"Sense of Stability"
Everyone knows that everyday can be your last and that nothing is certain. But that's not entirely true, you have at least a seventy percent amount of knowing you will wake up tomorrow and at least you have a good bet of knowing you'll see your friends tomorrow alive and kicking. Unlike us, there is no stability no sure fire way to know if we will ever see Danny alive again.
So that's why we always try to make the best of each other. Tucker, Danny, and me just trying to spend our time together wisely, since Danny has ghost powers,and making the best of our moments. Cause yeah nothing is certain, tomorrow I could be gone, but I know I actually have a fighting chance where as Danny does not.
I look over, the boys aren't watching the movie they are just goofing off in my basement. But who cares, time is of the essence and we all know that we wont always be together forever although we always really hope, we hope to grow up together but we know better.
Tucker throws a piece of ice up in the air and Danny shots it with an ecto-blast from his finger. Just the occasional horseplay that boys often do. Well maybe that's why I don't have girl friends because I don't want to do my nails ,hair and make-up and gossip about the latest fashion or trend, I love just hanging out or playing mindless video games, and goofing off. That's what it's all about why should I, a teenager, act all mature to impress someone. Its madness. But with Danny and Tucker I'm just one of the guys, they wont take special care cause I'm a girl and they don't expect me to be prissy, they just want me to be Sam.
We always have a good time together, something in me always yearns for the good times to never end, but I know better, and I've also prepared myself for the emotion distress that will come when Danny doesn't win, I'm sure Tucker and Jazz have too, I know it'll suck but he always says "it's my responsibility, whether I want it to be or not," or "it's for the good of humanity." You know what screw humanity, if any of these people really believe they deserve to live then they are wrong, Danny is pure unlike these jerks that inhabit the world. Does he even think that if they were in his position that they would do the same, no they wouldn't, they would use these powers for personal gain, not for selfless reasons. Not for "the good of humanity."
But that's the thing Danny isn't like other people, he wont ever do something like that, he'd never even think to use his powers for evil. Too bad no body else knows that, but that's ok, for those who were lucky, like us, to have known him will always have the honor of meeting the last pure human alive.
Tucker immediately throws some ice at me, "Hey Sam are you alive?" He teases.
"What do you want." I ask a little annoyed that my thoughts were interrupted. But I don't stay angry, I cant.
"Uh the movie's over, so are we gonna watch another, or do something else?" Danny says.
"Let's just watch another not like there's anything to do anyway." Tucker suggests.
I shrug and put in another one. And then sit back down next to Danny who is in the middle. Yup just three friends hanging out just letting life pass by. There's a time and place for everything and there are reasons why things happen, and there's a destination for everyone. I just sit here remembering all our memories and I realized it'll be times like these that I'll miss the most. But hey every night that we wasted always got us through those never ending days, and maybe this is what it's all about, and this will be all we had. Perhaps we dont have stabillty, but we do have a sense of it.