Bokura:Tis I! And I am back to write more! MWAHAHA Aww what? Please don't hate me! I wanted to update last night but we juss got the Transformers movie and it lasts 2 hours and 30 min. and though I've already seen it like 3x my mom insisted I watch it with them. GOMEN!…., ANYWHOZ plz don't kill me for bringing back Leon and his dad, you knew it'd happen eventually! Lol it makes my story longer and guess what? I'm almost to 20 chappies yay! I should make the 20th chappie a fun chapter to celebrate, but who knows I guess it depends on how this story goes right? Lol of course I'm right. I'm the authoress of the story haha. Yet, sadly, I am not the creator of Ouran BUT YOU BETTER BET I'M GONNA BE THE NEXT ANIME HOKAGE!!!BET ON IT! Lol sorry Naruto popped up in my head lol…. –celebrates YaY GAARA!- lol DOOOOOOMMMMM DEEEEEEE –runs from the evil people- I'm going!I'M going!Did I mention your gonna love me for this?????

Fallen
Hikaru's POV

I kept panting and sweating heavily. My body was rocking back and forth as I opened my eyes to stare at the closed ones below me. My hands were busy grabbing the sheets surrounding us , but my head was able to move down and lick the neck of my lover. I nibbled softly until I heard a moan of pleasure escape his lips. I smiled against the lips I was now putting pressure on with my own. My tongue licked the bottom, bruised lips and they opened, granting me entrance. I entered with pleasure and took his mind off me going into him faster.

"Ah, Hi---Hikaru…!"

Finally, I felt my body about to reach its point as I decided to go faster and try to put my weight on one hand as I stroked his member with the other.

"Hi-Hikaru …I'm…" Too late, just like they were born together, they came together. I licked up the white liquid and pierced my lips onto his , allowing him a taste before bringing myself out and lying down next to him, my arms wrapped around his sweaty skin , just like I did every night.

"I love you Kaoru.." I felt myself give in to the sleep that was overtaking me as I heard an I love you too…

I woke up with a start, my hand coming to my mouth, shaking uncontrollably. What the hell? Damn hormones…ugh…I need something to dr—I stopped midthought as I stared at the chocolate irises from earlier this morning.

"Um…uh..hey Ayaka…"

"Haha, you don't need to worry…you're a teenage boy after all." She gave me a wink and I let my eyes go elsewhere , my face red from embarrassment. And as fate would have it, my eyes traveled to the boy in my dreams. Every inch of him was taken into my mind , like I've never realized how his body looked before and I was never going to see it again, resulting to the burning image I was trying to place in my head. Again, my face turned to a deeper shade... if that were possible!

"So, I see that you guys are more than just brothers?"

Huh? Was it obvious that I was having these emotions? I stared worriedly at Kaoru , as if I said something wrong he'd be taken away once again. I can have these fears right? Because if I said that I loved him , that would mean we would have to be separated…It's not right to have two siblings fall in love with each other, the two being twins is even worse. I felt a comforting hand placed onto my shoulder.

"Don't worry it'll be our little secret, 'kay? Besides, I find it to be really cute!"

"But…how'd you know? Was it that obvious?"

She laughed and shook her head.

"I heard you," Her face was turning into the tone of a cherry… "youweresortamoaninghisnameandIdidn'twannasayanything'cuzyoulookedreallyhappyand…yea...phew."

I looked at her in confusion… "Eh?"

"I'm sorry , it was just sorta embarrassing to say out loud in separate words...forgive me…ahem….I said that you were moaning his name and I didn't want to say anything…you looked really happy. Maybe I should've , but eh…oh well."

Great, from now on I'm duck taping my mouth shut.

"It's alright…not your fault…"

"So, Hikaru, have you said anything yet?"

"Huh?" I need to stop dazing out…..that way I can actually understand what she's saying…

"You know, have you said anything to Kaoru about how you feel?"

"…no…."

"What?! Why not , you guys are perfect!"

"…..I-I think I'm afraid to….I don't want him to be taken away because I gave in to my feelings…He got hurt because of that last time…"

"I sware…men are so idiotic at times! Listen, past is the past…can't change that now can you? But, you can change your future! Do what you think is best for the BOTH of you! Consider what Kaoru thinks…does he think you guys should be together?"

