"You didnt always think it would be as easy as shoving the Box Ghost in the thermos, did you?" Of course we didnt but we didnt want to admit it."I'll be back." He persuaded. I think he was only trying to convince himself. I think he had his doubts as well.
"But your mom used the word fatal." Tucker said, making me cringe.
The word she used was fatal. He knew that, we all knew that. Was it really suppose to end like this, what was I suppose to say?You could just sense this feeling in the air and it felt like no one's words were good enough to define what we feared. Good byes were hard for me, I dont want to say them.
"Come on guys I'll back." He reassured us. But the sad look upon our faces told him we couldnt believe him. "Of course," He started as he leaned down closer to me "if there's something you wanted to say to me, now would be a good time."
I looked up at him in that big machine, this was it this was my time to tell him all, to say what I've kept concealed, but what would he say if I told him? Is he expecting me to say those three simple words? My voice cracked as I began,"I..." But thats as far as I got to finish.That stupid Pariah interrupted me.
Danny couldnt wait to hear me he had to go and he had to go now. We moved away so he could and we went to lower the ghost sheild for him. He gave me one quick smile that same cute look that I'd gotten from him a million times before.I couldnt help but wipe the frown from my face. Then he left taking off in a herioc way.
Then wind blew through my hair and I cupped my hands hoping he'd returned. I realized how 'I love you' were the hardest words I've never said before. If this was the last time I ever saw him I dont know what I'd do. I watched the sky for quite a while just thinking.
He always believed in me without a doubt so I had to believe in him too.It's so much harder now, I wanted to try and tell him how
there is so much love in me, even though I never really showed it before. But he might never know because I didnt know how to say it, I still dont.
And I never was good at goodbye...
just something I thought of while watching Reign Storm.