She knew every way possible on how to make me laugh and smile. I just can't fight it ever. There's just something about that mischeivous twinkle she gets in her eye or that damn smile that tells me something is going to happen, mostly to me. Sure she's gotten me in trouble a lot, but she's saved me more times than I deserve.
What is about those letters placed together in a certain order that just lights up my day. S.A.M. It makes a name of a girl that I know, for anyone hearing those three letters is nothing. But to me there's so much meaning in the name Sam. Because every time I hear it I think of her.
There's a lot to her too. She's got a personality like no other and she just has the independence that draws me to her. But she's only my friend. She's rebellious, unique, out spoken, weird, different, dark, mysterious, awesome, sweet, tough. She's everything and anything and she is devoted to me.
I know she doesn't want to admit it, thats ok neither do I, but I've found her Goth poetry around and if it's not obvious enough than I have to be stupid. I think it's funny when they use the Clueless nick-name around me, thinking I have no idea what's going on. But I do.
So I guess I should tell her, everything. But I like what we have now, besides if she's not ready then why should I be any more prepared?
please don't ask I just don't know where this came from.