At the happy Lt. Hawkeye…
His Lt. Hawkeye….
'Where are you now?'
So lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl…
'I am nobody without her…'
Roy changed out of his pajamas and walked out of the room.
He got his coat and turned off the light.
'Life without Riza is no life at all…'
He opened the door and the cold breeze of the night greeted him.
Never thought that I'd be alone,
I didn't hope you'd be gone this long; I just want u to call my phone,
So stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home),
Baby girl I didn't mean to shout,
I want me and you to work it out, I never wished I'd ever
hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...
'I only want her…..I never thought
She would leave me all alone…
All I want her to do is come back….
I don't care if she doesn't love me back….
My life is crazy without her.'
Roy put on his shoes and walked out the door.
He closed the door and he felt like he's closing a door to something else.
He felt like he's closing the door to his heart.
So then he walked…
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)
I'm so lonely (so lonely)
I'm Mr. Lonely (Mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl…
Lonely, so lonely
so lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely)
Roy was walking in the park and he stopped by the lake.
'I have nobody……
I want nobody but her…'
It began to rain and Roy watched his reflection
In the lake rippled by raindrops.
'Why did she leave?'
Roy stared across the lake to see a blurry figure
Of a lady.
She too was staring into the lake.
'Sir, you're useless in the rain…'
He remembered Riza saying.
Roy began to walk towards her,
His steps were fast and steady.
'Who is she?'
Mr. Lonely