Chapter 11
James' POV
I finished chatting with Rouge after about an hour. I had gone outside, this time bringing a sweater. I walked down the road, passing Strike. He was busy so I didn't bother him. I was walked down the road and had decided I needed some time to think. Who was I in love with? I know I love Rouge, Amy and Jenn, but I'm not sure if I'm in love with any of them. If any, probably Rouge as I've known her longest, but technically I've known Amy longer. I sighed and thought to myself. Jenn said she was in love with me, but I felt closer to Rouge. I looked to the sky and thought. Amy was my first crush in my last life. In this life I loved Rouge, but Jenn is the one who first said she was in love with me. I sighed and sat down at a bench that was down by the now repaired city. I sat there and day dreamed. I remembered what the place looked like that summer and sighed. I thought for awhile.
After a few hours, I saw someone coming down the road. I squinted through the snow and saw Amy walking down the street in her green parka. I watched her walk down the road. She looked up at me and waved. I waved back as she came over and sat down beside me.
"Hey there" she said taking a deep breath. I nodded to her. She smiled at me sweetly. "What brings you all the way out here?" she asked kindly.
"I needed some quiet to think" I explained to her. She nodded
"Ya, umm James?" she asked sweetly "Do you remember me? From before I mean, when you saved me from Metal Sonic? We all thought you were dead" she admitted. I nodded to her
"Yes, but the things that happened are a bit vague" I explained to her. She nodded to me
"Oh, do you remember what happened between us?" she asked blushing a bit. I nodded and she blushed worse. I was surprised I forgot the once, Amy and I had become closer then just friends in my last life. I watched her look away "But I guess you love Rouge now though, right?" she said looking at me shyly.
"Yes, but I love you too… I'm just not sure who I'm IN love with" I explained to her. She looked up at me nodding
"Okay… So, what was that all about? Under the mistletoe" she asked teasing. I smirked
"I thought I owed it to you for being gone for so many years" I joked. She smiled at me and our eyes met.
"Well what would you say to paying me again, after all it was more then ONE year" she said. I leaned closer and she kissed me deeply. I shut my eyes and we held the kiss for what felt like forever.
Amy had remembered why she was out to begin with. She had to go get some groceries, so I left her to it. I headed back to the base and saw Jenn as I passed. She was talking to Strike. I went inside and saw the secretary was no longer at her post. I went down the hall and heard her and Eggman talking. I listened for Rouge, but she wasn't in her room. I opened my door and entered my room. I sat down and stretched. I was about to lay down when I heard a knock at my door. I peeked out the door and saw Sonic tapping his foot.
"Would you like something?" I asked him. He looked up at me.
"Listen, I don't know what's going on between you and Amy, but back off" he warned me "I may not show it, but I care about Amy and I know about you, Rouge and Jenn. If you hurt her I'll break you in two." I nodded at him
"I'm not going to hurt anybody. She already knows about the other two. I know how you feel about Amy and I will never hurt her" I promised him. Sonic managed a smirk and rubbed his nose
"Well in that case, how's about a little race then?" he asked. I grinned
"What's the prize?" I chuckled
"A kiss from me" Sonic turned and I looked past him. There stood Amy with a paper bag under her arm. We both smirked and looked at each other
"Sounds good" Sonic grinned.
One lap around the city, that was our race. We started at the GUN base, lapped around the outskirts of the city and then came back. We each got to make one rule. Sonic said no Chaos Control and I said that he wasn't allowed to light dash. We agreed and marked our positions. Amy stood in front of us. She held up a checkered flag
"On your marks, get set… GO!!" she yelled as she waved the flag. Sonic and I rushed past her. I ran backwards and waved back at her as I built up speed. I turned around and looked over at Sonic. He smirked and I smirked back. He looked ahead and turned the first lap. We were even, but I started to build up speed. I gradually got ahead of Sonic. He chuckled and started running faster. I slowed down a bit and let Sonic get ahead of me. I speeded up and caught up to him
"Come on, that as fast as you can go?" I chuckled. He grinned
"Not even close" he laughed. He unleashed a burst of speed and went running farther then I could see. I stopped at the turn and watched him rush down the country side. I walked the rest of the way around the city.
