Bokura: Aww Kaoru got to see a blurry vision of Hikaru…How sweet. Haha , but question is…is that really saying something???Hmm….makes you wonder. Well, I have the house to myself for awhile , so I'm going to try my best to get at least ,possibly, 3 chapters today…Not sure, it may only be 2. But, I don't own Ouran , sad I know, tell me about it…..lucky Bisco Hatori –goes off and cries-
Fallen
Leon's POV
Dad has been interviewing men each day now. Oddly enough, there have been a few women as well, but I don't really see them much. Dad claims it's adult business, but I think he's making them show him how they like to torture people. I think I have a few ideas as to how to protect Hikaru and Kaoru. I just wish I knew what he was planning before I decided how to go about things.
I heard the slam of the door and saw a young mistress with the hair of a raven's. It was long and in a ponytail, her outfit was all leather and she was wearing dark sunglasses. She was actually really pretty, if only she wasn't here for pain. I'm not sure, but I think she kept staring at me as she walked down the hall and into the metal framed corridor. Then again, I can't say for sure because of the sunglasses that covered up her eyes. I sighed and walked out the door , hands in my pockets playing with my cell phone. I noticed that Ayaka hasn't called me recently. I should've known, she probably found out everything that I did from Hikaru.
I found myself walking in the direction of the hospital again. I've been going there everyday, just gazing at the million of windows that were staring at me. I want to be able to warn them , but how?
Hikaru's POVI was sitting in bed with Kaoru, my hands intertwined with his. Fingers were gracefully playing with one another and small giggles were heard from the small figure next to me. I smiled and set my lips and nose on the top of his head, taking in the smell of vanilla. Even though he was at a too clean for a human being hospital, his original scent still lingered there.
"Hikaru, what are you doing?"
"Nothing, why? Am I not allowed to set my head on yours?"
"No, I didn't know if something was wrong…" I saw a blush creep on his face. I nibbled on his ear and saw the blush deepen into a now red as a cherry tone.
"Of course not. Why would—''
"Oh my I'm sorry…um if you want I can go ahead and leave and come back later if you would like…!" I looked up at Ayaka , who was as red as Kaoru was, and then I looked back at the position I was in. Here I am sitting next to Kaoru, my mouth nibbling on his ear, and my hands were holding his (which happened to be in his lap at the moment). Not to mention , I forgot to lock the door….my bad. I pulled away slowly and smiled over at the flustered nurse.
"It's alright. What's up?"
"Uh..Uhm –cough- it seems that tomorrow Kaoru will be dispatched! That's the good news. Bad news is that here in a few minutes we are going to have to ask you to go visit the psychiatrist."
"What? But he went yesterday and look what happened! He was about to have a panic attack!"
"I know, I know, I'm sorry , but in order to be dispatched he has to attend."
Kaoru was hiding his face in my shirt again, his hands grasped around my neck. I turned my attention to him and whispered into his ear.
"Hey…I know it's going to be hard, but if it's necessary….then…" He shook his head frantically. "Listen, I'm going to make sure I go in there with you and I'll make sure it all turns out okay. Alright?"
He paused for a minute and nodded his head slightly.
"Alright then, let's go ahead and go." I looked over at Ayaka and she had an apologetic look on her features, but I just nodded towards her to show it'll be alright. She smiled a little and went on her way, as did we.
I held tight onto Kaoru's hand once we stood in front of that awful door. The same calm face greeted us , but this time we just walked in. I kept holding his hand and walked into the office that I didn't get to go into last time.
"Excuse me sir, you cannot go in there."
I turned back and just gazed at the man. "The name is Hikaru, and unless you want yesterday to happen I suggest you allow me to go in there as well."
"It's doctor's—"
"Let me ask you this. Do you like your job here?"
"Why yes , I do…but I don—"
"Then I suggest you let me go in there with Kaoru."
With that said he just stared at the both of us and we headed into the dull room. I saw the bench that people usually sat on if they were in pairs and so I led Kaoru that way. It wasn't that comfortable of a seat. The back was hard and all leather, so every time we moved it would make a sound.
"Well then I see young Hikaru is an insistent one, eh Kaoru?"
"Yes, sir."
"Alright then Kaoru, let's get this started shall we?"
I looked at the figure who nodded slowly.
"Now it seems I was too direct on you yesterday, so today I'll try to make it less inconvenient. So, can you describe what happened when you were there?"
"I thought you said you were going to make it less direct…"
"Hikaru, I'm going to have to ask you to be quiet, you are lucky enough to even be in here…Now Kaoru, if you will …"
I felt him grip onto my hand tighter as all the memories flooded back. I heard him take a deep breath in, trying to calm himself. He told everything that happened, the rapes, the cutting and beating with knives or chains, everything was laid out in front of me and the man he didn't even know. I felt tears slowly making their way down my face,the man on the other hand just gazed at Kaoru as though he was an interesting animal that was put through many hardships.
"Well, Kaoru, it seems you have been through a lot , but you seem to be taking it very well now. Unlike yesterday that is. But I need to ask you another question. It seems you get along fine when you have your brother around, but what will happen when he leaves you? How will you get along with life and your tragic past then?"
I was shocked at this…what in the hell was he getting at? How dare he say that, he doesn't even know us! I wanted to get up and punch him until he was black and blue, possibly even dead, but my hands were the only things moving. They were tightening around Kaoru's trembling hand. I turned to see what his reaction was and I was surprised to see him smiling.
"For one, sir, Hikaru would never leave me…"
"You can't really say that. He has a life as well you know. One day he'll eventually go off and get married, have kids, who knows what else.."
He shook his head, the smile still plastered on his face. "That's where you're wrong. I trust Hikaru and I know he would never leave me, even if he did have a wife and kids, I'd stand right there by him."
"Well, hypothetically, if he moved away and he left you alone, what would happen?"
I was dumbfounded, absolutely dumbfounded. What kind of freak is this guy?!
"Hypothetically, I'd die. Isn't that what you want to hear? Did you want to hear me say something depressing and make it look like I hated myself so that way you can jot down that I'm a masochist or that I'm suicidal? Or better yet that I'm crazy? Well if you want that, then mark down whatever, but I know how I feel and I know that I should get over my past. You know , I have more happy memories than horrible ones, and even though what happened to me was tragic, I do have some good that came out of it. So mark me crazy, psychotic, abusive, whatever else you may think of, but for me I'm going to try and forget all about what you just said , because you don't even know me, or Hikaru, and you know what? I think I'm going to keep it that way." I watched him stand up and slowly head for the door.
I can't believe he just said that, calm collected Kaoru just told off the psychiatrist. Okay, maybe the cussing or yelling wasn't involved, but he just completely left that crazy man astounded. I gave the guy a smirk and followed my brother hand-in-hand. Once we reached the hallway and the door behind us was shut he turned towards me.
"Hikaru, even if you do get married, promise me I'll still be with you…" He clutched at my shirt and his hair was tickling my nose.I wrapped my arms around his shoulders.
"For one , that'll never happen. I love you and you only. Besides, marriage is overrated…"
Bokura: Tada Tada , so this author's note is totally not going to be long lol. And I'm sorry if this chapter was not long enough for you either lol , but you'll deal. Haha, just review please and make me happy!