I sat there for awhile, taking in everything she was telling me. She's right, but I know that we'd die if we were separated again, this time because of society…. After a moment of silence I nodded my head with uncertainty.

"I ..think so, but society…what would happen if they knew? He wouldn't be able to live the life he deserved because they'd look down on him…and it'd be my fault…again.."

"Screw society! Who gives a damn! I mean look at the world! Do you know how many people out there that are gay! Do they give a damn? No! Instead, they live life the way they want and they love who they want! Some of them are even famous...I mean look at America! They have Ellen DeGeneres, or the guys off of Queer Eye for the Straight Guy! So stop worrying so much, love who you want, live as you wish and just look at now! Forget the horrible things in the past, I know that's hard , but you have people that are here now that'll take care of you and sure I know it was horrible what happened to your brother, but he's alive isn't he? I know that it's going to be hard to get over the ditch that formed in your road, but eventually you'll pass it! Don't just sit and stare at that ditch, actually get up and put cement over it or leave it be and continue on your way. He needs you, and he needs you happy, so he can be."

She's right I know she is. It wasn't my fault , not all of it anyway, and I do need to just move on…I know that. I know I should thank my stars that he's even alive , all that's left to do is hope and help him through this…to love him…no matter what. I got up and hugged Ayaka with all my might , tears streaming down my face .

"Hikaru.."I tensed up and let go of Ayaka giving her a tiny glance and walked over to Kaoru's bedside. Standing there and reaching for his hand , taking it into my own. How much had he heard? Was he awake the whole time? I don't see how he wouldn't …I forgot he was a light sleeper…

"Hikaru, it's not your fault…alright? I forgive you , so you just need to forgive yourself…"

I felt him trying to find where to put his hands and when he finally stopped he had his arms around my hips , his face hidden in my unchanged shirt. I paused for a second or so and finally put my hand in his hair, my fingers twisting through his silky locks. God, I missed being able to do this.

"I love you Hikaru…"

I turned to look at Ayaka who was amazingly still there, tears of joy were gleaming in her eyes and she nodded her head to motion me to say how I really felt. I nodded with a sincere smile playing on my face. My attention was turned back to the figure that still held me with all his strength.

"I love you too Kaoru."

He looked at me, and I could see a hint of emotion in those sightless eyes, ones that I still found to be amazing. I placed the palm of my hands on his cheek, shakily, I went to go place my lips softly on his, but as luck would have it the door slammed open and caused Kaoru to jump back a little.

"MOTHER! OUR SONS ARE DOING NAUGHTY THINGS ! YOU MUST PUNISH THEM!"

"If you say that in my hospital again, horrible things will happen." He gave Tamaki a death glare , one where you couldn't see his eyes behind his glasses , but you knew he was picturing your blood splattered all over the walls.

Ayaka gave a chuckle and left , closing the door once the whole host club was in the room.

" So how are you Kaoru?" Haruhi walked past the moping Tamaki and the annoyed Kyoya, and headed towards the young red head that sat in the bed , a smile playing on his lips.

"Better, thanks. It just sucks sitting in bed all day, although this way I get to order Hikaru around, that's always fun."

Amazing, even though he can't see and he's stitched up from head to toe, he still plays his happy self. I felt an engaging smile on my face , that was until what he said sunk in.

"HEY! I'm not your friggin' maid!"

"Huh? Oh what's that Hikaru? Are you saying that you wouldn't be my maid if I asked you to?"

He gave me that damn uke face he always did at the host club and I couldn't stop myself from giving in.

"Fine..you win…" I can't win against him….but that's alright . I don't mind…

Bokura: So do you guys love me for this chappie? It's not my longest and it only has Hikaru's point of view , but its somewhat fluffy …no? Lol don't worry my fluff and lemon will get better when need be, but can't damage your minds just yet! Haha….well yea hmm….review????? And I HOPE I get another chapter up today…I'm not sure and I'm not gonna say I will 'cuz who knows what'll come up!