Why I Bother...

...I got nothing...

Summary: Why...What exactly was His motivation for all his failed attempts? Why does he only use Saturn? Why can Saturn not remember what happened when she was possessed? Why did He abandon her when she died?

Disclaimer: I do not own Pokemon, nor do I own Scathe. And that makes me sad...

I have failed once more. This is becoming a pain. No matter how much I try, I am always faulted with some way or another. Perhaps she...no! She is the only one fit for this. He would betray me, as would all my male hiers. All my female hiers are too weak or too much of a pushover or not enough of a pushover. Saturn has always unwillingly helped me...But her movements are getting repeditive as I try to take over each Realm. Perhaps I do need to use someone else for a few hundred tries...Biases are never good, after all.

Possessing Saturn usually takes a bit of work when she's mentally stable, but when she is unbalanced or something similar, she is quite the easy target. Despite her supposed unability to feel emotions, she is quite subseptable to her own emotions. Easily overcome, easily paniced, no matter how much she tries to deny it. She is weak in her own ways.

I always make sure she does not remember me possessing her, for if she did remember it, she would surely make it so that she would never fall into my grasp again. Not only that, but she does have a rebelous streak that might cause some unfortunate side effects. The mental damage would be a problem as well.

I do remember the few Realms where I experimented and let her actually keep her memories. They had unfortunate side effects, such as suicide, insanity, ect. None of them ever had a good outcome. So I always wipe her mind blank.

When she was killed by the Pokemon, I had to retreat. I do not know if she dies while I am controling her body that I will live. I never tried, and I don't exactly want to suffer the consequences if I fail to survive...

But why do I keep trying? He always asks me this. I myself do not really know, othe than the fact that I feel as I must, as Pokemon feel the need to get stronger through compeditive battling. But if I do have to peg a reason or two...I'd say that losing is not an option. I must defeat this repeditive fate of constantly losing my rule to others. i must rule the land of pokemon, with new breeds. The light shall be destroyed by the dark, and this time, the dark shall forever hold reign over the light. Evil defeats good as good defeats evil, some may say, but I aim to make sure that the dark will always have control over the light, and that we shall rule supreme over the race of Pokemon and Humans alike.

I myself am a Pokemon...but I am a Legend, as the Scathe types...my sons and daughters...speak of me in hushed tones, even taking my name as their own type.

I plan to rule the Realms.

And no matter what, I will keep that goal.

I refuse to give up.

No matter what.

I am Scathe!

Yeah...So there's the Scathe type and the Scathe Legend, who is also sealed in some random object..or a hole in the ground...yeah, I'm going to go with a hole in the ground. And he's guarded by Groudon. Woo...This did not turn out as I expected...