The war, my life, my feelings.. Which first?
My love for you?
My hate for you?
How can all of that exist inside of one person?
Seto POV
First Katsuya fainted, and then he led Katsuya behind a building in the most private place he could find. WHAT was he thinking?
He should have known... the way he saw that boy look at him... the way he acted around him... so how could he have been this stupid
He should have seen this coming. The kiss... why!?
But... he was enjoying it. And then he felt Katsuya pull him closer. Hold him tighter. Eventually they ha to pull apart or suffocate.
Katsuya groaned when their lips parted. He was blushing insanely, his honey brown eyes overflowing with a want, a need for... more.
"Uhn... erm... uh..."
Seto could only stare, his blue eyes blank, showing uncertainty for the first time in his life. He was unsure of a course of action.
Katsuya stared back with a hungry look in his eyes. Seto leaned in closer, closer, closer...
Katsuya broke the silence.
"What's your name?"
"My... name?"
"Yes. Your name. You know mine, but I don't know yours. So what is it?"
"Seto. My name is Seto Kaiba."
"Seto Kaiba? I like it!", Katsuya said, smiling.
The ice on seto's heart may have melted, but his heart still held it's shape. Until now. Now, it melted into a little pile of sludge.
All for Katsuya. Katsuya...
Katsuya leaned in for another kiss. Seto helped by closing the distance. His tongue pushed down Katsuya's throat, trying to make the kiss even deeper than the first.
They eventually had to pull apart, much to the other's dismay.
Seto started back towards the work site. Katsuya followed.
Seto led Katsuya back to his bunk, making up lies as to why his lover was still whole and not a pile of ash.
"Meet me behind the barrack tonight after everyone is asleep. At around 12:00, no body is on guard. Okay?", he whispered.
"Okay. I promise!", Katsuya smiled.
And they parted.
Jou POV
We had kissed. Kissed. And it felt so good. And he found out two things- That the guard returned hi feelings for him, and his name.
Seto. What a beautiful name. And it fit him perfectly. And he was to meet him tonight. Tonight. At midnight... behind the barracks... He couldn't wait.
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Katsuya snuck out behind the barrack. He was going to meet Seto! He started to blush a little. His eyes were overflowing with happiness. Unlike most of the other prisoners. That puzzled him a little. And one other thought occurred. That maybe the guard set this up as a trap. Maybe he had kissed him, told him to meet him secretly, just to expose him and to give him a reason to shoot him. Not that he needed a reason. Which was true He didn't need a reason in his mind or the mind of the other guards. So why...? Maybe he really did love him... maybe...
Jou snuck around the corner with practiced ease. Being an ex-gangster had it's perks. He looked around carefully. There was no body there. Seto said the guard's weren't patrolling around this time, but there were guards, up on the watch tower, with... of course... machine guns. Jou rolled his eyes. How expected. He stuck himself to the back of the barrack. And waited. For about... five minutes. And man, were those five minutes full of anxiety and pressure. Boy, it was minutes like these that could take years out of a persons life. After those five anxious minutes, Seto finally showed up.
"Where were you?", Jou pouted.
"I had some trouble. Did you wait long?"
"No."
Seto smirked, "Good."
Jou leaned in closer. "So... you didn't...?"
"Didn't what?"
"Set me up... y'know...?"
"Set you up!?"
"Yea... y'know... like... I come, and so do you... and..."
"And you get... shot?"
"Y-yea..."
Seto looked down at him.
"Why would I do that?"
"B... Because... your--"
"Because I'm a nazi and your a jew?"
Jou winced at the word 'jew', it was a form of hate. He tried to hide this from Seto.
But Seto noticed. "Did I upset you?"
"N-no. It's fine."
Jou smiled. And, of course, Seto saw right through it.
"Don't try to hide it."
"I-I'm not!" Jou had always been a bad liar. So, of course, Seto saw through his lie.
Seto leaned in closer to Jou. "Don't lie to me. I did upset you."
"..."
Jou couldn't think of anything to say.
BOOM!
Seto and Jou looked up. There were lights exploding off in the distance.
"What--!?"
"Russians." Seto breathed.
"Russians?"
"They've come to liberate the camp."
"Liberate? You mean were getting out!?" Jou said, looking exited.
Seto looked down, his eyes were sad.
"What...?"
Seto paused before talking again. "Not exactly."
"What--?"
"Jou..." Seto looked even sadder. "Do you really think that we would let everyone get liberated?"
"Oh... so... I guess your right... I'm... were... not getting out... are we?"
"I'm sorry, Jou..."
"Heh... that's okay... this is better than being dead, right?"
Jou looked at Seto... even though he had a small smile on his face, but his eyes betrayed his true emotions.
"You need to go."
There was yelling all over the camp. Jou leaned in and kissed Seto.
"Bye..."
And he snuck back to he barrack.
And he was caught.
"Hey, you! Jew, what are you doing!?"
Jou froze. 'Oh, shit! Of all the things that could go wrong... this had to happen.'
"What are you dong, Jew? Well?"
"I was.. uh..."
"Follow me, Jew!"
Jou was officially scared now. What would happen? The camp was being liberated... and he was being taken somewhere.
"We have no time to punish you, jew... so just get into ranks now."
Jou ran into the ranks. "Alright, Listen up!", the SS officer shouted.
"Were going to evacuate the camp! You'll run, and anyone who breaks ranks or slows wil be shot! Understood?"
It was understood. And so, they ran.