Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or anything at all to do with the lovely blonde haired ninja. All rights to Masashi Kishimoto.

Authors note: Ok Guys I am so so so sorry about the delay. Ive been passing my driving test and buying a new car (Which I think ive fallen in love with, Now I have my Kakashi Teddy Bear hanging in the back passenger seat window :p) and haven't thought about this. But a new chapter is up, and hopefully i'll get writing chapter 6 this evening.

Now just to warn you, I have kind of attempted a lemon. I didn't want to as Im English and I'm prude :p And I am aware its not the best it could be (so I may re write it, if I feel I need to) So I do apologise, as well as any spelling and grammar mistakes. I can only apologise.

Chapter 5

A night like no other

"Sakura?"

I knew who the low husky voice belonged to before I seen him sitting on my sofa.

I walked into my living room and sat down next him, he put his arm around me and before I knew what happened, I had my head on his chest and began to cry.

He put his one hand the back of my head and his other un-gloved hand on my arm.

"Shhhhh Sakura" He whispered in my ear, feeling his warm breath through his mask. "Please Sakura, I don't like seeing you cry" He continued to whisper in my ear.

I lay there for while, taking in Kakashi's usual scent and enjoying feeling the comfort of his hard muscles on his chest as well as feeling safe and comforted in his gorgeous arms.

After a while, I felt I should move. I pushed myself up so I was sitting directly next to Kakashi, I looked at him to met his one visible black eye.

I looked down away from him and said "I'm sorry"

He moved his un-gloved hand to my chin and pushed my chin up to face him.

"Why are you apologising? You haven't done anything Sakura." He said in soft husky tone.

I looked into his eyes, I could so much emotion. I just wanted to reach up and take his mask off, just to see his gorgeous face again. But I could see something in his eyes, that made me realise he was thinking deeply about something.

"What are you thinking about Kakashi?" I came out and asked, I'd skirted over not asking him questions for months, I can't be bothered to keep up that same old routine.

He looked at me and in turn it took him quite a while to ask,

"Why didn't you tell me about your Fiancée Sakura?"

I kind of expected this question, but I didn't really want to face being asked again.

"I think I am going to write to the local newspaper and write a short story about my 4 years in Grass, that way everyone can read it and wont have to keep asking me" I thought to myself as I sighed.

My sigh didn't go unnoticed to Kakashi, "If you don't want to talk about it Sakura, I understand" It was Kakashi's turn to sigh. "I never told you much 4 years ago, so I can't expect you to start opening up with me again Sakura" He finished his sentence by looking at his feet. Which I just so happened to notice he was wearing a rather nice pair of checked canvas shoes.

"No I don't have a problem talking about Takato, well I have told everyone about him around 10 times since I got back, But I just feel a bit uncomfortable talking to you about him" I explained, hoping Kakashi wouldn't feel hurt by this.

When Kakashi didn't reply and continued to stare at his sexy shoes, I thought to myself, "Maybe I could try and open up to him again, or am I just setting myself up to get hurt again? Either way, I can't get more hurt than I was 4 years ago right?"

"Kakashi, I will quite happily tell you about Takato, but it's strange for me to be talking about my fiancée, to someone who I had once been with. I don't want to start talking and hurt you in some way" I finished, amazed I was still calling Takato my fiancée, when really he wasn't any more.

"I understand Sakura, but we were not together and we are not now" Kakashi said, looking emotional at his own sentence. "I would like to hear about him, and what your life was like in Grass, nothing you say Sakura can hurt me" He continued. "I hurt myself to much 4 years ago letting you go and breaking my promise to ever be as hurt again" He finished, now looking up at me, his black eyes shining in the dim light produced by my soft hallway lamp.

I was shocked, I was shocked that for the first time since I have known him, he has actually opened up and told me how he has felt. For Kakashi, this was something so rare I felt the urge to get up and mark the calender that today "March 29th Kakashi Hatake has told me his genuine feelings. " I think I shall remember this day for the rest of my life."

After hearing and seeing Kakashi's openness I felt I should tell him about Takato and what I had been doing in Grass country.

The following hour I snuggled up to Kakashi, telling him all about Takato. Everything from Takato's likes, dislikes, his looks, his job, what he wanted for the future and more. I tried not to go into too much detail about Takato and I's relationship, as when I first mentioned us moving into our new house, I felt Kakashi's chest muscles contract and he became rather tense.

I then went on telling Kakashi all about the hospital in Grass and what I had been doing work wise, he relaxed more as I got off the topic of Takato and onto the subject at work.

As I was being so open and wearing my heart on my sleeve as normal, I thought I would just come out and ask.

"Why didn't you come Kakashi? I expected you, a letter, a visit or even a message passed on to Naruto, I waited every day even when I was with Takato, I still hoped Kakashi" tears in my eyes began to form, but I tried to hold them back.

Kakashi lifted my chin up so I was directly looking at him, my legs were already across his lap from spending over an hour talking, I got comfortable.

"It's no good now, But I am sorry Sakura. I wanted to come, really. But I didn't know I felt at the time" He was still holding my chin looking back into my eyes. "I didn't ever want to hurt you Sakura and thats what I ended up doing." His eyes began to fill with tears, just as mine had done moments earlier. "I was scared Sakura. I don't find it easy to open up to people, it's how I have been for too long. I've lost everyone I have ever cared about and I didn't want to get hurt for loving you." He stopped, clearly thinking with his eyes still filling with tears.

"Self preservation" He whispered.

I looked at him as he began to bow his head. I touched the side of his upper cheek which wasn't covered with his mask, making him look back up at me.