I crossed the finish line. Amy looked at me puzzled
"Where's Sonic?" she asked, putting her hands on her hips. We both looked behind me and saw Sonic rushing towards us. He crossed the finish line and stopped to breathe.
"Miss a turn?" I asked him chuckling. He looked up at me with a grin on his face
"What's the matter? Couldn't keep up, so you send me the wrong way?" he joked. I shrugged
"Hey, with the prize at stake, how could I risk loosing?" I joked. Amy walked over and hugged me, kissing my cheek. Sonic stood up and we all laughed. This was how I remembered everyone. We went back into the GUN base from the back door where we had came out of. At one point I wondered where Strike had gone, but remembered her was on the other side of the base. I went in and found Rouge waiting for me. She invited the three of us back to her room. We all went and grabbed a snack, but of course, we didn't just eat junk food ( ;) ).
Jenn's POV
I looked up at the guy with the sword. I chuckled and Chaos controlled, standing behind him, tapping him on the shoulder. He turned back in shock,
"How did you do that?" he asked me, a surprised look on his face. I shrugged,
"I dunno, I found these emeralds and somehow I can 'Chaos Control' with them" I shrugged. He glared and put his katana away, walking off, steam following behind him. I giggled and got up, deciding to go inside since I was getting kind of cold. I walked to my room and heard giggling coming from Rouge's room. I glared and stopped off, kicking my door open and sat down on my bed, fuming. I laid down and turned towards the window, watching the snow again, thinking about James. Tears streamed down my face, but I quickly wiped them away. I got up and headed to the cafeteria to get something to eat. I decided on milk and cookies, that would be good for a Christmas night alone. I sighed and ate them quietly, thinking of everything that happened this year.
When I was finished I got up and headed towards my room again. I sat down on my bed and lay back, putting my hands behind my head. Everyone has someone on Christmas…and I'm alone…this sucks I thought to myself, sighing softly. I looked towards the door and saw a orange fox standing there. I noticed he also had two tails, weird. I blinked at him and sat up,
"Hi…do I know you?" I asked, tilting my head to the side. He shook his head and stepped into the room,
"I'm a good friend of Sonics" he explained. "I was watching you outside with that guy…you handled him well" he smiled. I shrugged and stretched,
"It's no biggy; I've dealt with worse in my lifetime…well what I can remember from it…" I blushed. He chuckled and sat down on a chair,
"My name is Tails by the way. Tails Miles Prower…" he introduced, holding a hand out at me. I took his hand and shook it,
"Jenn, Jenn the hedgehog" I said, introducing myself as well. He nodded and stretched. "So what brings you here?" I asked him. He shrugged and looked towards the door,
"I was looking for Sonic…do you know where he might be?" he asked sweetly. I thought for a moment,
"He's probably in his room…down the hall, your first left" I replied. He nodded and got up, leaving the room. I looked down and took a frame off my desk. It was a picture of my mother. She had died this time 3 years ago. I missed her so much. I sniffled, tears rolling down my cheeks. I wish she were here right now. I set it back on my desk and got up, going to Rouge's room, knocking on the door. Rouge answered the door and gasped,
"What happened to you? There are tears all over your face" she exclaimed. I quickly wiped them away and shook my head,
"It's nothing…" I lied. She glared at me,
"Don't lie to me…what's the matter?" she demanded. I bit my lip and looked behind her, seeing James sitting cross-legged with two other people playing cards. I looked back at her,
"My mom died on Christmas, okay?" I tapped my foot on the ground. "Sorry for being so rude…" I quickly apologized. Rouge gave me a hug,
"Would you like to come play cards with us?" she asked. I nodded and she let me in and I saw the two figures were Amy Rose and Sonic. I grumbled, thinking evil thoughts. I sat down beside James and nudged him.
