Bokura: Y'know this song by Paramore called, "Crushcrushcrush" can really relate to Hikaru and Kaoru! I am so going to create a fanfic for that lol…someone should so dedicate an amv of the twins with that song lol –cough cough wink wink- Haha just playing nobody really has to…hehheh it'd be nice though! ANYWHOZ!!Haha It's so frieaking catchy…. So how are you guys enjoying this story so far??? Hmmm???? Well even though I don't own this anime , I own this story YAY ME! Lol, -sings to Nightmare before Christmas-

Fallen
 Hikaru's POV

I gave Leon a death glare and bent down to try and calm Kaoru down, but I could tell he was already losing his consciousness. I shouldn't have said anything, shit he doesn't need anymore stress than he already has…. I let him fall into my arms and I pushed my way out of the room and towards the elevator that would lead me to his room. When I got to the doorway , I noticed I stood there for a few moments just staring at Leon and finally making my way past him. I walked past Ayaka and turned my head so I didn't have to see her eyes. That's who she was talking to, I should've figured…

When I finally reached Kaoru's room , I lied him on his vacant bed and pulled the covers over his still body. I sat on the chair , my lips pressed to his warm skin on his hand that was covered by my fingers.

"I'm sorry Kaoru…You shouldn't have to be put through any of this…"

"….Listen, I'm…..I'm sorry…I know that it isn't much but…"

I looked at the doorway where Leon stood. Why did he follow me? Does he have a death wish or something? I know it was his father that made all of this happen, but he contributed so I have every right to be angry don't I?!

"Why are you here?"

"Listen to me, I said sorry, if it was my choice I wouldn't be here at the moment…"

"So then why are you?" At this point I was up on my feet , walking towards the place where he stood.

"Because Ayaka just needed help on a patient, if I knew it was Kaoru, I would have said no."

"Well, it's too late for that now isn't it!"

"Look, I can't take back what I did, and trust me I've regretted it forever now.."

"You regret it now!? Don't you think you should've been regretting it the whole time and how's this sound? How about you never should have done anything and just stayed the hell out of our lives!"

"…fine. But…not yet, there's still some— "

"Just shut it! And stay the fuck away from us!"

I had pushed him out of the room and shut the door on his face. From the little window that was supplied for us, I watched him stand there, surprised, and walk off. I let out a sigh and headed back to where I was a few minutes before. His hand in mine and all. It stayed like that for awhile, until I heard the creaking of the door. Dammit ,if it was Leon he was going to get it. I turned my face , about to yell until I saw Ayaka at the scene.

"Hikaru…"

I turned away and fixed my eyes upon my now calm brother.

"Hikaru, I'm sorry, I didn't think it'd have this effect on Kaoru…"

"What did you expect then! Tell me!" I snapped on accident, I needed to calm down, but the only thing that could do that was asleep at the moment. I squeezed his hand a little tighter.."…sorry I didn't mean to yell like that…"

I felt a hand placed on my shoulder and I gazed up a tearful Ayaka. She bent down and embraced me.

"I'm sorry….please forgive me, I didn't mean to…I thought this might help…I didn't know it was that horrible…."

I patted her back.. "It's…alright…"

She let go and wiped away her tears. She let out a breath that she had been holding in… "Thank you ….I- I need to go …I'll tell the therapist that he can't attend today …" she left , her head bent down to hide the pink in her eyes.

I turned my attention back to my brother and decided to lie down next to him. Though I didn't want to, I succumbed to the darkness.

Kaoru's POV

I sat in the corner, my breath in shallow gasps. What was I so afraid of? Nothing was around me, no noises were heard, everything was dark and silent. So what was I supposedly running or hiding from? I sat upright as I heard a creaking sound. Maybe it was an animal…how would I know? I can't exactly see anything at the moment. I shut my eyes tightly , but as I did so I saw Hikaru's body hanging from the ceiling, blood pouring from every pore in his body.I opened my eyes quickly and decided to stand on my feet. I can't see since there's no light anywhere , but as long as I'm careful I should be fine. I walked cautiously, my arms in front of me. After what seemed to last forever I touched something, what was it? It was soft…was it fabric?All of a sudden the lights flashed on and I fell down on the hard ground and I shook uncontrollably, my mouth gaped open. I felt sick to my stomach and tears swelled in my eyes.

"..Hi—Hikaru…"

Just like when I closed my eyes, Hikaru was hanging , a noose around his neck and blood pouring everywhere. His eyes were open and it seemed like death itself was staring me down. From around his lifeless body stepped Leon, a knife in hand.

"Like what you see?"

He cut down Hikaru's stomach and took the bloody knife to his lips, his tongue licking the remnants of blood almost seductively. My body shook and crawled backwards as he lurched towards me….

"Hikaru!" I called out as I felt the sweat that drenched my face, turn cold. I felt my hands around the bed and came across warm skin that jerked forward as it heard its name.

"Kaoru! What's wrong!" He gripped my shoulders and I couldn't help but shake and cry , even as he brought me towards him and lied my head into his chest.

"Shh, it's alright , I'm here, nothings going to get you.." He was rocking me back and forth , like a mother would do for her child…I shook my head into his chest.

"But it's not me that I'm afraid will get hurt!"

"Kaoru, what are you talking about?" I heard the confusion in his voice.

"What if you get hurt! I can't protect you! What if they get you and do something to you! I- I don't want any of this to happen to you!!! Hikaru…I ---I don't want to lose you again…"

"Kaoru, nobody is going to get me, I promise….I can protect the both of us…I am your older brother after all…"

"..but.."

"No. No buts…alright? You don't need to worry.." Before I could protest he pressed his lips on my own softly and lied me back down on the bed, his slim fingers laced with mine as his free hand was playing with my hair again. He knew it comforted me, but I think it helped him also because he's been doing it a lot lately….God, I don't want to lose him….

Bokura: Dun dun dun! So how was it? Shh don't tell me here , tell me in my reviews!!!!