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Oh my freakin god.

Ok I found this out and I seriously started to cry.

Inuyasha told Kikyo she was his first love in the manga.

I couldn't accept it because I couldn't see how he loved a dull woman like that. And yeah I cried. Ahhahaha I felt so weird crying over fictional characters. But yeah ok I figured it was that companionship love… or that he just comes to love Kagome more and then I felt better. I DO NOT TELL MY SELF LIES. THESE ARE TRUE.


That almost made me stop my story. Woah.


You know what ok here are my feelings and I need to let them out ;

I believe Inuyasha has loved Kagome at the very beginning of their journey and the only reasons he hasn't told her was 1. He didn't want Naraku to find out and use it against him 2. Felt bad for Kikyo (which is understandable, I mean if my former companion-ish thing died I would feel bad if we didn't settle everything and technically when he woke up he thought no time past and you can't just end any type of feelings in an instant.) but I truly feel that Inuyasha is in a deeper love with Kagome. I mean c'mon Rumiko Takahashi couldn't be that mean to not have them confess their love for each other. Hopefully she won't leave us on a bad note. That would truly be a one way ticket to depression land for me! Haha And just because Inuyasha doesn't say it doesn't mean he doesn't show it. Be serious, he has lived without Kikyo since Kagome has been around and has been perfect with it. Imagine if Kagome just left. Just think Inuyasha would probably be suicidal! But he wasn't like that with Kikyo so ha! Oh and some weird person said he chose Kikyo over Kagome. Um no he technically never has. And just cause of that one episode where Kagome says I'll always stay by your side didn't mean he chose Kikyo! It meant that if one day Inuyasha did choose Kikyo she would be there. Duh I mean that person must have been stupid. Jesus. Plus, that was at the beginning of the season when he was just getting to know Kagome. That seriously must mean that their loved started quickly if they both still wanted to stay with each other! Kikyo may have been his first love or whatever but Kagome is his true love. It's fate. Kagome fell down a well and all this didn't happen just to put the jewel back together it was for their love too. They both had to take the good with the bad on their journey and they both know each other is worth it and in the end they will be together even if Rumiko doesn't say it right now, she soon will (I pray). Ok it's freaking love people much deeper than with Kikyo.

People just have to accept the facts.

Woo thanks for letting me vent.


Story now!

"Inuyasha, calm down," Kagome could hear him growl very loudly. "Fucking wolf can't stay away?" Inuyasha mumbled. Soon the tornado came right up to them and dissipated in a flash, leaving Kouga standing there. Kouga began walking up to Kagome but Inuyasha stopped him. "No," Inuyasha stated, "do you not realize she's my mate now?" Whoa! Hold up, did he just say I was his mate out loud. And he's not even blushing

Kagome was impressed.

"W-what?" Kouga asked stunned. Kagome looked into his eyes and had to turn away. She saw anger, regret, and most of all sadness. Inuyasha just smirked and grabbed Kagome's hand. "Well, then Kagome can I have a moment alone with you," asked Kouga. "Yes, over my dead body," Inuyasha snarled the sarcastic sentence.

"Oh, Inuyasha it will be fine! It's Kouga! He wouldn't do anything to harm me." Kagome tried to convince Inuyasha. After all, she at least owed Kouga this considering Kouga has actually loved her. "Whatever, I will be watching though." Inuyasha said as Kagome and Kouga walked a little ways away. He grabbed her hand and began, "Kagome you know I love you. And I always will." Kouga took a breath because his voice had begun to quiver. "I will always be here for you. If Inuyasha ever gives you a problem or hurts you I won't let that happen. I'll kill the mutt." Kagome looked up at him and couldn't contain her smile.

"Thank you Kouga and you will always have a special place in my heart." Kagome said getting a huge smile from Kouga which made her laugh. "You can still visit us every once in a while, I would love that." Inuyasha might but I would, Kagome thought to herself. "Alright, I will. But I guess I should be going." Kouga gave her a quick peck on the cheek and ran off. Kagome blushed and touch the place he kissed on her cheek. Hopefully Inuyasha didn't see that.

"Inuyasha!" called Kagome as she began walking in the direction of him. He heard Kagome say his name and began walking that way. Once she came in sight he yelled, "Is that wolf gone?"

"Yes, he is, but he will be back visiting us," Kagome smiled.

"What."Inuyasha stated flatly. "Why would he do that?"

"Because I invited him," Kagome giggled. "Fuck, you have to be joking me." Inuyasha turned around and started walking back to camp which was only a few yards away. He could see Miroku and Sango were up hustling around and gathering the stuff up to leave.

"Oh, it's ok! You know he knows we are together and he's not like those people who'd try to break it." Kagome reasoned with Inuyasha hoping he doesn't get all hot-headed.

"Feh," Inuyasha knew that was true. "So what did he say to you," questioned Inuyasha. He really wanted to know but made the question seem casual as small talk.

"Hmm, well he said he was coming back in an hour to have sex with me and-" Kagome was motioning her hand around as her head was tilted up casually looking at the sky but she didn't get a chance to finish because Inuyasha whipped around and grabbed her shoulders. "He fucking said that to you," Inuyasha had a hard grip on her shoulders but not enough to hurt her as he stared directly in to her eyes. Uh oh, maybe I shouldn't joke like this. "Inuyasha, No! It was just a little joke!" Kagome explained.

Inuyasha looked away and let go of her shoulders as he turned around he broke the few moments of silence, "Kagome, you don't joke like that."

"I'm sorry! Lighten up." Kagome grumbled. "What the hell, Kagome. Me lighten up? After you say Kouga is going to have sex with you." Inuyasha clenched his fist. "I pictured it for a half of a second and you really don't know how mad I got." Inuyasha just walked away.

Kagome stayed back and walked a little behind contemplating.


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Miroku and Sango woke up to the chirping of the birds. "Good morning," Miroku grinned. "Morning to you too," Sango smiled. "We should start to cl- where is Kagome and Inuyasha?!" Asked Sango, "Where they gone the whole night?"


"Well, I have an idea," Miroku began. "No, just stop." Sango shook her head as she hit him with her hirakostu. "My lovely Sango why would you do that to a poor dirty-minded and handsome man," Miroku looked at her with pleading eyes. Sango laughed. "Ah, Miroku let's just begin cleaning up."


Sango and Miroku stood up but as Sango was walking she fell, luckily right into Miroku's arms. "Are you okay?" Miroku asked. Sango pulled back and looked up into his eyes she saw something but couldn't put her finger on it. "Y-yes I'm ok." She managed to ground out. Slowly, Miroku moved he head near hers as did Sango. They were inches from their lips when Shippo jumped onto Miroku's head, making him pull back.


UH OH.

ARE THEY IN A FIGHT?

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