"Yes?" he asked aloud. Everyone turned to me. I blushed and hid behind James, pinching his butt. "HEY that's mine" he exclaimed. I blushed even worse. I looked over at Amy,
"What? You, jealous?" I asked her. She tilted her head,
"Jealous of what?"
"I grabbed James' butt" I stuck my tongue out at her. She stuck her tongue back out at me. I grinned, "Don't stick it out unless you're gonna use it" I giggled.
"Maybe I plan to" she teased. I grinned evilly,
"Why don't you then?" I giggled.
"Well I don't know…I don't think you'd be able to stand it..." she replied. I glared,
"Try me…" I spat back. She came over and kissed James. I snorted and got up. She looked up at me,
"I never said who I'd use it on" she teased, sticking her tongue out at me. I walked towards the door.
"Oh come sit down" Rouge insisted. I sat back down, crossing my arms over my chest. "Ok, so what game do you guys want to play?" she asked. I thought for a moment,
"Black Jack" I replied. Rouge's nodded,
"All in favor?" Everyone else nodded. I scooted closer to James, while Rouge dealt the cards. I leaned towards him, inches to his face. He turned towards me,
"Would you like to sit on my lap?" he asked me. I blushed and nodded, crawling onto his lap. He put his arm around me to hold the cards. I saw him peek at my cards in the corner of my eye. I glared at him, and then showed them to him. He blinked, then put his cards down, "I fold" he said. I giggled. I leaned back and kissed his cheek. He kissed my lips softly, holding the kiss for a moment. I closed my eyes and wrapped my arms around his neck, dropping my cards, revealing my royal straight flush. He looked at me, and turned me all the way around on his lap. I blushed and looked down. I felt him lift my dress a little and slide his hand up. I blushed, leaning towards him,
"This isn't like you James…what's up?" I asked him.
"I just thought I'd be nicer to you for a change…besides its Christmas" he grinned. I heard Rouge joke,
"I didn't spike his eggnog…" she giggled. I heard a knock at the door and Rouge went to answer it. Apparently it was Tails for Sonic and he had pulled him out. I blinked and heard Sonic yell,
"TAILS THAT DOESN'T GO IN THERE ARG TAILS STOPPPPP!!" My eye twitched and I suddenly felt James put his finger in deeper. I gasped and turned back to him,
"James, bad boy" I said, sticking my tongue out at him. He caught my tongue with his lips and kissed me. I blushed and closed my eyes, holding the kiss. I heard Amy from behind me,
"Aww when do I get to try?" she giggled. I turned and glared at her, and then turned back, resuming the kiss. I heard Rouge say,
"Just wait Amy, we'll get our turn…" she assured her. I rolled my eyes and smiled at James. I felt him do…well I'm not going to tell you, you sick people out there! I'm just going to say whatever it is he did felt good. I leaned against him and panted deeply. I sighed happily. I saw Sonic come back in, mumbling incoherent things. I smirked,
"Hey Sonic…something the matter?" I teased. He glared at me,
"Hey James you mind sharing for a minute?" he grumbled. I gulped and held on tighter to James. James chuckled a little,
"Ya know, I would, but I have this strange feeling she doesn't want me to" he joked. I shook my head. I felt him finally slide his hand out. I blushed a deep red. I saw him lick his fingers clean and I blushed more.
"What's on your fingers" he smirked.
"Something you'll never get to taste" he taunted Sonic. He grumbled and I heard Amy giggle,
"Hey James, wanna compare tastes?" she asked. I held on to James still, whimpering. He looked at me,
"Umm, ya know holding my neck isn't preventing me from doing anything…so unless you declare otherwise…" he said as Amy crawled over. I took his hands and put them down between my legs. He looked at me, "Now, now share…" I sniffled and laid my head on his shoulder. "Oh don't cry…you'll get something better in a sec, okay?" he said, kissing my neck. I let his hands go and you know what happens next. I looked when he was done with them. I wasn't sure what he did to them, but all I know is I enjoyed what he did to me. I blushed and hugged him,
"I love you James…" I whispered in his ear.
