Bella's POV

I was laying on my back with Jasper above me, his lips fused to mine. It felt so good to have his hands on my bare skin. Things were getting out of control and quickly but at that point I didn't care. I just wanted to feel something other than despair. I knew he would take those feelings away for a while and that excited me, making me throw caution to the wind.

I reached down to the side of his hips and tugged on his shirt, pulling it over his head in one swift movement. He pulled away from my so that I could remove the garment and then attacked my lips greedily once more. I traced the muscles in his back, letting my fingertips run over the hard and defined lines in his back. I was fascinated by his shoulders. They were so strong and tight as he held himself above me, careful not to crush me. They flexed under my touch and I felt him moan into my mouth as his tongue traced my bottom lip.

We are really going to do this aren't we?

I felt his hand begin to rise under my top, causing the fabric to bunch. His hand stopped just below my bra and he pulled away from my mouth softly. I could read the passion in his eyes and I knew that I reflected the same look. He took a steadying breath before lowering his mouth to my ear and placing a sweet kiss on my earlobe. I arched my back on instinct and my bared stomach touched the hard lines of his.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He whispered, his body shaking slightly from the intensity of the situation.

I nodded my head, my "yes" coming out in a rush of air. Quickly he shredded me of my top and lifted me hard against his chest. He lowered his face to my neck and left a trail of feather light kisses along my collar bone.

Please make me forget.

Soon I did, as I took the dominant position above him and attacked his lips with mine. We were now moaning and pushing against each other, him being careful not to hold me and holding back slightly. I took a deep breath and as I was about to take the next step on my carefree journey, an interruption came.

We heard the shrill sound of the house phone ringing downstairs, breaking us from our spell. We jumped apart quickly, looking away from each other. I pulled my top back on and walked towards the door. Running down the stairs and to the kitchen I answered the call and was relieved to find it was Angela, calling to see how I was. After making excused of fatigue and sickness, I placed the receiver back in its place and turned to see a fully dressed Jasper at the foot of the stairs. I'm sure if he could blush he would.

"I think it's best if I go." He whispered, looking ashamed.

I nodded my head a little and agreed. He walked purposefully out of the door not looking back as he walked away from me and our awkward situation.

Alice's POV

I was sitting in my room when the vision came. I had been going through old photo albums, looking at pictures of Jasper in which he radiated happiness. I was engrossed with one in particular. It had been taken 3years ago and the whole family had been on a 'camping trip'. We had tents and sleeping bags, trying to experience what humans did when they went on a camping holiday. We had thought it would be a good idea to mix this human activity with our hunt, hoping to retain some sense of humanity along the way. In the one picture that had captured my attention, I was on Jasper's back, my arms wrapped around his neck, with my legs around his waist. We both looked so happy, smiling brightly into the camera that I remember Edward holding.

As the memories assaulted and mocked me, I was interrupted by an image I had never expected to see. I gasped loudly and a moan left my mouth while I crumble to the floor.

Jasper and Bella were in a tight embrace upon her bed, Jasper lacking a shirt as he asked if she wanted him to continue. She nodded her head and moaned as his mouth lowered to hers. Then I heard an angry snarl come from Edwards's room followed by a howl of pain. He had obviously seen the vision in my head. I just sat rocking back and forth trying to rid myself of the image.