Sorry about extremely long wait! Thanks for the reviews, and this won't be a 1 shot anymore cause figured since there is a lot of blank spots why not continue on with the story instead of going off to make a pre-queal or a sequeal! So here is the long awaited chapter 2!!!...Italics is the flashbacks and such:D Enjoy!
Title:Why the Pain Lasts
Rating:M for Mature
Summery:Kagome just wants to fullfill her duty as a lover to a demon lord. Only to have her heart broken so badly to land herself into a coma state. Losing her love at the same time too.
Disclaimer:I don't own any of the characters, Rumiko Takahashi does
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In Kagome's mind
"Where am I?" Kagome whispered as she opened her eyes, "I don't remember this. Sesshomaru help me!" Spurring into action Kagome reached out her hands into the darkness trying to seek her haven.
"What's wrong..." a young childish voice asked.
"Who are you?" Kagome cried, being the fact that there is no light to see who was there didn't help calm her.
The girl giggled, "I'm but a lost memory...who is this Sesshomaru you keep speaking of?" the girl giggled a bit more before reveiling herself as a 5 year old Kagome.
"Me?!...Who is Sesshomaru...?" she whispered in a trance.
Five year old Kagome just smiled mischieviously, "Yes, who is this Sesshomaru, why must you call upon a fictional person when you have us!" as she finished a 13 year old Kagome appeared and an 18 year old kagome popped up behind her. "We will stay here where there is no pain..." 13 year old Kagome said in a monotone.
"No more pain.." Kagome said in bliss. Closing her eyes she sighed in content.
"But we must see who this Sesshomaru is..." 18 year old Kagome whispered as she waved her hand and an image appeared infront of Kagome.
She watched in horror as she looked at the memory.
Flashback
A young 4 year old Kagome played in the sandbox at a park as her mother, Sakuya Hiragashi, talked to some other neighboring adults.
Kagome never understood why adults spend their time talking about...what ever there is to talk about in the adult's mind, when they could be playing and having the time of their lives! Kagome could care less at the moment, she just continued to dig, and dig until she dug to the U.S.!
"Mommy won't mind, she always did say I could do the impossible..." Kagome giggled at the thought and continued to shovel her way in the sandbox.
She flung the sand around her not caring where it landed, but soon what appears to be a 7 yr old dog demon was a target of this said sand.
"Watch where you fling that sand before I rip your throat out." he said in monotone.
"Huh?" Kagome turned around slowly since the shock and meaning of the threat has stilled her. "Who-" she stopped as soon as she saw him. "Inuyasha?"
"Don't you dare call me as that insolent little mutt!" Sesshomaru growled as his calm features turned into a glare.
"You're right, Inuyasha has those ear thingys...Oh!" Kagome stood up as she clapped her hands infront of her with delight. "You have a tail!!!" she squealed as she ran over and started petting his white tail.
Sesshomaru glared at the young girl and surpressed his growl seeing as a moment ago while she was tunring he smelled tears. Although he soon regretted letting her pet that part of his body, because as soon as she started he had the urge to purr!
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Moaning Kagome floated away from the screen. "Why...can't I remember who he is?" she whispered as tears started leaking out.
The older Kagome smiled behind the real Kagome and covered it up before floating up to the real one. "It's okay, we're here, you'll be fine with us."
"No more..I don't want to see anymore...I don't want to see something I don't remember..." she cried out as she turned to hold the fake Kagome.
"I have 2 more to show, but before I do let us finish this one..." the middle Kagome whispered beofre her eyes misted over gentling revealing a void emotion.
Flashback
Sesshomaru couldn't hold in the purr any longer as soon as her hands continued to run along his tail he let out a long and very loud purr!
Letting go Kagome thought he had growled, frightening her.
The two adults, which were their mothers, turned over to see what was the master, but soon Sesshomaru's mother understood as soon as she noticed the look in Sesshomaru's eye.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to offend you!" Kagome cried as she closed her eyes expecting him to lash out at her.
Coughing he tunred away to hide his blush but quick enough, his mother saw, and so did the older Higurashi! Narrowing his eyes in embarrassment he turned around towards Kagome and picked her up brushing the sand off of her.
"It's okay, just ask me next time." he murmered to her, looking up he noticed his mother calling to him, telling him it was time to go home and meet his father for tea, along with his...pest half-mutt of a bother.
Before Sesshomaru could leave Kagome grabbed his sleeve, "Umm...Thanks for not being mad at me.." Blushing Kagome reached in her pocket and took out a small card. Inside the card was a bunch of pressed Sakura blossoms. "Here you can have it, I picked them just this week so it still has a fresh scent to it!"
Taking the card Sesshomaru nodded to Kagome and left here with just a small memory of their first meeting.
End
As soon as the memory finished, Kagome had forgotten it. She had the look of peace, but her mind was a fog as her eyes were blurred. No emotions had passed through her face, eyes, or body. But another tear did mangae to escape.
"The next one is personally my favorite!" the youngest one said giggling with an evil glee.
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Done! The next memory flash isn't what I would call pretty. But I'm deciding if there will be fluff or not. Right well I'll be working on the next chapter, and once I'm done I'll update! Won't be as long as this wait, I promise! But I thank you for staying with me here...Thanks again for the reviews and the helpful comments!