"Well obviously I love you too if I was doing this" he replied teasingly. I smiled and hugged him more. I thought for a moment,
"James…I think it's time for your Christmas present now…" I whispered to him.
"Oh?" he asked. I got up and held a hand out to him. He got up and went to the bathroom to clean up I was guessing. He then came back out and took my hand. I smirked and led him to my room and locked the door behind us. He looked around, "So where is it?" he asked me. I giggled,
"Wait right here and I'll go get it for you" I replied. He sat on the bed and waited. I snuck into the bathroom, changing into an outfit I had found at the bottom of my closet that I had forgotten about. I pulled my robe on and walked out, holding out a box to him. He ripped off the wrapping paper and opened the lid, peeking in. It was an old domino set. He stared at me,
"How the did you get your hands on this?" he asked, surprised, examining one of the dominos. I giggled and sat down beside him,
"I found it a while ago one day when I found this weird area…" I explained.
"Weird area? What kind of weird area?" he asked, his attention still focused on the dominos. I shrugged,
"It kind of looked like an abandoned area with bones and stuff…" I tried to explain. He put the domino back in the box and turned to me,
"Well thanks. I haven't seen these for ages" he said, putting the box on the dresser. I smiled and blushed a little, standing up,
"That's only part of my present" I blushed more.
"Oh?" he asked. I nodded and took my robe off, wearing a see-through nightgown with sexy underwear and bra. He blinked for a moment, "I don't think I'd look very good in that" he joked. I stuck out my tongue at him,
"It's not for you silly…" I giggled, "I'M the rest of the present" I grinned. He smirked a little,
"Well at least this better than anything you could have bought at a shop" he teased. I slowly pushed him down on the bed, sitting on his stomach,
"So where's my present?" I teased. He blinked again,
"What do you want?" he asked. I thought for a moment…a long moment, then replied,
"You and a locket" I giggled.
"Uh give me a microsecond" he replied, snapping his fingers. A small gold charm appeared in his hand, "Will this do?" he asked me. I smiled and took it from his hand, putting it around my neck. I smiled down at him and kissed his lips softly. He wrapped his arms around me and yea, you know what happens next.
After a couple of hours, I panted and flopped on top of him. He grinned at me,
"What? Tired already?" he asked me. I blushed and stuck my tongue out at him,
"You wish" I replied teasingly. He grinned,
"You ready to keep going?" he teased. I thought for a moment,
"Nah, I think I'll let you beg" I giggled. He smirked,
"I don't beg…if you don't want to I'll just go…" he replied. I shook my head and pinned him,
"Can't we just talk for a while?" I asked. He shrugged,
"Sure I'm all for talking, but I'm not begging" he replied. I laid down beside him and put an arm around him, covering us with the blanket,
"So how's life treating you?" I asked him. He thought for a moment,
"Don't think it could get much better then this…" he replied. I nodded, moving closer to him,
"I can now say the same thing…those stupid voices haven't bothered me in a while-" I was interrupted by Marie, Peggy and Emily standing beside the bed,
"Naughty, naughty Jenn, doing this without inviting us…" Peggy said. Marie and Emily nodded in agreement,
"You got the guy of your dreams, now share" the other two replied. James looked around, only hearing the voices,
"Whose there?" he asked. "Did you bring backups?" he joked. I frowned and looked down. "What?" he exclaimed. I shrugged and turned to the other three,
"Would you kindly leave us alone? We're busy here…" I grumbled. They all shrugged,
"So?" they all said at once. I grabbed a bucket of water and tossed it on them. I saw James' eyes widen,
"Why are there four of you?" he asked. I shrugged,
"Remember those voices I was talking about?" I told him. He nodded,
"Well, am I to assume I'm not finished yet?" he asked me. I shook my head,
"You're mine…their not allowed to touch you…" I glared at them. Emily reached over and poked him,