I wiped the lone tear that had begin to fall from his visible eye, and what I did next I had no control over my body whatsoever.

I hooked my index finger underneath his mask and slowly pulled it down. Taking in the sight of his beautiful features once more. I was attracted to his lips, I moved my own head closer to his and began to kiss his soft lips slowly.

His eyes widened as I began to kiss him more passionately, he didn't stop me. Instead he moved his hand up the back of my tight t-shirt, causing me to shiver at the sensation of his skin touching my own.

I stopped the kiss. I proceeded to move, so I was straddling his hips. He put his hands on my butt and resumed the kiss I broke.

I could feel myself getting very turned on and wanting to grind my hips against his, but before I could get adjusted to feeling someone this close. Kakashi began to stand, putting his arms underneath my butt. I instinctively wrapped my legs around him so I didn't fall. He continued to kiss me and continued to carry me, to my own bedroom it looked like.

Once in the bedroom, he put me gently on the bed...All I can remember for the next 30 minutes was Kakashi touching every bare inch of my skin and I was getting more and more aroused I just wanted him in me.

Without even having to ask, Kakashi entered me slowly as he did so kissing my neck and breasts all over. He started thrusting slowly to start with, but began to build up pace. It was getting to much for me, I felt in ecstasy, it was heaven on earth.

I could hear Kakashi begin to grunt and knew he wasn't too far off himself. He increased the pace, I lifted my hips up so he could thrust into me further and push me over the edge.

A few more thrusts later I felt it, my body began to shake, I held on to Kakashi's neck and back, as I felt like a years worth of tension and frustration leave me whilst I screamed "Kakashi"

Kakashi continued to thrust into me whilst I rode the wave of pleasure, not to long after I heard Kakashi grunt "Sakura", He exploded within me.

Kakashi lay on top of me for a few moments, still inside me. We both got our breath back and started to come back down to earth slowly.

He moved to the side of me and pulled me towards him so I was lying on his naked chest with my leg wrapped over to his stomach.

The sensation of feeling bare skin next to mine was something I never thought I would feel again, it was relaxing and calming.

"I missed you" he whispered into my ear, resting his head on top of my own. I smiled as the feeling of sleep started to over come me, a few moments later I was flat out a sleep on Kakashi's chest.

I awoke to the dim light in my bedroom, I could hear the sound of rain hitting my window. I realised I wasn't in my bed alone, trying to think what happened, the memories of last night came flooding back to me.

"Oh my God, what have I done? Oh Jesus, I'm so stupid" I thought.

"Good morning" I heard Kakashi's low husky voice.

I opened my eyes, to see Kakashi's eye's wide open and his lips curled into a sweet smile.

So many thoughts were running though my head at this moment and it didn't do unnoticed to Kakashi.

"What's wrong Sakura?" Kakashi asked

I shrugged, trying to think of the words to say. "I don't know Kakashi" I didn't want to hurt him with my words but I had to say it. "I don't think we should have done that last night Kakashi."

He moved away a little as I tried to think what to say next. "No Kakashi, I don't regret it. But I feel it was to soon and what's going to happen with us now. There are to many questions Kakashi and they should have been answered before we done anything"

Kakashi grabbed my hand, "Sakura, what's going to happen with us now? Well I would hope that we could try and get back to how we was 4 years ago. I understand I need to change, but I'm ready to change Sakura, I'm not getting any younger and I want you in my life" he paused. "I don't care how long it takes for us to be together again Sakura, like we were 4 years ago, but I'm willing to wait and for the first time Sakura, I'm willing to try and give you everything I can" He finished kissing my forehead.

Kakashi felt like a different man than the one I left 4 years ago, I started to feel doubt about him, all though I didn't want to. "I have to give him a chance don't I?"

"Kakashi, you need to give me time. I am not going to suddenly start spending every waking moment in your apartment or following you around. And I would hope you wouldn't want the same. I need to time to figure out what I want Kakashi. I have to know I can trust you again Kakashi" I said looking at the cracks on my ceiling.

"Sakura, I understand. I would hope you could still trust me..." He trailed of. "I can understand why you don't trust me, but as I said Sakura. I am willing to give you everything I can" he finished, pulling me into him as he hugged me.

We lay there quiet for a moment, until he said " Sakura, I have to go" he looked down "I have a meeting with Tsunade and I have some paper work to do, I'm sorry"

"Kakashi it's okay. I have my own things to do anyway." I smiled at him.

"Okay, lunch?" Kakashi asked getting out of bed and finding his bits of clothes scattered around my bedroom.

"Yeah Okay I can do lunch" I said until a thought popped into my head. "Oh Kakashi wait, Naruto. He wanted to know about us, should we invite him to lunch so we can explain to him?" I asked thinking if that was the best way.

"Yes of course Sakura, Naruto might feel better over food maybe?" Kakashi chuckled.

"Kakashi, Ill see what he says, I might invite him round and tell him on his own" I smile looking at Kakashi putting his jeans on.

"Okay, well I'll be waiting at the usual place anyway. And Sakura, I haven't forgotten about the fact that Sasuke knew about us." Kakashi added his voice becoming more low.

I smiled at Kakashi as he got his last parts of clothing on. "I want to know who told him, or he was back in Konoha before anyone knew. Oh I don't know, I'll have a chat with Naruto" I finished, getting out of bed myself and putting on clean underwear.

"Okay I'm off Sakura" Kakashi said walking towards me pulling me into a kiss. "I'll see you for lunch at noon" and Poof he was gone before I even had chance to say okay.

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