Authors Note: Hey guys, thank you so much for your nice reviews. I wanted to write another chapter for you (as a lil present) which is why it is 1.50am here in England and I have just typed another part to the story. I hope you like this little bit, however if it sucks, keep in mind it's the early hours of the morning for me and I will be back on top form tomorrow.lol

Edward's POV

I was driving towards the school when I smelt her. Her unique smell filled my senses and lifted my un-beating heart. Please talk to me. I will find her and I will make her understand. It was a mistake;I have felt sick ever since, Ican't go on without her.

The tires made a sharp sound as I slammed on the brakes. I rushed out of the car without noticing the other students in the car park. Where's her van? That's when I saw her standing next to Jasper's black car. Her bag appeared to be attacking her, wrapping itself around her neck and upper arm. At any other time this would be funny but all I could think was how beautiful my Bella looked. Suddenly she looked up and locked her gaze with mine. I hadn't noticed her eyes before. They were red and puffy and I knew that I was responsible.

Jasper walked around the car at that moment and held her hand in his. I know I had no right to feel jealous but I couldn't help it, her precious hands had always been reserved for me.

Oh God please forgive me.

It broke my heart again to watch her walk away from me, her face to the ground, hiding herself from me and the world. I didn't mean to hurt her. I know that's a stupid thought considering what I did.

It happened the night I left her. I had walked home and sat on my leather couch. Although I told Bella that Alice had already left, it was a lie. Alice was there looking after me and I, in turn was comforting her. Jasper had disappeared after his attack on Bella and Alice was worried. I heard a strangled moan come from her room and ran to see the cause. She was shaking on her bed, tears falling from her eyes.

"She's just so empty," she looked up at me then, "we can't leave her, she's broken."

I sighed and sat next to her on the bed and placed a cold arm around her.

"It's for the best. She'll get hurt if I stay, I couldn't live with myself if she was hurt again because of me. You saw what happened to her in that dance studio. I couldn't bear to look at her like that again."

She nodded her head a little and agreed. "I know, we all agreed it was for the best. But what if something happens to her and we aren't here. You know what she's like, she's a danger magnet!"

"Nothing will happen she promised me she would be careful." I shook my head slightly remembering the promise she made.

"Alice? What am I going to do without her?" Tears began to fall and I felt embarrassed that I had shown myself so completely. Alice wasn't intimidated by my crying however, she pulled my face to her shoulder and hugged me tightly as I sobbed for my loss.

"Shhhh, it will be ok. You will be and she will be."

I felt so hopeless and alone. When I looked up I searched for comfort and I found it, the kind that leaves you bitter and dead inside. The night started with an innocent kiss.

I shook myself from my memories and took a step towards my brother and my soul mate, hoping that they would speak to me. Just stay away Edward; she can't cope with you right now. You've damaged her enough. I stopped abruptly at Jaspers directed thoughts.

I'm sorry. Rosalie pushed past me, knocking me into the car. She was so angry at me. I knew I deserved it.