"I touched him hehehehe" she laughed insanely. My eye twitched,
"GET OUT!" I boomed. She continued to poke him. He looked at her, a brow raised,
"Um, that's getting rather annoying" he pointed out. She shrugged and stepped back over between Peggy and Marie. I sighed and got up,
"Would you guys please go…"I asked them politely. They looked at each other, then back at me,
"Fine, we'll go" they all said at once, going out the doorway. I looked out the door and saw the funniest thing. Marie was glomping Shadow and Knuckles, Emily was hugging Sonic and Peggy was clinging onto Mephiles. I shook my head and closed the door, sitting back on the bed. I looked over at James,
"Have you made your decision yet? Wait that was rude of me…you obviously like Rouge and Amy the same as me…you shouldn't have to make a decision…" I looked away. He smirked a little bit,
"Glad you finally agree with me…" he said. I shook my head and got up, going towards the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror,
"I'm stupid to even think you would choose me over them anyways. I mean, you barely know me…and I haven't exactly had the best impression on you…" I trailed off, sighing. I heard him take a deep breath. I turned and looked at him, "But I shouldn't bother you with my sad life…so I'll just stop while I'm ahead…" He scratched his head,
"I dunno what to say…" he replied. I stood by the window and watched the snow fall,
"I'm sorry I even thought for getting you to decide between the three of us…I guess I was not meant to have someone I can't have…" I said, trying not to sound emo.
"Would you like to be alone for a bit?" he asked. I shook my head and looked over at him; he was sitting up now,
"I just need a friend to be there for me…I mean, whose left out there for me? Shadow and Knuckles are with Marie, Peggy's with Mephiles, Emily is with Sonic, you love Amy and Rouge, the Commander…is way too old, Eggman's with the secretary…and I wouldn't even think of trying with a soldier" I shuddered.
"Well, there's Tails" he suggested. I shook my head,
"He's with Cream…I saw them the other day holding hands. Oh well, I guess I just wasn't meant to be with anybody anyways. It doesn't matter I guess…" I sat back down on the bed. He sighed,
"Well maybe if the writers of this fanfic would have thought this out a little clearer, we might not be in this predicament" he joked. I looked over at him and smiled sadly,
"I guess your right. I suppose you better get back to Rouge and Amy…they're probably wondering where you ran off to…" I looked out the window. He sighed,
"As you wish" he said, heading out the door. Once he was gone I let out my tears. For all those stupid people out there I'm NOT emo ok? I just feel upset! Can't a girl cry? I lay down and looked at the door, wiping my eyes. Why am I so stupid? Why can't I accept James liking Rouge and Amy…I think I'm starting to let what Peggy said to me go to my head I thought to myself. I decided to go back outside; maybe I could find Strike again. I got dressed and headed out the door, looking down the street where I saw him last. He was still standing there, but this time he had something in his mouth. I quietly walked over to him,
"Nice night huh?" I asked him. He looked over at me, taking the stick out which turned out to be a lollypop,
"Nice night" he replied. I wrapped my arms around myself,
"It would be if my mother was here or I had someone to spend time with…sorry I'm just ranting again…" I looked away. He patted my head,
"Stop trying to act cute" he said with a grin on his face. I shook my head,
"I'm serious though…I mean…there I go again, arg!" I pouted. He chuckled, putting the lollypop back in his mouth,
"Is there a reason you came to talk to me?" he asked. I looked up at him,
"I dunno, I mean, you're the only person I know that's probably out this late and…" I trailed off. He stopped me,
"What do you really want? If you don't wanna tell me I'll just head home…" he said. I smiled,
"I just thought maybe we could go out for a snack or something…considering it seems you're the only other person that's alone tonight" I replied.
