-1The Trouble with Sam Winchester
Three days have passed him a whirr. Another four have passed until he realises what's happened, what's happening.
To him.
He's always thought that this would never be a possibility--thought there was too much wrong with him, with this, and it would just pass him on by, and he would have been happy with that, honestly.
Has resigned to this whole hunting thing now, has figured that he's never going to find anything better, and hey, at least he's helping people, even if it does remind him of Hell while he's doing it. It's like he's been here before, got out, only to be enticed by the lure of revenge to be sucked right back in again.
It didn't matter. Not to him. Not anymore.
But now it does.
Because he hadn't expected that he was capable of feeling this--thought he was too hardened by it all to really care about anyone else outside his little family circle, let alone want to add them to his little family circle.
But he can't, so he might as well forget about it as Dean would say. Because this life is screwed, he's screwed, and he can't let her end up like this, too. Has to save her, move on, and only look back on the days that he can't remember what normality feels like anymore.
Those days come often.
(Robbie Williams- The Trouble With Me)