"Alone?" he chuckled. "If being alone bothered me I wouldn't be sitting here…" I blushed a little,
"Being alone bothers me, but that's beside the point. I'm just use to having someone…but anyways, do you accept my offer?" I asked him. He sighed,
"I did just eat…I'm not really in the mood for a snack" he replied, sucking on his lollypop (don't even think about it you sick perverts out there). I nodded and turned to leave,
"Alright then, have a good night" I waved, walking off. I saw him walk off as I headed to the back of the base. I brushed off my favorite bench and sat down on it. I heard a jingling noise and looked towards the street, seeing a tall crocodile, a purple chameleon I assumed and a bee. They were holding a sign and it read: 'Will Work for Food.' I got up and walked over to them, "Hey guys, why you guys so glum? It's Christmas!" I smiled. They looked down at me,
"We're broke and we have no job…that's why we're so glum" the croc replied, crossing his arms over his chest. I thought for a moment,
"Hey I know…I can get you guys jobs in GUN…what do you specialize in?" I asked them. The chameleon replied,
"We do detective work…but I doubt GUN has any of that for us" he said. I thought again, and then led them into the base. Luckily for me the secretary was gone, so I sat down in her chair and registered them. I handed them their badges and got up, watching their surprised faces. The bee tackled me, and then all of them did. I laughed and tried to push them off,
"Guys, guys it's no problem at all…please get off of me" I giggled. They eventually got off of me and I showed them to their rooms and showed them around the base. We had parted at the cafeteria, so I decided to go back to my room. I walked in and saw a silhouette sitting on my bed. I squinted and made out a machine, which appeared to be Black Neo. I walked in and closed the door behind me, "What are you doing here?" I asked kindly.
"I came to check on the child" he replied simply. I sat down on the bed and put an arm around him,
"He's with the babysitter right now…" I replied. He put his arms around me,
"Alright" he said, rubbing my stomach. I smiled and touched his cheek,
"Would you like something?" I asked him, giggling. He moved a hand downwards and rubbed between my legs. I blushed and watched him, "You want another child don't you? Or are you saying you want to be more then friends?" I asked him. He leaned closer to me,
"I just wanted to thank you for the kid…" he replied. I smiled and kissed his cheek,
"It's no problem" I said simply. I felt him pick me up and set me on his lap, doing what James was doing before. I blushed and hugged him, "I'm guessing you DO want to be more then friends?" I blushed a deeper red. He nodded
"I do and want you feel like we're more." He spread open my lower area and I felt him massage me with his hands. You know what happens next.
I opened my eyes and smiled at him, wrapping my arms around his neck, "What made you feel this way about me?" I asked him.
"I did some research on organic life forms" he replied "And they seem to have it pretty good, with emotions and such" he explained. He sat me down beside him and flipped up something on his wrist. He typed in a few buttons and a hologram of a more organic version of himself showed up "What do you think?" he asked me. I smiled,
"I like it…" I replied, blushing a deep red.
"Very good" he nodded getting up "I'll come back tomorrow looking like that" he turned to the window ready to leave "Oh," he turned to me "How big would you like?" he asked. I tilted my head not understanding. He pointed downwards. I showed him a short distance between two fingers. He walked over and copied my fingers. He nodded then left through the window.
James' POV
I had returned to my room. I sighed, lying on my bed. I stared at the ceiling and thought for awhile. I knew now I was not born, but created. This didn't bother me, but what did is I didn't know a lot about why I was made. I decided I should find this Strike guy again and have him answer a few questions. I got up and opened my door. There stood Amy and Rouge. They grinned at me. They each took one of my arms. They led me into Rouge's room and laid me on the bed. I smiled as they looked down at me.
"What are you two doing now?" I asked them. They stripped me of my clothes.
"We're just going to have a little fun" Amy assured me. They both got undressed and climbed on top of me. I was about to lean up to see them, but they spread my arms and legs out and used the sheets to tie me down. I blushed as they started to play with each other in front of me. I couldn't move so I watched, unable to join in. I felt the pressure get to me. After a bit of teasing they finally got me involved, but they still didn't let me move. I enjoyed myself.
They released me after awhile. I finished with them after they fell asleep. I got dressed and felt bad. I kept referring to this as a game, which at times it felt like it was. I sighed and missed them both on the cheek before heading out. I went outside. I looked around and sighed, seeing Strike was gone. I looked around town. After a few hours of searching I gave up and wondered into a small tavern. I looked around and sat a table. I looked at the ceiling and sighed to myself. I shut my eyes and thought for awhile.
"Can I help you?" I looked over and saw a girl in a short violet skirt and green tank-top. She had black hair; it was tied in a rat tail that reached down to her ankles. She had purple eyes. She had a small paper in her hands with a pencil. She tapped her foot. I looked up at her.
"Uh… No thanks" I said unsure. She put her hands on her hips and tilted her head at me.
"Are you looking for someone? I saw you walk past this bar about six times before walking here" she asked smiling sweetly at me. I felt myself blush.
"Uh, yes a guy named Strike, he-" she cut me off chuckling
"Strike the cat; he's a good friend of mine" she giggled "He's in back, come on" she gestured me to follow her. I got up and she led me in through a door behind the counter. I walked into the room. It was poorly light, lucky me and my poor vision. I followed her as best I could and found the source of light. There sat Strike at a small table playing cards with a grey cat that looked similar to him and a blue furred wolf. The girl stepped over and tapped his shoulder. He looked up at her.
"Oh, what's up Mimi?" he asked. She whispered something in his ear and he looked over at me. He waved me over. I walked over. "Hey, SC, how you been?" he asked me. I saw Mimi walk past me and felt her tap my backside. I jumped a little a turned back at her. She winked at me as she left the room. I looked back at Strike
"I'm fine…" He gestured me to sit down so I grabbed a seat
"You wanna play?" he asked me. I nodded and they dealt a new hand. "Guys this is SC" he said. The cat and wolf looked at me and nodded. I nodded back. "SC, this is James the wolf and Savage the cat, he's my brother." I looked at the two of them. We played cards for a few minutes. I nudged Strike after one hand was done.
"Can I talk to you for a minute?" I asked him. He nodded and gestured for the other two to leave. They got up and went into another room. I looked over at him. "I have a bit of a problem; you see I don't know why I was made…" I began. Strike put a hand up and I stopped.
"Why was I born?" he asked me simply. I shrugged and shook my head. "Do you think I care? No, you're alive because Mecha wanted to see if he could create an organic life form. You worked so he let you live a normal life like everyone else" he explained to me. I nodded quickly realizing what he was saying. I didn't have a purpose, I was just made for fun and I was given the freedom of living. It sounded fair. I nodded at him.
"Alright, I see what you mean, but I have another question." I explained to him my predicament with Rouge and Amy. He chuckled
"Oh, don't worry a bit my friend" he told me "You see, all you have to do is make sure they know that you're not doing anything serious, that way it stays fun, like a game" he explained. I told him I felt bad treating like a game. He put an arm over my shoulder "You listen to me bud, I'll teach you everything I know and let you use it however you like and trust me, you'll feel a lot better, just look at me, I do what you're doing all the time, but I try to experience more then just two girls" he joked. I looked at him and grumbled.
"I only do what I do with them because I care about them, not just to amuse myself" I explained to him. He nodded and told me that was fine. He explained to me that as long as I didn't intend on hurting anyone, he'd teach me what he knew.
I returned to the base later that night. Strike had given me a couple of pointers of how to not feel bad. I decided I could trust him, he was the only one who knew what I was and he had been doing this his way for a long time, or so he told me. I went to bed that night, hoping that I could continue my life the way I liked it and keep anyone from getting hurt because of me.
A/N: Very sorry for the short chapter wasn't really finished the whole chapter so decided to cut the chapter, please review!